I yearned for all those feelings, the laughter, the kisses, and the white lies.
I understand it's an impossible task; I coffined myself inside a cocoon of doubt and anxiety.
I go into a coma of uncertainty away from life, beyond the darkness, on the shores of death itself.
I yearned for all those feelings, but darling, there is no time machine in the material world, and there is no traveling back in time.