I have more fears and insecurities than most girls my age. I'm afraid of so much. Here's a list of some of my fears....

Rejection
Being forgotten or replaced
Spiders
Losing people I care about   ex.
   Hailey, Cheyenne, Eric, my family
Death
Tests
Some people
Undead (ghost , zombies,etc)
To much thinking (I constantly do it)
I have so many more fears. I've currently added new fears and it's hard. I'm terrified of losing him. Terrified of losing them. Your probably wondering who him and them are. Them are my best friends Chey and Hay. Him is none other than Eric.

Now my insecurities. I don't talk at school. I've tried for years to come up with a answer to the question everyone asks, "why don't you talk?". I've come up with three explanations 1I'm scared of losing more people
2 I've moved so much and had to make new friends , but when I get close to those  'new friends' I move again
3 I don't fit in with anyone and no one understands me and what I have been/go through.

I'm also insecure about my looks. I'm not explaining that.

I'm insecure about my music. I Play guitar and sing a little but can't when anyone is around.

Any questions? Ask away. I'm sorry I'm a crappy writer and my stories suck. I'll never be as good as so me people I know but thanks for those he read my repetitive , stupid, crap anyways. I love you boos and thanks again. Oh and sorry for a depressing chapter I'm a little upset and scared and depressed. Bye