Why?

Why can't we be better?

Why can't we treat each other with dignity and respect?

Why can't we stop all this negativity?

Why doesn't hate and violence just stop?

Why do we keep doing this to ourselves?

Is it so hard? Or is it a lack of understanding?

Why can't we push all of our differences aside and continued to live our normal everyday lives?

Why waste time on something that isn't even important?

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I'm sick and tired of all this negativity, all of this nonesense, why can't we be normal human beings and respect one another like we've been taught to do?

All my life, all I ever wanted and all I EVER want to do...is make you guys smile.

Every single one of you deserves to smile. I don't care about your differences or insecurities.

You are ALL beautiful. Inside and out. No matter what.

I don't care about anything that you may think is annoying for me to know or something plainly as texting me whenever you just need someone to talk to. I'm there.

I've created this persona, known as Jolly, for a greater effect than just myself. I want to be a reason for people to just smile more. Even if in the end, I'm forgotten, I still know I made an impact on someone.

Some of you might feel like you aren't worth my time or even think that I'm being annoyed by all the constant messaging left and right, when in all honesty, that doesn't come close to being true.

You are all mean something to me. The reason why I get to even smile everyday, is because I'm causing YOU guys to smile. That's my main goal in all of this.

I don't care about myself, because I put YOU guys first. That's why I'm different than the average person. I care. I would do anything to see a smile on your faces.

This negativity NEEDS to stop. Not just here, but around the world. Everywhere you go, there is someone who just spreads it anywhere they go. And that's just the beginning.

Sometimes I hope that the world would a more calmer place, where no one would be scared or paranoid on what others might do and think.

But, who am I to even have a say? I'm just like any other person in this planet. No real purpose. Just someone who deeply cares and wants to see those close to him, and everyone around the world smile more and be happy with their lives.

Life's never easy. Constant obstacles standing in the way. Drama, or worst of all, tragedy. It's all a part of life. For better or worse, we need to make the best of it.

I guess I just see the world differently. I'm not perfect. Far from it and yet many persist that I am. I don't stop them from doing so, that's their opinion and I respect that. It's all a matter of perspective, as some say.

I'm sorry for not being on here. It's not because of my job, but just the fact that I've been lost in what I even want to do with this account. Or in Wattpad. That doesn't stop me from being here for you wonderful and amazing people. My friends. My family.

I love you guys. Each and every single one of you. Everyone. I mean it, from the deepest and most inner depths of my heart.

_Issa_Daisy_
Issa_Kea
CakezWantsToBattle
Queen_Cutie_Senpai
VeeTheDemon
Kalyn_Winchester
Kitty-ChanSenpai
ScarletWolfe1518
sniper626
Ciel_hates_the_world
mysticalhorse_R5girl
DarkShadow_Assassin

*huggles and kisses*

I can't even describe in mere words, how amazing and incredible you all are.
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Also, I'm just laying here. Staring at the ceiling with nothing to do, other than play some video games.

And thinking about how I have work tomorrow. And the next day after that, followed by the next.

Life's great. XD

~Jolly