I dunno what to do anymore....i feel caught in a loop all over again nothing's changing...nothing at all everything takes time...but honestly i think my limit or patience to wait is dying out......

Maybe I made the decision to stay friends to quickly I'm kinda still unsure about it all.........i made a promise...i don't think i can keep anymore...and it hurts because i care....but i mentally break down....and physically get sick....i can't handle it for to much longer.....my girl say's take care myself first and vreak things off .....

I don't wanna cause problems....i just don't know what to do anymore....i lost trust....Im still not trusted....i dunno...i don't even know what the right thing to do is anymore......

Maybe i just need a break....i dunno i just don't wanna blow up...that might just happen though....

Just can't really take it anymore....just tired i guess

I don't know what to do anymore...