Prepare yourselves lmao (1800 words btw that's long Damn)

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'Draco, could you come here for a moment?' Lucius asked.

He looked away from you. You and Draco had been hanging out all day again. You actually started seeing him as your friend. Around him you smiled all the time. You really felt like you finally had someone in the manor who might accept you.

'Of course.' Draco said. He looked at you. 'I'll be right back.'

Draco got up and walked with his father towards the hallway. They closed the door. You got up and walked over to the door. You could hear them. Maybe it wasn't a good idea that you got up. You were going to regret that. Of course you didn't know that at that moment.

'What are you doing?' Lucius asked him.

'I was just talking to Y/N.'

'Exactly.'

It was quiet for a moment.

'What?' Draco asked. 'I really don't get what you're aiming for.'

'Repeat the sentence you just said.'

'I was just talking to Y/-'

'Exactly. Y/N. First of all, that is Y/L to us Malfoys.'

Was that literally the problem? Were they going to take this away too?

'But-'

'I wasn't done yet. We don't speak to her. You know that. She's a Ravenclaw, she won't become a death eater like her family, she's basically nothing.'

You couldn't believe this. Draco was going to believe them, wasn't he? You were just so happy to finally have a connection with someone.. You didn't know Draco could be like this. This kind and amazing.

Yes it was true. You knew it was. You liked him. A lot. A lot more then you should. It was wrong but these past few days had just been.. incredible.

'You're talking to him about it?' You heard your mother ask. 'Good.'

'Good?' Draco asked. 'You don't want your daughter to have a somewhat friendly relationship with someone?'

'Oh dear, you really don't understand, do you?' Your mother asked.

Draco didn't really know what there was to understand. Since he started being friendly to you he didn't understand why everyone acted to you the way they did. He thought you were kind and funny... beautiful too.

'What's there to understand? I usually go along what everything you all tell me but I seriously don't get what there is to understand.'

'Voldemort is trying to gain new followers to make his death eater army grow. He's pretty desperate. Yet he doesn't want to accept Y/N. You know why?' Your mother spoke.

Draco didn't answer. He didn't know what to answer.

'Because she's weak. She's a Ravenclaw, she's basically nothing. Nothing that worth being a death eater for, nothing that worth being a Y/L. Nothing worth of being friends with a Malfoy.' Your mother said.

You heard this so many times before but you were scared this time. What if Draco would believe them? He wouldn't, would he?

'But she's fine. She's funny, she's kind. How can you hate someone like that?'

'She doesn't possess the right qualities to be liked.'

For the first time Draco saw how shallow he was. He thought the same thing. You were an exception though. This was horrible.

'Draco, listen to yourself. It's like she's put some kind of spell on you!' Lucius hissed.

'Stop it, will you.' Narcissa sighed. 'Let them be friends. Soon enough, that'll change anyways. Draco is at a completely different stage in his life.'

'You agree with this?' Lucius asked.

'I'm just saying that it won't last.' Narcissa said.

'No. No, you're not listening to your mother. You're not talking to her. Never again.'

'But-'

'No, Draco!' Lucius hissed. 'Be a Malfoy.'

They walked away. You stepped away from the door. The door opened and Draco saw you.

'Did you-'

'I did.. It's fine. I don't want you to get into trouble. They're right. I'm not worth your friendship.' You said.

It hurt Draco to hear you say that about yourself. You walked past him into the hallway.

'Y/N, wait!' He hurried after you but you already walked into your room.

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The last days you had left was just you ignoring Draco. He wanted to talk to you but you wouldn't allow him to. He missed talking to you and you missed talking to him.

You were now in your room, packing. It was a day before you had to leave. Your stuff was all.. outdated, broken, complete grabadge. You sighed. Your parents were never going to get new stuff. You got up and walked downstairs.

You didn't want to do it but you had to. You watched your father sitting there. He had to just give you some money for some new supplies.. He could do that, right?

'Erm.. father..'

He already looked annoyed when he looked at you. You hated it when he did that.

'What?' He asked.

'Sorry to bother you but some of my supplies aren't very.. decent anymore. They need replacing. Seeing that I don't have any money on my own I was wondering if you could, maybe.. give me some.. please? I-I made a list of what I need.. it's not much I promise.'

'Are you seriously asking me for money? We bought you new supplies at the start of the year.' He hissed.

'I-I'm pretty sure that that was all for Nik.' You said.

He clearly didn't like it that you said that.

'Are you questioning what I'm saying?!' He asked while getting up.

'N-No I was just-'

'I don't like the way you're speaking to me. Look at you, asking me for money. Have you never heard about borrowing stuff?!' He almost yelled at you. 'I refuse to spend another penny on you.'

'I-I understand. I won't ask-'

'Do you know what you are?' Your dad asked. 'You know why I don't spend any money on you?'

You knew the answer and you didn't want to hear it. You couldn't take to hear it again. You wanted to walk away.

'You stay here.'

You froze into place. You saw Draco through the opening between the door and the door post. He looked at you. He saw how miserable you were feeling. Your father grabbed your wrist and forced you to turn around.

'You know what you are, don't you?' He asked while pulling the note from your hand. 'You're a disgrace to this family. You're worthless. That's why I won't give you anything that's on this list. It's all a waste of money and my time.'

He grabbed his wand and burned your note. You looked at it.

'Don't waste my time again.' He hissed.

He then walked away. Your hands were shaking and about to break down. You hurried out of the kitchen. Draco was shocked. He hurried after you. You fled to your room. You wanted to close the door but Draco stopped you and walked in.

On the last day before going back you had to have this. Your dad had to be mean to you. Of course had to.

Draco knew he shouldn't be there. He had been thinking. You and Draco.. You could never be together. It wouldn't be accepted. It would only bring you into danger.. but he couldn't watch you suffer like this. His parents were right but he couldn't help himself.

'Y/N-'

'It's okay. He says it more often. I'm fine. I'll just borrow it from Hermione.' You said.

You weren't looking at him. You didn't want him to see you cry. You hated this. You cried way too much. It still hurt you way too much.

'You're clearly not okay. That wasn't okay! He has no right to talk to talk to you like that.'

'Well he obviously does seeing he's my dad and even if he doesn't he does it anyways.'

'Listen to me-'

'No. You can't stop this. Just go. I need to be alone. You're not even allowed to talk to me.'

'No I'm not leaving.'

'I told you to go!' You snapped while turning around.

He saw a tear roll down your cheek. You violently wiped it away.

'Just go.' You choked.

'No. I'm not just going to leave You here like this.'

'Why not? Huh? Why not? You're supposed to hate me. You've hated me all this time. What suddenly changed? Why are you even using my first name? Nothing changed between us. The only thing that changed was that you gave me a present and now you're suddenly my secret best friend?!'

'I-'

'Why do you suddenly care? It's okay if you don't because I'm used to it.' You choked. 'I'm used to it. Trust me I am. You're not even allowed to talk to me. Why are you here? Why would you risk getting into trouble just so you can talk to someone as stupid as me?'

It hurt him to hear you talking like that. He didn't want you to be upset. He wanted to show you that you were an amazing person.

'Why aren't you listening?' You asked. ' Why are you like this?'

'Because I'm not going to let you talk about yourself like this. There is no way in hell that you believe that man or anyone else. The truth is that you're amazing.'

You looked at him. Was he really saying that about you? That was something no one ever told you. These feelings that you had been pushing away the last couple of days came back. He stepped closer to you. You looked at him and covered your mouth while you broke down crying.

Draco took you into his warm embrace. You felt his arms around you as you cried against his chest. You wrapped your own arms around him.

He hugged you until you calmed down. You didn't know how long it was. All you did was cling onto him. You slowly felt yourself loosen up as you stopped crying. He then slowly let you go and cupped your face. He wiped some remaining tears away.

'I'm a mess.' You said.

'It's okay. I am too.' He said.

You looked at him. You both didn't know how it happened but before you knew it his lips met yours in a small kiss.

It only lasted a second. Maybe two but it assured you that what you were feeling for him wasn't hate but love. You opened your eyes and looked at him. You both didn't speak.

His lips met yours again into a passionate kiss. He pushed you slightly back against the wall and deepened the kiss. You didn't know how long it lasted but you were hoping that it could last forever.

You pulled back because you wanted to know why it happened. Draco slowly let you. It felt so right for something that was wrong. For some reason he couldn't accept it. For some reason he couldn't.. be happy about it. He felt so much while kissing you but he knew that it couldn't happened. He didn't say anything. Neither did you. He just walked away..