I love people even tho im an introvert i do enjoy talking and telling jokes

I even did acting for 2 years

I have a ..or what my family calls it a big heart

I tend to not really tell people how im feeling due to past events of youth

And i still havent grown out of it

I will let people walk over me and tell me shit

Simply because i dont care anymore ...and because im weak or Pathetic in the words of my father.

I cant speak up for myslef but i can for people i love and care about

Which to me makes no fucking sense but hey thats me

When ever i talk i make things worse so i shut the hell up and ive actually trained myself pretty well
On doing so.