After the last act,  taehyung and jungkook were feeling so awkward around each other. The speech was stuck in their mind. The kiss they shared felt so real.

But after that day nothing left that they could talk about. When they used to act it would used to be easy to talk to, but now it feels like they have nothing to talk.

Jungkook came home to see taehyung in the kitchen as usual.

He waved awkwardly to him and went upstairs. He plopped on his bed and stared at the ceiling.

It feels so boring without talking to taehyung.

Should he make a move first?

When he was thinking taehyung came inside.

"Jungkook, jin is gonna come today to meet us" he said, while removing his apron

"Okay" jungkook said and stood up.

"Jungkook can I talk to you for a second?" taehyung said and jungkook quickly nodded.

Taehyung sat down on the bed and sighed.

"Don't you feel we grew distant after mrs. Jee left? " he said as he looked at jungkook

"Yeah, i missed talking to you. It felt so boring" he laughed

He stopped laughing and looked at taehyung

"Can we go back to how it was?" he asked a bit hesitant.

Taehyung pulled his boxy smile and nodded frantically.

They sat their for a while in the comforting silence before going downstairs.

Jin arrived and they both greeted him and his boyfriend, who came along with him.

"Welcome once again, jin hyung" taehyung smiled

"Thanks, tae. I see you prepared dinner for us" he said as he laughed.

Taehyung nodded and everyone went inside.

Everybody sat down and dug in the feast.

"The food is so good" jin stated

After finishing taehyung picked the plates and went in the kitchen.
After washing the dishes he came joined the trio back.

"Well meet my boyfriend, Kim Namjoon" he said and pecked the said male's cheek

Namjoon smiled and greeted to the two males sitting in front of them

"So tell me how did the whole month go?" jin asked as he placed his hands on his chin and rested it.

"Very chaotic yet in a good way" jungkook laughed

"Nice nice. So you guys must be happy that now you can live the way you want and don't need to act anymore" jin smirked obviously trying to tease the two.

Jin had obviously known to the fact that these two love each other, he just knows that they are dumb to notice it. But he knows, soon they will.

Jungkook and taehyung's face fell a bit. Bringing the same moment everytime was okay but then getting away from that night's thought wasn't that easy.

"You must be happy right?" jin asked yet once again.

"Yeah..... Yayy" jungkook sang in a fake unhappy tone and sighed.

Taehyung didn't speak anything, just put his head low.

Jin left it there only.
After general talks, jin was helping taehyung in the kitchen and namjoon was talking "manly" talks with jungkook

Jin looked and smiled slyly at the upset and sad taehyung.

He walked towards him.
"I know you love him" he said smirking.

Taehyung looked as if he was caught cheating in an exam.
He widened his eyes,  his skin turned pale as he turned towards jin at the speed of light.

"Wh-what did you say?!" he said shockingly

"I know you love him" he smiled as his eyes turned to crescents

Taehyung decided to give up in front of him.

He didn't speak anything and looked down

"Don't think it's something wrong you did"

"But— he has a girlfriend and he's straight"

"I know he loves you"

Taehyung was taken aback but still replied

"Even if he does, which i don't think so, you know but he doesn't"

"Maybe you should tell him then"

"How can i? It would be so embarrassing"

"If it's for love, you can do it"

"Try to tell him that you love him"

"I— i'll try"

"Good, but remember whatever his answer is don't loose your hope or don't break something so beautiful you two have"

Taehyung simply nodded and looked at jungkook, laughing with namjoon

If it's for him, i can do it.

After jin and namjoon left (not before jin gave taehyung subtle signals) taehyung and jungkook sat silently on the couch

Taehyung finally decided to speak

"Jungkook?" he asked

"Yes" jungkook turned towards him.

He tried to speak, but the words didn't come out, his throat dried. It was like he wanted the elder to say the words he wanted to speak

But would that happen?

Not so soon

Or never?

He thought

He sadly smiled

"Isn't namjoon cool?" he asked

"Oh yeah he is the bestest man i have ever met" and that's where jungkook started speaking about namjoon and taehyung looking at him, tears flodding his eyes as he smiled sadly

He finally couldn't speak

It was so easy to tell it to jin.

It isn't that to tell jungkook

Well it looks like he'll keep it a secret

Until he dies with it.

The regret carved on his grave

I am not lying, he truly wants to shout those three words to jungkook but he's scared of the after effect.

He wished he was bolder somehow

He wished jungkook would have realized it too, loved him too

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"So how long will it take you to see how bad i need this,
How bad i need you.
Tell it to me, shout it to me
That you love me
Only me"

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Sorry for so much angst guys. I bet the ending would be so sweet, just be a little patient. I love you guys

Tell me how's the story in the comments

Sorry for so much angst. It's gonna come wait patiently

Thank you.

Borahae