I.. tend to like to make people happy

Now that SOUNDS good but

I usually then bring myself down to bring others up.

You know what I mean right?

So, for example, my friend and I were at the pool. I was having fun, hanging out with my boyfriend, when the guy she liked, liked a different girl. I'm pretty sure she got jealous of me with my boyfriend and told me she felt really sick and wanted to go home.

So.. I had to leave my bf and walk her to my house..

This is such a bad thing for me, good thing for others. I can't be happy if others aren't..

I need help. If someone doesn't like something I drew.. I'd rip it up..

Wow I'm actually freaking crying. I'm an emotional mess.

Just... I'm sorry.