Did you seriously fucking read 8 chapters of screaming?

So you may be wondering what the hell is happening in the story?

Well...

It's simple. It's a mental break down of an extremely stressed student. This student had big dreams!

But...

Her parents didn't pay for her college, so she had to file student loan. After filing student loan, she worked her ass off for not only herself, but her parents needs. 

She had to skip classes, she had to skip lessons, and she had no time to study.

Exams were a fucking nightmare for her. 

Her parents always yelled at her to do better, while turning around and yelling at her to help them support the family. Her roommate often walked in on her sobbing herself to sleep. 

The stress was killing her.

She would get a therapist, but she didn't have the money for it. She was going hundreds of thousands of dollars in dept, and the place she worked at didn't give a damn about it. They underpaid her, no matter how hard she worked. 

It got to the point where her mind was nothing but screams. She couldn't think. She wanted death. She wanted an end to her stress.

Dreams killed, in dept, and a mind blank with the only thing left screaming.

It only got worse when she went to a party so she could take something off her shoulders. She got pregnant. 

She disobeyed her parents wishes, and aborted it. This caused an even more unhealthy relationship, causing her to become more depressed.

And soon, she realized there were people out there who could hear her screams. Problem was, well, they thought it was a joke. 

It killed her more.

 Eventually, she decided life wasn't worth it. She looked out her window, opening it and sitting on the ledge, people noticed, and began to beg for her not to jump. She screamed at the top of her lungs, wishing for someone to hear her mental cry. 

But nobody did. 

She managed to disort the things in her mind as an attempt to make comunication. It didn't seem to work...

She soon jumped out the window, hoping for a god to save her. But logically, there was none.

And with that, she got rid of it, the stress, everything.

Was it the right thing to do?

No. 

Never. 

But, knowing that, how do you feel reading this book now?