anika's pov:

i can't believe i married this man. my cousin's husband! first of all, he insults the fact i can't conceive. second of all, he never pays attention to his children. and third of all, he is never in this house. always out at work and then at night, comes home drunk!! 

i am tired of this behavior. i wish malika was alive. she was the only one who could sort shivay out in seconds.  and when shivay realized his mistakes, he would cry in front of malika and malika being really sweet forgave him. he would never drink when malika was alive, pay more attention to his kids and never insulted malika... not one bit!! 

i never intended to marry my cousin's husband. i was in a relationship with this man called daksh. we went physical one time but due to me not able to conceive, daksh dumped me. ok fine, maybe he was the one desiring for lust but at least he was never drunk!

however sanjay and aarti are two very sweet children. both don't call me ma but they call me 'maa'si and that is good enough for me. they want their old papa back and i will bring back their papa back. not the workaholic and alcoholic papa, the sweet and fun papa. 

i will also make shivay accept me.