You were going to do it. You made up your mind. You'd be accepted by your parents, Draco, the Malfoys. Maybe it was the wrong side but you had to do this.

You walked into the kitchen. One sentence and it would be done. Don't think about it too much. You walked into the kitchen and saw your parents normally you'd avoid them but this was the day you'd make them proud.

'Oh.. here you are. I wanted to talk to you.'

Your heart was racing. You were nervous. You didn't know if this was the best choice but you had to do this. You had been doubting for too long. Your parents looked up and sighed.

'How interesting is it?' Your father asked.

'Well, I heard Draco is becoming a death eater.' You said.

Your father walked over to the table and sat down besides your mother.

'That's true. Did that seriously surprise you?' Your mother asked.

'No, that's not it. I overheard that he's getting a task soon and I..'

You swallowed and looked at their strict eyes. You took a deep breath.

'I was wondering if I could help him.' You said.

Your parents looked at you. Your mother grabbed her tea and took a sip. They didn't quite seem to get what you were aiming for.

'I-I want to be a death eater too. Like Nik, like Draco.. Like you are. I'm a Y/L, after all. Might be in a different house but I've got what a death eater needs.'

Your father got up.

'Are you insane?' He asked. 'You're friends with Harry and his group, voldemort has said from the start that you're a traitor! You can't just say you want to become a death eater!'

'I can. I am a Y/L, too! I'm no longer friends with Harry! For the love of Merlin, please just let me do something for once!' You hissed. 'I don't want to be a death eater. It's wrong. I want to be a death eater, That isn't good enough either!'

'You want to be a death eater?'

You turned around and saw Voldemort. You stepped back a little.

'I-I mean, I-I-I just wanted to..'

'Didn't I hear it correctly?' He asked.

You couldn't believe this. You had never really spoken to Voldemort, so this blew you away. He looked scarier up close.

'You did.. my lord.' You decided to say. 'I am a Y/L, after all. I'm done living like this. The death eater life is something I need right now. I feel like it will benefit me.'

Voldemort walked into the room. You were frozen in place. You didn't know what to do. You just watched him.

'This is an.. interesting turn of events.' He said.

'I know but I assure you.. my grades are far up, I've learned quite a lot and I've been around Harry for a long time. We're not friends anymore but I know a lot about him..' You said. 'Besides.. I heard that Draco is getting a task and I thought maybe he needs some help.'

'I don't.'

You turned back around and saw Draco.

'Why are you doing this? Are you insane?!' He asked.

'Go away.' You hissed. 'I'll talk to you later.'

'What's going on here?' Your mother asked.

'Nothing, right.. Malfoy?' You said.

Draco looked at you. He muttered something and walked away.

'He says he doesn't.' Voldemort said.

You turned back to him.

'I know way more about Harry and Hogwarts in general.' You said. 'Not to talk bad about Draco but if anyone knows a lot here, it's me.'

Voldemort looked at you. He walked towards you and stopped right in front of you.

'I am willing to let you help Draco, as long as you know that if you fail at anything which I tell you to do, I'll kill you.'

'I know.. my lord.' You said.

'Well, I think your parents can be proud of you for once. I'll prepare your ceremony. It'll happen today. No turning back.'

Voldemort walked away. You looked at your parents. Your mother walked towards you.

'That we'd ever see this day.' She said. 'Maybe you'll turn out right after all.'

That was the nicest thing she had said to you in a long time. She walked away and your father just followed her.

You walked out of the kitchen and headed upstairs. Draco basically pulled you into his room right away.

'That's very mean using that against me. The fact that no one knows I like you.' He hissed.

'This wasn't your decision to make. If I had told you about this, you'd do anything to stop me, but you don't understand.' You hissed.

'You've never explained, so how can I not understand!'

'Draco, you don't know what it's like when no one accepts you!' You said. 'My parents suddenly stopped loving me when I was just 11 years old. I never got why! I didn't know what I did. Then you don't accept me because I'm not like you are, my friends stop being my friends.. I don't get what I do wrong. Like this we can be together and my parents will love me again. I can't live with the fact that I'm not accepted. Not any longer.'

'This is not the way. That's not who you are!'

'It's not who you are either! Yet you're a death eater too!'

Draco let out a frustrated sigh.

'I can't believe you're throwing your life away like this.'

'I can't believe you're doing the same.' You said. 'You're judging me for something you do too! Draco, I'm doing this because I..'

You stopped talking. You couldn't tell him that.

'Because you what?' He asked.

You looked at him and then started playing with your shirt. If you said this, he could just break you down again.

'Y/N-'

'Because I love you.' You choked.

You looked away from him. Draco just realised that you really said that to him. You loved him? Was that even possible? He walked over to you.

'Y/N-'

'I know. You don't have to say it. I know you don't want to hear it, but you're like the one happy thing I have and I'm willing to do anything to have you accept me. Draco, I need you. I want you to choose me. What else do I need to do! Look at what I'm doing! I know you think I'm insane but if I do this.. my life will finally be easy again.'

Draco saw the amount of pain you were in.

'Y/N.. Are you sure you want to join me?' He asked.

'It's not only for you. It's for my parents, I basically have no friends left, so I need to do something. This is the only option that was left.'

Draco grabbed your chin and forced you to look at him.

'If this is the choice you're willing to make.. I am prepared to support you.' He said. 'Because I love you too.'

You looked at him.

'And I'm willing to go for it. I'm willing to be with you and that our parents know and that's it okay.'

You hugged him right away. Draco laughed a little and held you tightly.

'Did I hear you ask me something?' You asked.

Draco grinned.

'Do you want to be my girlfriend?' He asked.

'Of course.' You smiled.

You let him go and kissed him. Draco kissed you back and smiled.

'Oh, sorry, I'll go.'

Draco pulled back and looked at his mother. She smiled at him and winked before walking away.

'Don't worry, I won't tell a soul.' She said before closing the door.

You laughed a little and so did Draco.

'Your mother a gem.' You said.

'At least she's in her right mind. She's done everything to try and keep me out of this world.'

'At least we'll have matching tattoos.' You said.

Draco grabbed your hand and took you towards the bed. You two laid down for a moment. You looked at him and admired his beauty for a moment. Draco looked at you. You smiled.

'What?' He asked.

'Nothing.. I'm just happy.'

Draco smiled and kissed you shortly.

'So am I.'