
chapter 39
Swarna:akshara... sahil is staying here so y dont u stay over so that he gets company.
Abhimanyu:no no no please dont agree he prayed in his head
Akshara:sure dadi I dont mind but only if mahima and manjari ma dont have a problem
Manjari:problem toh hai ...after all we will miss u but it's ok u can stay here she said...akshara smiled and moved to hug her
Akshara:love u
Mahima:and stop asking for permission all the time
Akshara:sorry ..
Abhimanyu was not happy as he wont get to talk to akshara again and on top of that sahil is here who already is annoying for him
Gayu:Abhimanyu y dont u stay back too
Abhimanyu:me
Sirat:your name is abhimanyu so of course she is telling u pagal
Abhimanyu smiled
Abhimanyu:of course I have no problem staying over here
Mimi: chalo phir decided u both r staying over she said looking at abhira
After a while
Akshara was actually showing sahil around the goenka mansion where as Abhimanyu was sitting with kairav, vansh and ranveer in the hall ...however his eyes would keep wondering around looking at sahil and akshara come out from one room and going to the other...he clentched his jaws looking away
Abhimanyu :what's so interesting in showing room to room to someone. He thought to himself..
Suddenly he got a call from rohan and excused himself to discuss about an important case... he had no choice to answer it and excused himself going to the garden
Few hours later sirat went to prepare for dinner while sahil was sleeping due to jet lag...akshara was busy with mimi and swarna whereas Abhimanyu was still busy with rohan discussing about a case through conference call with vidyut too.
2 hours later Abhimanyu stretched his arms after a lot of discussions with vidyut and rohan... he was rubbing his eyes when the staff came to call him for dinner
Abhimanyu nodded and akshara 's thought came into his mind and also recalled how sahil was with her... he got up and went inside to see the rest of metha family along with akshara but didnt see sahil around making him smile.
Akshara sat down in her seat while Abhimanyu walked towards the dining table to take his seat next to akshara .. as he neared he was few steps away when he saw a hand pull the chair hack and moved his gaze to see sahil smiling looking at akshara
Abhimanyu gritted his teeth and looked away.
Ranveer :Abhimanyu y r u standing come and sit.
Abhimanyu smiled and looked at sahil sitting next to akshara slowly taking his seat opposite them.
Sahil :akshara look ar this... he said showing something on his phone as he leaned towards akshara .. Abhimanyu held his spoon tightly in his hand seen how akshara and sahil head were slightly touching while looking at something on the phone.
Sirat:akshara ..sahil come on first eat ...then look at whatever u want. ...Abhimanyu felt a relief when sirat said that..
While eating sahil kept on elbowing akshara now and then as she would glare at him.... all this was witnessed by Abhimanyu who was chewing his food as if he was murdering it in his mouth
After dinner
Sahil:akshara let's go to your room.
Akshara :ok
Ranveer: sahil dont u want to come with us for a walk
Sahil:not today chachu maybe from tomorrow.
Ranveer:that is fine u relax... Abhi come on
Abhimanyu :Its ok u both go
Ranveer :chal na Abhimanyu it wont be that long come he said dragging him while Abhimanyu turned around to see akshara and sahil walking up the stairs
5 mins later akshara and sahil were sitting sideways on the window looking at the sky.
Sahil looked at akshara who was sitting opposite him.. he could tell she was thinking about something
Sahil:do u plan to stay quite or will u say something
Akshara smiled while looking at the sky ...but it wasnt one or those normal smile but the one which had sadness written all over it
Akshara : sahil, meri ek baat manoge? ( will u agree to something I say?) Sahil nodded his head
Sahil: of course akshara tell me
Akshara : kabhi kisi se pyar mat karna ( dont ever love someone) .. It breaks your heart and leaves you craving....
Sahil looker at akshara for a sec
Sahil : u still love him right? He asked as he noticed her intensely..
Akshara became silent but a lone tear fell from her eyes..
Sahil: akshara i ..he called out concernly
akshara : haan. Aaj bhi utna pyar karti hu jitna usko chod ne ke waqt karti thi.. mujhe lagi tha, mai india se dur hu, uske nazron se dur toh i will be able to forget my pain and waqt ke sath ye chala jaega...but u know what? ( yes ...even today I love him just the way I did when I left him... I had thought I'm away from India , away from him so I will be able to forget my pain and along with time it will go away...but u know what ?)
Sahil:what?
Akshara :the thing is this pain and his memories never actually lessened.. i told u that i have moved on.. that i dont love him anymore..but i lied... i didn't want u guys to worry.... Abhimanyu was always back there in my mind..I just knew , no matter wherever i go, he will always be there.. I made fake profile to stalk him on social media just to get a glimpse of him because that always eases my heart...sometimes if I didnt find any post on his then I would have to search someone from the gang especially arohi . funny riggt! How the same person can make ur heart at pain and ease as well..Now i must sound like a bloody psychic stalker to u.. akshara smiles..
sahil laughed due to what akshara said... he saw the smile disappear and she looked at him
Akshara :I couldnt help it sahil... his picture, his face always made me contented...I was happy with the thought that he was happy even if its not with me.. because wo pyar hai mera.. possession nahi.. but see how suddenly life takes 360° turn...I didnt want to see him because i wasnt ready to face him.. but i had to and this shaadi n all.
Sahil:how did u both end up marrying each other
Akshara :tai ji wasnt well.. the docs told us not to give her any stress for her sake we got married... u know sahil
I really wanted to marry him but out of love.. i didnt want this forceful marriage. I feel like mujhe zabardasti Abhimanyu ke life mein ghusa dia gaya ho as I couldnt say no and risk tai ji health .. I hate this feeling of forceful marriage
Akshara got up and walked to the bed sitting down. While sahil watched her..akshara played with her ring
Akshara :I understand his love for tanya.. because i love him too .. i understand the feeling.. but kya mai insaan nahi hu ?...mujhe kya dard nahi hota?? How can he say, mai tanya ki jagha lena chahti hu.. kya Abhimanyu ke life mai meri koi jagha nhi hai? Jo tanya ki jagha leni hogi mujhe.. kya mai kuch nahi lagti uski???
(I understand his love for tanya.. because i love him too .. i understand the feeling...but am I not a human?... cant I be hurt?...how can he say I want to take tanya place...dont I have my own place in Abhimanyu s life ? That I have to take tanya place...dont I mean anything to him ?... )
Sahil came and sat next to akshara while she wiped her tears
Akshara : I know he was hurt but mai bhi hurt hu... i know he didnt mean it that way.. but it actually hurts..Mujhe n baki sabko humesha lgta tha, that he loved me .. but now, i am convinced, mai jaise chahti hu usse, he will never loves me like that, he will never..This thought pains me so much.. aur agar kabhi uske mann mein mere liye feelings aa bhi gayi ya hai bhi.. i know for a fact he will never show it......
(I know he was hurt but even I was hurt too.. i know he didnt mean it that way.. bt it actually hurts..Me and the rest always thought that he loved me.. but now, i am convinced, the way I love him he will never love me like that... he will never.. This thought pains me so much... and even if he does develop feelings for me or does feel something for me then I know for a fact he will never show it )
She looked at sahil hand which was on top of hers ..and continued speaking looking at their hand
Akshara : but It's okay, i will never invade in his life.. i will give him all the space he needs.. i will never suffocate him again.. oh!! How wonderful it is to love and to be loved by the same person.. But kuch logo ke naseeb mein pyar nahi hota.. I never begged him to love me and i will never beg him.. It's okay everything will be fine she said wiping her tears and patted her heart as if too soothe her heart from the pain and took long deep breath looking at the ceiling
Sahil eyes had welled up seen akshara like this.. his heart was breaking to see her say all this.. he exactly knows the pain she is going through and knew her pain is much bigger than his... he wiped his tears when he saw akshara smile hastily
Akshara : sahil my friend, i wish that u never have to feel this way and u never have to go through the things i have been through in life. Kisiko nahi jana chahye.. kisiko nahi..(nobody should go thorough this...nobody should)
Sahil looked at akshara and hugged her
Sahil(in his head): yes, kisiko nahi gujarna chahye.. it is fu***ng killing you)... he took a deep breath ....
sahil broke the hug and looked at akshara ... squeezing her hand slightly
Sahil: dont worry Akshara .. sabke naseeb mein pyar hotha hai... Abhimanyu se nahi toh kisi aur se hi sahi..but love will find u anyway .
(Dont worry akshara .. everyone has love written in their fate...not with Abhimanyu then let it be with someone else..but love will find u)
Akshara looked at sahil and he wiped her tears away properly and smiled
Sahil:plus this had to happen akshara ... u broke my heart now deal with it...he said playfully.. akshara and sahil looked at each other and burst out laughing
At the time Abhimanyu was about to enter the room when he hears sahil say this and looked annoyed
Akshara :yaar mai bhi tumse shadi krna chahti thi but tumhari flight late hogayi.. jaldi ana tha na
( yaar even I wanted to marry u hut your flight got late... u should have come early) ...
Abhimanyu frowned as akshara said this and recalled her words and looked at sahil's hand which was on top of akshara ...he made a face and then with such force pushed the door open walking in and pretended that he didnt notice sahil was in the room
Abhimanyu :hey...I'm sorry I didnt know u will be here sahil he said acting all surprised
Sahil:no it's fine.
Abhimanyu :god I'm so tired... and tommrow will be a long day too he said
Sahil:yes... anyways I'll also leave he said getting up while Abhimanyu was happy from inside.
Abhimanyu :yh u should rest too.
Sahil was walking towards the door when akshara stopped.
Akshara :wait sahil I'll also come with u she said getting up ..while Abhimanyu frowned
Abhimanyu :where r u going akshara ?
Akshara :to see if sahil has everything he needs in his room... come sahil she said and sahil nodded.. Abhimanyu pouted looking towards the door
Abhimanyu laid on the couch waiting for akshara as he still wanted to talk to her.. he decided to check his mails which were only few and once done He looked towards the door but there was no sign of akshara
Abhimanyu :what is taking akshara so long he muttered to himself...slowly his eyes were closing due to been sleepy and even though he tried to stay awake he was unable to and fell asleep.
After a while akshara came back with a jug of water as she was helping sahil unpack so that took some time.. as she closed the door she turned and look towards the couch to see Abhimanyu sleeping
She shook her head seeing how one of his feet was dangling down while his mouth was slightly open...she walked towards him and placed his feet carefully on the couch and covered him with the blanket.. she turned and walked towards the bed falling a sleep in few mins
The next day Abhimanyu woke up.. he got his phone to check the time and saw it was 9am..he turned to look towards the bed but there was no sign of akshara ...he decided to freshen up and then head down
As he was walking down the stairs he saw the rest were nearly done with breakfast
Sirat:morning Abhimanyu
Abhimanyu :morning gf he said sitting down and was confused as to where akshara was...suddenly he realised there was someone else missing too and it was none other than sahil
Surekha :Abhimanyu beta have your breakfast
Abhimanyu nodded and ate slowly while wondering where sahil and akshara could he and if they were together
As all were getting up he saw sirat getting up last
Abhimanyu :Gf
Sirat stopped and looked at Abhimanyu
Sirat:what happened bacha
Abhimanyu : do u know where akshara is as when I woke up i didnt find her in the room
Sirat:beta she has gone for shopping with sahil she said smiling while Abhimanyu made a face
2 hours later Abhimanyu was in his cabin alone as vidyut didnt come but all his mind kept thinking about was what akshara and sahil will be doing now
Abhimanyu :get a grip Abhimanyu .. they r only friends.. y r u even thinking about this too much... it shouldn't matter as just like how akshara is your friend she is sahil friend too he said trying to convince himself ...he took a file and tried to concentrate on it forcefully
Time went quick Abhimanyu had told rohan to leave early so he could attend the reception on time while he left after a bit and reached to the birla mansion to get ready while akshara was going to come with the goenka family and sahil
Akshara , sahil along with the goenka family had reached to the pandit mansion...akshara went to help ragini...whereas vidyut and juhi were getting ready. .
After few mins Abhimanyu had arrived with his family too...while the elders got busy Abhimanyu looked for akshara but couldnt find her.. he walked towards the bar area looking at the empty place
Sahil:hey
Abhimanyu turned around to see sahil walking towards him
Abhimanyu :hey he said smiling slightly and shaked sahil hand when he forwarded it
Sahil:I'm sorry we didnt get to interact much
Abhimanyu :no worries.. I was busy with work and all too he said looking around
Sahil:so.. how is work at the hospital
Abhimanyu :Tiring...but the happiness to help peope that need treatment and give a new life to them...although it can backfire as not everything is in our hands....we can do our best... i just love my job he said proudly while sahil nodded
Sahil:by the way can I say something
Abhimanyu :sure
Sahil:u r lucky that u r akshara childhood friend
Abhimanyu :I'm her husband too he said trying to control his annoyance especially when sahil laughed
Sahil:well yh u r ...but I also know in which situation u and akshara got married in...so its cool as u both dont love each other plus u both got married under family pressure so this marriage doesn't matter he said smiling
Keerti:sahil come here she called out loudly.
Sahil :see u in a bit he smiled back while Abhimanyu forced a smiled but as sahil walked away he looked irritated
Abhimanyu : y am I feeling jealous...whenever sahil goes to akshara y dont I like it... especially with what he said now
Soon the reception had started ...rohan also had arrived while juhi and vidyut came down and took blessing of all elders and hugged their gang getting compliments from all..
The guest had started to arrive... guest started to congrats the couple on their wedding along with giving gifts and stood next to them to click a pic as that was going on... neil went on the stage
Neil: Attention,attention attention to all the lovely guest.. y r all in n a hurry to congrats the couple..its not like they will run away (all laughed)..we could do that after for now let's enjoy
Sirat:what is cooking in your head
Neil :its already cooked sirat aunty basically we all will be dancing be it with whoever u want to dance with but as the song changes u will change partner and dance with whoever is next to u
Arohi:in short changing partners
Neil:absolutely... songs would be any be it romantic, party type etc... so no matter what songs play u will dance with your partner on that song no matter who it is ... DJ play the music.. and my newly weds u both r joining us all too he said going towards them and dragged them down the stairs
Disco lights were turned on. While music started to play
The first song thag played was Gallan goodiyan
Abhimanyu was about to go to akshara but before he could get to her sahil came and took akshara with him
Abhimanyu took keerti hand and walked where the rest were while looking at sahil and akshara feeling jealous..
Sahil was dancing with akshara twirling her around and then doing some funny steps with her and both were laughing...
Abhimanyu was watching this with a scowl look and turned away taking a deep breath while smiling at keerti but his eyes kept moving back to them making something burn inside him
Hey peeps oh sorry did I just interrupt the dance..🤣 its OK it's ok let everyone enjoy till then y dont you all take a short break and then come and read the next chapter
Don't worry it will be update duper quick can't keep everyone on the dancing floor for so long right
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