I woke up with the biggest headache 

My eyes are so heavy 

I don't look well

I lost my voice and I sound ratchet asf

I have the shittiest cough and a low grade fever 

I'm still taking in the book I just read and can't stop thinking abt it 

I don't wanna read another book rn 

I wanna write 

But man starting a chapter is the hardest shit on the fucking planet

I'm home alone since Anna and staz went to the airport to get dads car and are getting Starbucks 

My little brother is upstairs 

I'm turning him into a pjo fan, slowly but surely 

He's already a kinda Harry Potter fan, he read the first book and watched all the movies and is obsessed with Harry Potter world at universal. But he's not a potterhead 

But I wanna get him into pjo at a young age so he can be a pjo fan till he's a teenager and fully obsessed 

I started reading it to him last night 

We got to chapter two bc he got bored and went to go watch oceans 8 w Anna and staz 

Idk if I should talk abt my online friends in this fic

I mean...I have a list of ppl i wanan shit talk but if they see this they get hurt so...I'm not gonna do that 

Idk what I wanna do

Mom doesn't get home till Monday 

Dad gets home at 10pm (22:00) today

Schools tmrw but in the state I'm in idk if I can go 

I really don't wanna be trapped in this house any longer 

But I can't go to school w a fever, a cough, and one hell of a shitty attitude

But I rlly wanna see my friends 

I miss them so much 

And last week I didn't go to school at all and the friend group is falling apart 

And they want me to fix it 

But bro I ain't a superhero 

Also can someone pls pay for Spotify premium? These ads are killing me 

When I move my eyes to look in a different direction they ache and hurt

One sec I gotta throw up 

Returns 20 mins later.....

I'm on the bathroom floor 

I wanna die 

Fucking die 

What if I choke myself right here?!

Sounds great to me...