Hassena is standing infront of mirror like a statue without blinking, her red blugged swollen stony eyes sealed lips , dark dull glow less face staring her reflection in the mirror recalling the memories which she spend with her love of life, the most beautiful moments of her life when he was with her, now only his memories left, thinking why she is still alive without him, yes he betrayed her left her alone in this world why he did this to her, he forget every promise of love which they made when they confess, he said he never leave her again but he again proved that his every statement was wrong he again left her  first for the sake of country and again for sake of her life, she still love him  she already forgive him after the saghai incident, she completely broken after his death she is alive for the world but actually she died with him, she want to commit suicide but she knows very well suicide is sin, she only live for completing his mission which he left in middle her purpose of live is only to complete his dream his mission only. Background song of Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan is playing, please listen this song once feels and co relate each and every word with her situation.

" Haseena ji" a very well known  voice from behind which grab her attention and back her to reality, "Anubhav sir" she mumured his name and close her eyes. Hear his voice again "Haseena ji yeh kiyà halat bana li hai ap nay apni"
She slightly opens her eyes and found him stands next to her , "Anubhav sir ap", "Ha hum" he holds her hand and make her sit  on the chair which placed infront of dressing table and starts combing her messy hairs, she looks him without blinking alot of questions raised in her mind is he alive ??? No it's never be true because karishma herself cremated him.

AS: haseena ji aap humain aaisay kyun deekh rhi hain? Ap janti hain achi tarha say k hum ap say kitna prem kartay hain, apko is tarha deekh k humari aatma ko kitni takleef pohnchti hai yeh ap nahi janti hain, agar ap chahti hain k humari aatma ko Shanti mil jaey toh Kripa kar k humain is tarha say yad Karna chor dyn, hum bhool k ap dobara say zindagi mei aagay barhnay ki koshish karen, Humain bus ek sapna samjh k bhool jaen, warna humari aatma ko kabhi mukti nahi mil paey gi"

HM: sapna samjh k bhool jaen yeh kaisay mumkin hai Anubhav sir ap hi toh humari zindagi ki ek akeli haqeeqat hain baqi sab sapna hai, hum kaisay apnay pehlay pyar ko bhool jaen, nahi bhula saktay hum apko Anubhav Sir kabhi nahi, hum nay apni zindagi ka ek lamha bhi ap k beghair tasawar nahi kiyà , jantay hain yeh ek mahina hum nay kaisay guzara hai, ap say bara dhokaybaz khudgarz shaks hum nay aaj tak nahi dekha hai Anubhav sir, Sath jeenay marnay  ka wada kar k akela chor gay na humain, ek pal k liay bhi nahi socha k ap k bina apki haseena ka kiyà hoga, kaisay jeeay gay gi woh, aatma bina shareer ka kiyà faida Anubhav sir, hum is k liay apko kabhi maaf nahi karen gay kabhi nahi sir, sab kuch Jo ap nay desh k liey humaray Sath kiyà hai us k liey hum nay apko maaf kar diya hai par hamesha k liay Sath chor janay k liey hum nay na hi apko maaf kiyà hai na kabhi kar paen gay"

AS: " haseena ji kiyà yahi apka prem hai dekhain hum kis qadar takleef mei hain humain ap hi bus mukti day sakti hain , Kripa kar k humain is dard say mukht kar dyn."

HM: " apko toh mukti mil jaey gi sir par humara kiya hoga hum kaisay apnay dil ko ap k pyar say mukht Karen gay, iska bhi upaey bata dyn, nahi hum kabhi apko maaf nahi karen gay warna ap mukti paa k hum say phir dour chalay Jaen gay, sir apko maafi usi soorat milay gi jab hum is zindagi say mukht hun gay hum apko khud say azad nahi karen gay Anubhav sir"

AS: haseena ji hum par daya karen...

HM: nahi hum yeh nahi Kar saktay sir.

Anubhav... Anubhav... Anubhav sir ap kahan hain , Kahan chalay gay Anubhav sir. She searches him everywhere but he is not there. She puts her hand on her hair , yes her hairs is perfectly made. Comb is place on the table , no that's not her dream he is actually there right infront of her but where he vanished? Anubhav she calls his name again " sir humain pata hai ap yahen humaray Sath humara aas pass hain , aaen humaray samnay Kahan hain ap , yeh koi nahi tha haqeeqat mei ap humaray sath thy, dekhain ap yahan aa jaen warna hum apki haseena ki Jan lay lyn gay"
Ammi enters and hug her tightly" haseena humari bachi nahi hai Anubhav yahan woh ja chuka hai beta teri zindagi say hamesha hamesha k liay, kabhi wapis nahi aanay wala woh, bhool ja usay beta" Ammi clams down her. But she says nothing in reply.
Ammi: kuch toh bol na haseena kab tak khamosh rahay gi tu. Apni Ammi say Kam say kam baat toh kar na beta, kyun buth (statue ) banay khari hai"

HM: " woh yahen thy Ammi humaray Sath humaray pass thy, unhon nay hi humaray bal banaey hain"

Ammi: " haseena Anubhav nahi aa sakta kyun pagalon jaisi batein Kar rhi hain woh maar chuka hai beta, nahi aanay wala chal khana kha lay"

HM: nahi.

She lays on the bed and close her eyes, Ammi brings food for her and kept on the table beside her.

Ammi: haseena beta hum nay khana rakh diya hai jab bhook lagay kha layna...

No reply from her side may be she falls asleep. Ammi turned off the light and lock the door.

AS: haseena ji uthain khana kha lyn..her sleep was broke by his voice "Anubhav sir", " hum yahen hain haseena ji ap k pass" he replied, "Kahan chalay gay thy ap Anubhav, ap sach mei humaray pass hain na yeh koi sapna toh nahi hai na sir"

AS: " nahi hum sach mei ap k samaksh hain haseena ji, yeh lyn khana kha lyn he puts a morsel in her mouths and she stares him  with a lot of emotion, un said words and question seems in her quite eyes.  She eats with his hand quietly , here Ammi comes to check her either she ate or not , she surprised after seeing her she is talking with herself no one is there, she eats whole food without arguing or forcing after a month. She becomes happy and surprised too...

Ammi: haseena kis say batein Kar rhi ho beta...

HM: Anubhav sir say..

Ammi: yahan toh koi nahi hai beta.

HM: Ammi woh yahen hain humaray samnay baithay hain Anubhav sir ap Ammi ko bataein na ap yahen hain humaray Sath humaray pass.

Ammi: haseena yeh kiyà pagalpan hai beta Anubhav nahi aa sakta woh ja chuka hai beta tu usay bhool kyun nahi jati , kyun apni Ammi ko or khud ko takleef day rhi hai. Deekh hum mantay hain k tu Anubhav say buhat pyar karti hai par beta kisi k janay say zindagi ruk toh nahi jati na, deekh hum toh bhi jee rhy hain tere Abu k bina.

HM: hum pagal nahi hai Ammi humain sach mei Anubhav dekhtay hain hum mantay hain woh ab nahi aa saktay par Ammi humain maut Juda nahi Kar pae hai Ammi, humain koi alag nahi Kar sakta, Anubhav ap hi Ammi ko batein na hum pagal nahi hai sach mei ap humaray sath hain"

Ammi hugs her and rubbed her back, Ammi (pov): hum mantay hain k tum jhoot nahi bol rhi ho beta par jab tak tum usay maaf nahi karo gi khud ko or uski aatma dono ko takleef dogi, tumhari or Anubhav ki bhalai isi mei hai k tumhain usay maaf kar Kay usay bholana hoga hamesha hamesha k liay"

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PS: kiyà hua kiya soch rhi hain ap Karishma ji?

KS: kuch nahi Amma hum kiyà sochain gay, ap nahi janti hum par kiyà beet rhi hai, hum kis dard say guzar rhy hain, hum nay  apnay bhaiya k Sath Sath apni sab say achi dost , apna senior ko bhi kho diya hai, bhaiya k janay ka gham kiyà Kam tha humaray liey Jo Ms bhi hum say naraz hain unhon nay bhaiya k janay k bad hum say ek bar bhi baat nahi ki hai, hum nay bhaiya ka sach un say chupaya us k peechay humari majboori thi,  yeh sab hum nay un k liey kiyà hai par woh hum say is qadar naraz hain k hum say na shikayat karti hain na hi apni narazgi zahir karti hain, bus chup chap thanee aati hai apna Kam Kar k Chali jati hai, hum chahtay hain k woh hum ko humaray gunnah ki saza dyn hum say shikayat Karen hum par gussa hun humain dantain par is tarha hum say naraz na rahen, hum say saha nahi Jata hai Pushpa ji yeh sab"

PS: shant ho jaen ap, Ms ap say Kiya woh toh Anubhav sir k janay k bad kisi say baat nahi karti hai, bus unki sansain chal rhi hain par woh yeh zinda lash ban k reh gaen hain, na kisi say baat karti hain na kisi ko danti hain, na hi kisi case mei jazbat say Kam layti hain, yun maloom hota hai k saray un k andar Jo jazbat thy sab sirf Anubhav sir k liey thy.

KS: pushpa ji hum Ms ko aaisi halat mei nahi deekh saktay, unhain roz roz bar bar bhaiya k liay marta nahi deekh saktay, hum wada kartay hain hum purani wali Ms ko wapis la k rahen gay kuch bhi ho jaey, Ms ko bhaiya ko bhool k phir say apni zindagi ko ek naye tareekay say shru Karna hoga, unhain humaray liey Ammi k liey , ap k liey, mahila police thanee k liey hum sab k liey dobara pehlay jaisa banna ho ga, hum Karen gay koshish or hum wada kartay hain hum Ms ko unki khoi hui khushiyan wapis la k dyn gay chahay us k liay humain saam dham Dand bhait jis say bhi Kam layna paray hum lyn gay, humain humari purani wali Ms chaheay kisi bhi qeemat par, yeh aaj ks nay khud say wada kiyà hai or Pura Lucknow janta hai k Karishma Singh apnay waday ki kitni pakki hai.

PS: humain ap par poora vishwas hai ap Jo bhi Karen gi us mei Ms ki bhalai hogi, hum ap k Sath hain.

CC and SS: aur hum bhi Karishma maddam is mission mei ap k sath hain, DSP ko hum nahi rok paey par Ms ko aaisay janay nahi dyn gay.

KS: toh phir theek hai aaj say mahila police thanee ki team ek naye mission k liay tyar hai kiyà?

PS, cc and SS: ji maddam.

KS: good.

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Haseena is working on some case sitting in hall area, which she handles alone she doesn't need anyone in any case, everyone aware about her presence.

A lady enters in MPT and start quarrelling with Karishma Singh, haseena is listening all but not paying attention , she keep herself busy in her work.

KS: Naina ji ap shant ho jaen ab lar jhagar k kiya faida? Dekhain ab kuch nahi ho sakta Jo hona tha woh ho Chuka hai.

Naina: kitna aasan hai tumharay liey kehna k Jo hona tha ho Chuka hai, aray zindagi toh meri barbad hui hai, sab kuch mera luta hai, tum dono bhai behan ek jaisay ho tumharay bhaiya nay toh meri Zindagi barbad kar di or ab jab insaaf k bari aai toh tum nay kitni aasani say keh diya k Jo hua usay bhool jaen. Dekho mujhe mera haq chaheay, mujhe insaaf chaheay warna mei tumhain or tumhari chachi ji court mei ghasitun gi.

PS (doing her over acting): aray Karishma maddam aaisa kiyà kiyà tha ap k bhaiya nay Jo is bechari ki yeh halat hai , bolain Jawab dyn chup kyun hain.

KS grinning her teeth and says slowly: ps Zara apna overacting Kam Karen warna Ms ko 2 second nahi lagay ga yeh jannay mei k hum natak kar rhy hain yeh.

PS: acha theek hai apko jar waqt humari acting buri lagti hai warna toh pora lucknow humara or humari is lajawab acting ka dewana hai.

SS: ha Naina maddam ap continue Karen  bataein na kiyà ghalat hua hai ap k sath? Ap is waqt MPT mei hain or yahan aanay walay har ek shaks ko insaaf milta hai.

Naina: kiyà bataun apko mei in k bhaiya nay mere Sath pyar ka natak kiyà, shadi ka jhansa diya or mere Sath ...chorain kiya bataun apko mei. I am pregnant maddam. Ap ap bataein mei Kahan jaun Kaun day ga is bachay ko naam day ga, ab toh woh bhi nahi raha is duniya mei, Mera toh sab kuch khatam ho gaya na, kitni bar Kaha tha shadi kar lo har bar taal dayta tha , na janay mujh jaisi kitni larkiyun ko us nay pyar k jaal mei phansaya hoga, or jab mei Karishma Singh k pass aai unhain yeh batanay k liey toh woh mujh say keh rhi hain k mei sab bhool jaun is baat ko yahi khatam kar dun, Ulta mujhe support karnay mera Sath daynay k bajaey woh keh rhi hain k mei abortion karwa lun.

KS: buhat bhariya kiyà khoob ilzam lagaya hai tum nay humaray bhaiya par humain vishwas hai pora apnay bhaiya par woh aaisa kuch nahi Kar saktay woh sirf Ms say pyar kartay hain or Kisi say bhi nahi

Naina: acha toh unhon nay ek yahan bhi phansai hui thi apnay jhootay pyar k jaal mei.

PS: nahi nahi sir Ms say buhat pyar kartay thy unki saghai bhi honay wali thi.

Naina: I am sure us jaisay dhokaybaz nay saghai say bhagnay ka kuch na kuch toh bahana banaya hoga.

SS: apko kaisay pata woh saghai k din Ms ko chor k chalay gay thy.

Naina: uski fitrat hi aaisi hai khair chorain agar ap log mujhe insaaf nahi dilwa saktay toh mei kahen aur insaaf ka darwaza khatkhataun gi mujhe umeed hai mujhe wahan insaaf zaroor milay ga...

KS: ha ha jao dekhtay hain Kaun dayta hai tumhain insaaf...

CC (whispers in Karishma's ears): maddam yahan toh itna sab kuch ho gaya Ms par koi asar nahi para woh toh waisay hi apna Kam Kar rhi hain, na hi sir k Sath diya na hi un k khilaf bola, yahan tak k aaj pehli bar koi nirash ho k thanee say ja rha hai phir bhi woh khamosh hain.

SS: ek minutes rukain Naina Ji yahan is thanee mei sab ko insaaf milta hai MS dyn gi na apko insaaf kyun Ms.

Haseena says nothing in answer.

CC: bolain na Ms Naina ji ko insaaf milay ga na, dekhain na in k Sath kitna ghalat hua hai.

PS: aray kyun nahi milay ga insaaf Ms har ek mazloom ko insaaf dilati hain, inhain bhi dyn gi insaaf, acha hua us insaan ka Inka ganda roop humaray samnay aa gaya Ms toh bila wajah us shaks k liey khud ki zindagi barbad kar rhi thi.

Atlast haseena broke her silence.

HM: ho gaya ap logon ka natak toh sab ja saktay hain, please ap sab humain humaray haal par chor dyn, humain Anubhav sir par khud say zayda vishwas hai...

Finally she speaks after a whole month, they don't know how to react in this situation, they become happy after hearing her voice after a month or become sad because their plans flops. Haseena stood up and leave.

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Ammi: haseena Kahan thi itni dyar kyun laga di beta.. deekh tere liay ek rishta aaya hai larka buhat aacha hai apna business hai, tere baray mei sab kuch Jannay k bad bhi tujh say nikah Karna chahta hai.

"No reply".

Ammi: aakhir kab tak tu Anubhav ka soogh manaey gi ek din toh tujhe usay bhool k zindagi mei aagay toh barhna hai na, kyun khud k Sath apni Ammi ko bhi takleef day rhi hai tu, tu nahi janti hum par kiyà guzar rhi hai tujhe aaisay deekh k , ek tu hi toh Mera sahara hai beta, humain kuch nahi Sunna tujhe meri qasam tujhe is rishtay k liay ha kehni hi hogi, sirf tu ha keh day nikah hum ek saal bad kar lyn gay.

HM: Ammi murday nikah nahi kartay

Ammi: tu maari nahi hai zinda hai tu beta. Aaisi batein kyun kar rhi hai.

HM: Ammi hum kab ka maar chukay hain Anubhav k Sath Sath hum bhi maar gay thy, agar ap sirf saans laynay ko zindagi kehti hain toh ha hum zinda hai. Kyun k aaj bhi woh humaray Sath hain or hamesha rahen gay.

Ammi: haseena mat kar beta aaisa.

But she already left for her room.

KS: kiyà hua Ammi kiyà Kaha Ms nay.

Ammi: nahi woh nahi maani.

KS: hum kaisay pata unhain samjhain.

Ammi: Karishma aaj Kal haseena kuch ajeeb si harkatein kar rhi hain , kisi say batein karti hai kehti hai k Anubhav ki aatma us k sath hai us k pass hai. Agar aaisay hi raha toh kaisay bhool paey gi woh usay.

KS: kiyà Ammi yeh mumkin toh nahi hai humain Ms ko kisi achay phycologist ko dekhana chaheay warna is tarha toh woh pagal ho jaen gi.

Ammi: ha beta humain bhi buhat dar lag rha hai, kiyà haal bana liya hai us nay apna.

KS: Ammi ap chinta mat karen humari ek dost phycologist hai hum us say baat kartay hain...

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KS::kiyà hua gunjan Ms ki dimaghi halat theek hai na?

Gun: ha karishma woh mentally bilkul fit hain, woh kisi mentally stoke mei nahi hain, in k mind nay tumharay bhaiya ki death k  fact ko accept kar liya hai , par un k dil nay jeenay ki iccha khatam kar di hai, un k mental status ko deekh k mujhe nahi lagta k unhain koi hallucinations  ho rhi hain, Baz dafa ap jis say buhat zayda pyar kartay hain usay lay k hallucinations ho jati hain par yeh bhi sachai hai k insaan ki aatma bhi duniya mei bhatakti hai, ho sakta hai k unhain sach mei woh dikhtay hun, kyun k insaan ki sansain toh band ho jati hain par mukti nahi mil pati kyun k woh duniya say toh chalay gay hain par shaid tumhari Ms k dil say nahi ja paa rhy hain, Jab  tak haseena unhain maaf nahi karen gi unhain mukti nahi mil paey gi, or mujhe nahi lagta k woh kabhi unhain dil say nikalain gi, kyun k woh kisi bhi haal mei un k sath hi rehna chahti hain, aaisay cases mei haseena ji ka zayda din survive Karna mushkil hai, kyun k aaisay log ya toh suicide kar k khud ko aur apnay pyar ko duniya say azad kar daytay hain, ya phir khud k Sath Sath unhain bhi bandh k rakhtay hain, dekho Kaun jeettah hai yahan, ya tumharay bhaiya unhain apnay Sath lay jatay hain ya phir yeh yaad ban k un k sath yahen reh jatay hain..

KS: aaisa kuch nahi hai gunjan aur hum aaisa kuch nahi honay dyn gay hum bhaiya k bad Ms ko nahi kho saktay hain. Ms k dil say bhaiya ko nikalana hoga hum Karen gay.

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AS: haseena ji.

HM: Anubhav sir ap aa gay hum kab say apka intezar Kar rhy thy, pata hai apka chora hua mission almost complete ho gaya hai, hum nay kar dekhaya apka sapna hum nay poora kar diya hai Anubhav, ap khush toh hain na apki haseena ji nay ap ka mission poora kiya?

AS: nahi hum khush nahi hai haseena ji , hum buhat zayda takleef mei hain, kaash ap humari takleef deekh paati humaray dard ko mehsoos kar paati please humain bhool jaen humaru aatma ko mukti day dyn, or yeh tabhi mumkin hai jab ap Khushi khushi humari yadoon k Sath humain sachay dil say maaf kar k zindagi mei aagay barhain gi.

HM: ta k ap humain phir say chor k chalay jaen nahi hum apko kabhi maaf nahi karen gay.

AS: haseena ji please .

HM: nahi.

Next day.

Haseena enters in Anubhav's boss cabin and handover the file related to mission , he opens and read it a smile spreads on his lips.

Boss: well done  Ms mallik I am proud of you mujhe pata tha ap hi woh hain Jo Anubhav k adhoray mission ko successful kar sakti hain, Anubhav ki choice waqai buhat achi thi, Sahi kehta tha Anubhav k ap uski weakness nahi uski strength hain, ap is Mission k successful honay ka Sara credit Anubhav k Sath Sath apko bhi Jata hai, I am really proud of you Ms mallik ab mei sab say yeh proudly keh sakta hun k Anubhav Singh nay desh k liay apni jan di toh uska mission uski haseena ji nay poora kiya? Police department k bravery records mei Anubhav Singh ka naam k Sath Sath apka naam bhi zaroor shamil hoga. Good job Ms mallik I hope ap aagay bhi is tarha k mission ko lead Karen gay. I am really appreciating you for your job aur apka medal apka intezar Kar rha hai hum kal police vibhag k samnay apko dayna chahtay hain ta k  aur police officer  mei bhi apko deekh k kuch kar guzarnay or desh par maar mitnay ki chah paida ho.

Haseena gives him no answer just put her police belt , remove stars from her shoulder and her police cap on his table.

HM: sorry sir humain is k liey koi puruskar ya medal nahi chaheay, bus ap Anubhav k Sath Sath humara naam bhi sunehri akshar say desh par  apni jan qurban karnay walay officer ki fehrist mei likh dyn , kyun k hum nay Jo bhi kiyà Anubhav k sapnay k liay Kiya? Hum chaltay hain sir, humain umeed hai k humaray jaisay or Anubhav jaisay  aur bhi buhat hun gay Jo desh bhagti ka jazba rakhtay hun, hum nay desh k parati apna har farz nibha liya hai, ab bus apna pyar nibhana chahtay hain , chaltay hain shaid kabhi desh awaz day toh hum loat k na aa saken. Jai hind.

Boss not understanding what she wants to say : jai hind.

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KS: Ms humain ap say baat karni hai, humaray sapnay mei Kal raat bhaiya aaey thy buhat takleef mei hain woh Ms , hum bhaiya ko is takleef is dard mei nahi deekh saktay, dekhain unki takleef usi waqt Kam ho gi jab ap unhain maaf Karen gi, ap say minati hai k bhaiya ko maaf kar dyn ta k unki aatma ko Shanti mil sakay.

HM: theek hai agar ap or Anubhav yahi chahtay hain toh hum unhain sachay dil say maaf kar rhy hain , ha magar Anubhav k Sath Sath hum bhi mukht hona chahtay hain is zindagi say, please Karishma Singh ap Ammi ka khayal rakheay ga or hum jantay hain k ap say behtar thanaa aur koi chala nahi sakta, har faryadi ko insaaf zaroor dijeay ga yad rakheay ga koi bhi nirash ho k na jaey, buhat Seva kar li desh ki bus ab hum akhiri sansain apnay pyar k Sath layna chahtay hain, shaid Anubhav sir ko bhoolna humaray bus mei nahi hai, isliay toh aaj tak unhain khud say alag nahi Kar paey, shaid is duniya mei humara milna likha hi nahi tha qudrat nay, ho sakta hai k sooragh mei humara Sath likha ho tabhi toh Anubhav sir hum say dour ho k bhi dour nahi ja sakay, Anubhav hum nay apka mission poora kar diya kiyà ab ap humain apnay Sath lay jaen gay.

AS: nahi haseena ji apki sab ko zaroorat hai yahan.

HM: hum nay sab k liay buhat jee liya ab ap k liay marna chahtay hain ap chahtay hain na apki takleef Kam ho apko mukti mil jaey toh hum apko maaf karnay ko tyar hain isliay toh ap k Sath ja rhy hain. I love you Anubhav sir

KS: Ms Ammi dekhain MS ko kiyà hua hai MS aankhain kholain hum say baat karen Ms Ms please uth jaen humain apki zaroorat hai Ms please ankhain kholain ap humain chor k nahi ja sakti ......

All words all requested are useless she is already left the world.

Kuch logon ka pyar Amar ho Jata hai, kuch logon ko is duniya mei nahi apnay pyar ka Sath dosri duniya mei milta hai, jahan na dour janay ka daar hota na na hi pyar ko khonay ka khauf. 

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