I know my posting has been kinda choppy lately, and I am so sorry. My motivation level has just been next to none and my anxiety is getting worse and worse. I am seeing a psychologist so I can get some help. My anxiety (among other things) has actually been keeping me from being able to go to school. I had a teacher tell me that my "mental illness is no excuse to act mentally ill." ??????????????? Right now I would just like to feel like I'm not struggling through everything and actually have a life. ilyasm. Thank you for all of your votes, comments, follows, and support. I will try my best to keep posting as often as possible.