
chapter 36
Abhimanyu slowly moved closer and closer until there was no gap between them, their eyes feeling each others lips.. His warm breath caressing her face. They stayed like that for few secs when Abhimanyu slowly pressed his lips onto hers, It was soft and demanding.. Akshara was baffled at first, she felt like she couldn't breath.. His cologne was strong and intoxicating but what really drugged her was just the smell of him, his natural smell, a mixture of soap, hair gel and peppermint.. A sudden overwhelming urge came over her to want to kiss him back, she closed her eyes and joined him following the rhythm..
Her lips felt softer against his..They were so soft and feathery, softer than petals.. He felt like his chest had been set on fire. He placed his hand on her cheeks and deepend the kiss. His tongue gently rubbed on her bottom lips. She tasted like the chocolate ice-cream they had yesterday... Abhimanyu pushed further into the kiss, pressing her lips little forcibly to try and gain access in her mouth but akshara didn't let him.. Abhimanyu hands caressed her jawline and bit on her bottom lips lightly making her part her lips slightly and gained entrance in her mouth.. He started sucking on her tongue slowly tasting her while akshara slowly reciprocating his touch..Akshara moved her hands around his neck and then slowly moved her hands behind the back of his head playing with his soft hair from the end... Abhimanyu captured her lips again kissing her lower lips as if massaging it..It felt wonderful and amazing, but that was when he realised what he was doing. that to with Akshara ??.. His eyes snapped open..
Akshara opened her eyes as she didnt feel any movement..
As they looked at each other Abhimanyu jerked akshara away..
Both were trying to say something but no words were forming looking here and there and sometimes at each other
Akshara got up and quickly ran to the washroom closing the door
Akshara : omg what just happened she thought remembering their position and pushed her hair back with one hand on her hip
After sometime
Akshara got ready in 15 mins however she was thinking as to how to go out and face Abhimanyu after whatever happened..
She opened the door and came out seen Abhimanyu getting his clothes out...she looked away walking to the dressing table while Abhimanyu turned slightly to look at her and quickly got into the washroom.
Akshara decided to do her hair and leave the room before Abhimanyu comes out
When he came out after having a shower he saw akshara wasnt in the room and was a little less nervous.
Once getting ready he went down and saw manjari and akshara setting the dining table up for breakfast..abhira actually avoided looking at each other
After all had breakfast Abhimanyu left to go to the hospital while akshara was sitting in her room since manjari and mahima had gone out
At the hospital Abhimanyu was alone in the cabin since vidyut was doing a surgery while the rest were busy checking their patients
Whereas at the Birla mansion akshara was sitting on the bed
Akshara was getting flashes of whatever happened yesterday and then recalled this morning incident
While Abhimanyu was also not able to concentrate on a files remembering how he saw akshara at the club.. then the way he reacted seen that guy dance with akshara and recalling certain things that happened yesterday and then whatever happened this morning
Abhimanyu was only thinking about how he woke up finding akshara next to him and then the kiss they shared
He closed his file straight away and rubbed his forehead
Abhimanyu :how could I even think of doing that too akshu , she is my best friend... how on earth did I kiss her like that.. I can never think of kissing her or even look at her in that way... God know what was going in my mind that I actually kissed her... this is wrong... plus I dont even know what akshu will even think about me.. I love tanya right?... I mean even if she is no more I still do na. that's y I never moved on right? Yes yes that the only reason...plus akshara is my best friend I mean I even stopped that guy from dancing with her because it wasn't safe as she was just dancing with any random person and besties do dance together right? so it means I didn't do anything wrong by dancing with her . .... he took a long deep breath and continued to say...enough abhimanyu enough since morning u r thinking about this..
He took another deep breath and leaned back on his chair to imagine tanya face.. but instead he imagines akshara face,her smile, her laugh, those luscious lips of hers, her soft long hair, the way her skin feels soft..her big innocent eyes which stands out whenever she applies kajal... how she would wear her mangulstrs and sidhoor in the morning.... he tried to imagine tanya but all he would see is akshara and her features... his mind again made him think about the kiss incident and quickly opened his eyes .. he got up and threw a paper weight on the floor
Abhimanyu :this isnt right.... I'm thinking about all this to much because of our closeness... nothing else..this can never happen again.. yes it wont happen because we wont allow it to happen again ... he was saying this as somewhere he wasnt convinced yet was trying to convince himself
Meanwhile at the Birla mansion akshara was sitting in the balcony lost in thoughts.. she didnt know what to do.. her mind went back to how she saw Abhimanyu at the club and hugged him...the way they danced together and how she said she missed him ... their beach moment, their cute antique while walking into the mansion without getting caught...the way they were remembering funny moments during college days and how Abhimanyu was playing with her hair storking it now and then.....how they slept together and then next morning found herself in Abhimanyu 's embrace and how he made her heart skip a beat as he claimed her lips
Akshara pushed her hair backward
Akshara :what do I do? Just thinking about this isn't going to bring a solution right?.. me and Abhimanyu need to talk about this... let me call him she said picking up her phone and dialled his number
Abhimanyu looked at his phone to see it flashing akshara name
Abhimanyu :I'm sorry akshara but I seriously cant talk to u right now he said and put it on silent mode.
Akshara heard the voice message after few rings.. she tried few more times but he didnt answer
Akshara :gosh abhimanyu y r u not answering...maybe be might be busy attending a patient she told herself... she rubbed the back of her neck and thought she will wait till he comes back home
Time went like this for abhira .. the more they tried to avoid this incident the more it would make them think about it
Around 7pm abhimanyu came back home.
Manjari : abhi freshen up and then come down for dinner
Abhimanyu :ok ma
Manjari :aur haan tell akshu to come down too... Abhimanyu closed his eyes and slowly nodded.
As he reached to the room he saw akshara folding her clothes... akshara saw Abhimanyu walk in and as she was about to call him he went into the washroom to change
Akshara waited for him to come out and as he did she spoke
Akshara :Abhi we need to talk she said blocking his way
Abhimanyu :akshu not now...he said frustrated with his own feeling between mind and heart
Akshara :no... now is the time.. we have been avoiding it since morning and it's doing nothing but making things awkward.
Abhimanyu : alshu...ma is calling us let's...but he got interrupted by akshara
Akshara : Abhi this morning ... u and I.. i mean u and me.. we.. we shared a moment.. a moment which was unplanned and...but Abhimanyu interrupted her
Abhimanyu :akshu...yaar I'm sorry...I really am... but I just dont know what happened.. I mean I wasnt in a state to think...akshara frowned looking at Abhimanyu
Akshara :what do u mean Abhi ?.. u was sober and so was I.....like...Abhimanyu this couldnt have happened like that.. we were not tipsy that time... something was there which made us kiss... I agree whatever we did yesterday was thanks to all those alcohol but this morning it was all flushed out of our system so then how can u say that u wasnt in a state to even think
Abhimanyu : .u r right...we were sober... but.. how do I tell u... ok look Akshara ...u know I never looked at a girl in that way after tanya right.. and right now I can never give u that place as it was for tanya only... try to understand... we r best friends .. yesterday we were tipsy and due to that we got a little closer yesterday and this morning the kiss was a mistake which shouldnt have happened but it did...due to our proximity we got lost.. I can never think of u and look at u in that way.. this happened today but I promise it wont happen again ...as I said I can never look at u in that way and never will as u r my bestie... akshara whatever happened wasn't meant to happen and it was a mistake....he said in one go...
Abhimanyu didnt mean to say all that in that way but somewhere it hurt akshara very badly
Akshara looked at Abhimanyu ... how could he even think she would think about taking tanyas place
Akshara :Abhimanyu...first of all I didnt say I wanted to take Tanya's place and u should know that because if I wanted to do that then I would have done it in college itself but I didnt.. Aur haan, koi kisiki jagha nahi lesakta hai Abhimanyu .. Log apne jagha khud banate hai..(and yh Nobody can take another person place abhimanyu .... they make their own place)..yeah you are right, It was a mistake.. It truly was.. I forgot my place.. Thanks for reminding me once again.. Chinta mat karo, ye galti fir kabhi nahi hogi..(dont worry this mistake wont happen again ) I wont come in your way.. ok.. she said hurt by his words and left the room
Abhimanyu frowned as akshara said it was a mistake as somewhere it pained him but wasnt able to understand
Abhimanyu :haan it was a mistake ..but y didn't I like it when akshara said that as if it hurt me when she was saying it was mistake. He thought and then shrugged the feeling away
Abhimanyu : urgh nothing is going right... akshara I never meant to say it like that yaar... how do I explain to u that your place is different in my life and tanya place Is different he said to himself.. however he was yet to discover akshara real place in his life... he was feeling bad saying all that to akshara not knowing it wil Hurt her.
As he reached downstairs he saw akshara sitting down with others for dinner... he came and sat next to her thinking she will look at him but she completely ignored him.
Abhimanyu :akshara pass me some salad please he said looking at her.. akshara picked up the salad bowl and as Abhimanyu forwarded his hand to take it akshara placed it near him on the table...luckily the family members didnt notice this
Mahima:Arien haan we forgot to mention one thing.. yesterday when u all went out swarna ji had called us
Akshara :what did dadi say taiji
Manjari :that juhi and vidyut will get married at the goenka mansion
Abhimanyu :but y a sudden change I mean the venue was booked right
Mahima: haan but after there was some issues with the manager and mimi suggested that since their lawn is spacious ... juhi and vidyut will get married from the goenka mansion..so now the wedding will happen there.
Abhimanyu : that's great...right akshara he said looking at her while she didnt respond back to him
Akshara :mimi did the right thing.
Mahima:absolutely and the haldi will be held there too
After dinner Abhimanyu went to the bedroom while akshara helped mahima and manjari
When she came inside she saw Abhimanyu looking at a file near his desk
She walked over to the bed and took a pillow while Abhimanyu saw her do that and frowned
Abhimanyu :akshara what r u doing? he asked walking towards her while she laid on the couch and turned the other way not answering him
Abhimanyu :I'm speaking to u akshara .. u dont have to sleep on the couch come on get up and sleep on the bed
Akshara closed her eye and ignored Abhimanyu who was trying to speak to her and still didnt turn to face him...while he stared at her back as she was facing the other way
Abhimanyu looked at her for a min and then went to sleep on the bed... it had been 10 mins but sleep was far away from him.. he sat up on the bed and looked at where akshara was sleeping.. he got up and started to walk back and forth glancing at her now and then
Abhimanyu :akshara ? ..akshara ? He called out.. akshara was awake but had her eyes closed still facing the other way... Abhimanyu thought she was actually sleeping and spoke
Abhimanyu : Akshara ....akshu, I am sorry.. Mai tumhe hurt nhi karna chahta tha (I didnt want to hurt u) .. It's all so messed up.. I am really sorry
Akshara didnt move when he said that.. she was actually listening to him but deep down she was hurt
Akshara :( in mind)- 5 saal phele bhi tanya thi, aur aaj jab wo nahi hai, tab bhi humare bich mein tanya hai..aur hamesa rahien gi.. Main samajh gayi Abhi , tum kabhi bhi mujhse pyar nahi karoge.. aaj mai samjh gayi.. sab mistake hai tumhare liyen.. Don't worry.. aaj ke bad I will never hope or wish for ur love..never ever.. ( 5 years ago tanya was there..and now when she is no more...she still is between us.... and she will always be...i understood abhimanyu that u will never love me... today I understood that...its all a mistake for u.. dont worry. From today I will never hope or wish for your love ...never ever) a long tear fell from her eye and wiped it silently.
Next morning... juhi and vidyut haldi was going to take place at the goenka mansion as they wanted to combine their haldi together.
Akshara wore yellow lengha and went down while Abhimanyu got ready and came in yellow sherwani
The Birla family left to go to the goenka mansion .. abhira left in one car while harshvardhan, anand , manjari and mahima went in another car..followed by parth, nishtha and neil
Abhimanyu looked at akshara now and then but she didnt look at him at all and was busy looking out the window.
As he tried to speak akshara turned on the radio and increased the volume while Abhimanyu was not happy with the way she was ignoring him
Once they reached there akshara hugged her family and then went to hug vidyut and ragini who already arrived
After 10 mins Juhi and her parents came to the goenka mansion and akshara took juhi to the garden area where the haldi rasam was going to happen
Juhi:what happened y do u seem low
Akshara :arien nothing just tired plus it's your haldi y will I feel low...juhi smiled.
Sirat bought the haldi and all in turna came to apply haldi on her.. first her parents did followed by mahima,manjari , harshvardhan and anand then followed by the goenka family . Neil and arohi applied it in turns and .then Abhimanyu came and applied haldi on juhi while she applied it on his nose then followed by the birla and goenka siblings...akshara came last and applied haldi on juhi but then she smeared haldi on juhis face while all laughed
Juhi:akshuuuuu ....vidyut laughed seen akshara do that and when juhi glared at him he stopped laughing
Akshara :what... Its my right to do this I wont even spare vidyut she said... juhi grabbed akshara and pulled her closer rubbing some haldi on akshara 's cheeks
Akshara : not fair
Juhi:well u cant get away she said...akshara got up to wipe her face
Abhimanyu passed akshara a tissue but she didnt take it and took another from the tissue box making abhimanyu feel disappointed
they then applied haldi on vidyut who had a big smile on his face
Neil came and was rubbing vidyut cheeks with haldi for a good 2 mins
Neil:see if we rub haldi for few mins the groom will glow even more after all even grooms should look handsome he said while looking at juhi who rolled her eyes ... making everyone chuckle
Akshara came and applied haldi on vidyut rubbing it on his forehead and cheeks... after arohi did and pulled his cheeks and gave him a hug.
Abhimanyu came and applied the haldi and hugged vidyut while vidyut applied a little bit on his face ....kairav, vansh and parth came next to apply haldi on vidyut poor guy couldnt escape as they applied so much haldi on him and in return he made sure to apply some on their face
Sirat: u all r applying it on each other as if its holi
Neil :correct that's what we r actually thinking
All laughed ...neil got up and applied it on the elders and akshara and ranveer joined him followed by the rest...akshara was about to apply haldi on Abhimanyu but she backed away recalling their bedroom confrontation while the smile fell from his face seeing her stop and take a step back
Phew here is the next chapter for unconditional love
Sorry for keeping you all waiting but due to summer it's too hot since I'm a winter person I dislike summer and my brain seems to stop working 😂
Thanks a ton to all thos who voted and commented for the previous chapter
I know many are not happy with the track that is going on in the show and also are feeling disappointed but I guess the stories and old episodes of happy days with good track could keep abhira going
Lots of love
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