Lena - 

 I look around everything keeps fading in and out I feel tried but I see Theo. I feel his hand in mine and he squeeze it I try to squeeze back but it is barley there. " I'm sorry Theo he made me" he shh me " I love you Theo" I say before I lose the warmth of his hand I look up and all I see are lights going by like they would If you are in a car. 

   I can't help but think about what my mother said to me. Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.” I know I'm dying I know I am but I can't leave Theo I just found him I love him im not ready to leave him. 

Everything goes black and then really really bright like looking into the sun. Then I see him " Dad is is that you " I smile and run to him I feel him his hug its warm and comforting.

   " hi sweat pea i have missed you so much" I look at him and start to cry.

 " how can I see you how can I hear you where am I?" He runs his hands through my hair. 

" sweet pea your your dead" I look at him and then me I shake my head no. 

   " daddy I can't be dead I cant be I can't leave mom or Theo or my friends I'm im not ready to die." He rest his hand on my shoulder and pulls me into a hug. 

" I know sweetie I know you can't im just glad I got to see you." 

Theo - 

 I stand there frozen staring at the doors that they took her back in I feel a hand on my shoulder. " sweetie come on lets go sit and wait okay " it's my mom I shake my head no.

 " if I don't move she can't die " tears streaming down my face and I feel like someone is pulling on my chest.

" sweetie come on your friends need you her mom needs you." I look back at her then down at my clothes I have some of her blood on me I look around and the er is flooded with people who's family members were hurt today because of will. I fallow my mom back and I look and see Freddie and her mom she stands up and rushes over to me tears covering her face eyes all puffy. 

" please tell me she is going to be okay Theo."

      I look down not knowing what to say because I do not know if she is going to be okay I want her to be okay. " I I don't know mrs.carter it she she is in bad shape." I say quietly and her knees buckle but I catch her and help her back to her seat.

" I have hope that she will be okay lena is a fighter she won't leave us she wouldn't. " I rest my hand on her shoulder and sit down shaking my leg a nurse comes out. 

" she is still in surgery but the doctor said i could bring you out her stuff" she hands it to her mom.  It is a bag of her stuff the clothes she had on her phone and I see it her ring I look at her and she pulls it out and hands it to me I play with it twirling it between my fingers back and fourth. I close my eyes and mumble to myself " please be okay please be okay"