This part in my about me book is just for you harrystyles_offic

Dear Harry,
When I first heard about One Direction, I was thrilled. I had been going through a lot of crap from when I was in school, I accepted the Lord in my heart and was baptised in November of 2009. After that things were upside down. My depression kicked in and it was terrible, I was always crying ,sad and didn't want to be bothered, the happy go lucky person was no more. I started wearing darker tones in clothing and listening to depressing music. I would tell everyone I knew that I was okay when deep down inside I wasn't. I would always put a smile on my face to hide my sadness; kinda like you do sometimes. My depression worsened due to all of the bullying I was dealing with in school. In 2012 I hit rock bottom. 2012 was the year I entered a deep depression, my grandfather died from a stroke and it was the worst day of my life; as it got farther into the year 2012 that's when I did the unthinkable. My feeling were all bottled up inside and sealed tight until I couldn't take it anymore because of this I started cutting myself with a box cutter blade, I was trying to numb the pain,this happened until November 2nd, 2012. I tried to commit suicide a couple of times by trying to suffocate myself by pressing a pillow on my face. One day I had a short sleeve shirt on because I was feeling good, that feeling didn't last long because my mom saw my scars, when she found out I was embarrassed I guess so I ran up the steps to my bedroom and shut the door and cried. I guess it was a cry for help and my mom went out her way to get me help. I was told from everyone in my family that I was loved and cared for. Throughout my journey with self-hate, self-harm and suicidal thoughts One Direction saved me with their music amongst other artist I admire and enjoy listening to. I found this new confidence and love with One Direction. Knowing that there were people in the music industry who understood what was happening in my life gave me this huge comfort. I haven't cut myself or tried to commit suicide in years which is the greatest thing in my life. Thanks for being there. Harry, you continue to make me happy and make me feel like I can take on anything. You voice is really angelic and soothing to me especially in these tough times happening at the moment. Your music makes me happy and I can relate sometimes. Falling is relatable to me because its a song that explains those times in my life where I felt lost and hopeless. You and 1D have changed me a lot . Harry, you are an amazing person with a heart of gold, I love that you are caring about others and how understanding you are in certain situations. That is what I love about you. You know how to make us laugh and because of all the qualities you have in your personality I look up to you as my big brother. I would love to have a significant other in my life with these qualities who will adore someone like me. You are stronger than you may think sometimes. You are a fighter and I just want you to know that. Life isn't always rainbow, sunshine, flowers and butterflies; there are some punches that will be thrown at you but you have to fight and I believe that you can do that and finish this life race and come out on the top, like you have. I love being friends with someone like you because you make me smile.

P.s.- You got this Harry. Stay Strong.

Love Ya,
Nichelle Marshall