Tangled with bloody, strange thoughts, urged by foolish and destructive power.
I decided, that very day, to welcome death for an unknown reason.
I've killed years with doctors, my parents and me. Weekly trips across the country, poor mom, her face seemed like a dull painting, her shades weakened, and her determination for life.
She kept her smile, and she hid her agony.
There was light with every visit and hope, but I was like a fish in a sea, and yes, it is a thick and murky water.
Welcome to my world, I have destroyed my family's guts, and their happiness, I brought them down into my deadly typhoons, and I milked the light out of their happy faces.
Tangled with bloody, strange thoughts, urged by foolish, destructive power.
I surrendered.
The blood is all over the place, no letter, no remorse, and no guilt, just a peaceful ending, with a rough and drastic conclusion.