I took a deep breathe...

Tonight is the night, The first time Across the stars will performing in the one of a biggest stadium in the USA. As our closing world tour.

There will be our family watching us here. And look, Kimberly and Her parent are here to support Toby. Raka's Brother and his father were here. And Adrian? Even my sister is here because she missed her boyfriend. Poor me... I walked out from dressing room and walked into a rooftop. I need a space to be alone. Before i'm ready to leave everything behind and started my new life.

"Nervous?" I looked to whoever talked. And i saw Princess Arabella smiled.

"Nope. I'm just sad..."

"Why are you sad? You supposed to be happy for tonight"

"How can i be happy when i have nobody? And my source of happiness will have a big change in her life tonight?" I snapped.

I feel sad, she doesn't know anything about this. And she just keep silent while i snapped her.

"I'm sorry... I just messed up"

"No you're not messing up. Just remember that every end has a new beginning. You closed your first chapter, you will write another chapter. Maybe in your next chapter you will have somebody who will make you feel like you don't need anything more in your life." She smiled at me, i feel those stupid feeling in my stomach, for the second time. it's strange, i just met her twice.

"Thank you, maybe i should go back now." I said as i walked in to the stadium.

"Rey..." She called me, i turn my head into her. "We will meet again, okay?" After that i closed the door and walked into my dressing room.

"There is my beautiful baby bro..." Shafira hugged me once i closed the dressing room door. "I didn't mean to ignore you, don't pouted. Ohh.. I missed you so much, Can i stay with you in LA? I can't even stay far away from you any longer. You're the only family that i have now..." I looked at her, shocked with what she just said.

"Stay with me? Then what about your job, Kak?"

"I don't care about it. We could have a new life in here, right? I don't want to leave you alone anymore. Not even you have Ryan here." she told me. I smiled while i nodded to my sister.

Maybe Violetta right. I just closed a chapter, not closed the whole book. There's a way i could have a better life than now, a fresh start with my family, and maybe a new love.

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Kak, is how you called someone older than you in Indonesia. ex: Your older brother or sister, your senior at school, or someone who have a bit older than you. maybe someone that selling something on Instagram.

Bye im a jerk

12th of July 2016