I think the title says it all, this chapter isn't a joke either...

I don't feel happy at all right now, like not one bit. I thought I was getting better but than I did something that only 1 person knows about...

I just, I want to cry because I feel so alone like I'm not meant for anything! I can't take this anymore!!

I KEEP TRYING TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY BUT ITS DOING NOTHING FOR ME!!

I'm just done, honestly I'm done...