Part two

Ever since the Quantum Nexus incident- more like when everybody stopped caring about it-Ernesto has been tagging along. Tia just says he's there for Holly but she barely pays attention anymore since her and Jeffery got together. If you want to call there "relationship" being to together.

I still don't even know if they sleep in the same fucking bedroom and they've been together for years now. But she's still lovestruck by that deranged, scrawny, 4-inches of a man.

If she hadn't been then she could see that Ernesto was obviously gay or bi-sexual at best. You could tell by the way he looks at men. Especially when he's looking at me.

I mean he follows behind me like a sick little puppy asking for a bone. Or in his case a lap dance. "How big is Ernesto anyway?  Wait.... WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE?!", I thought to myself. I'm not even gay, hopefully. What was I talking about again? Oh yeah how Ernesto's a cheeky little bastard.

Apparently I was the only one to have realized since everyone was too young to notice or too love struck to care. Including Cat, the most sensible out of the eight. It seemed like only a few days ago we were talking about how big of an effect "the school system" was.

And now she's giving Calum blow jobs 24/7. If only I had told her how I felt. "Damn Sadiq you had 2 years with her and all you did was talk about politics" I thought to myself.

But now we're getting even more off topic. Ernesto was holding my shoulders down. His lone brown curl hanging from his head. Ernesto wasn't bad looking, actually not bad looking at all. And from this angle his eyes seemed to glow in the dark.

He was tall and lean, and there was no denying that he wasn't attractive. Plus, he was one the only person I knew who knows the definition of BDSM. I still have no idea why I asked him what that was in the first place. But fortunately I had a love for someone else.

"Sadiq?, Sadiq are you okay your starting to scare me" said Ernesto breathing hard. "Ern why the fuck are you up here. No one else sleeps here but me.", I said still drowsy from sleep.

"Oh don't be silly I only came for you." Just from that sentence made my dick start to get hard.When he got got even closer to me it only made things worse. Before I knew it he was on my lap.

"Get off of me ya bloody wanker!", I screamed at him. Of course he didn't move but instead he started grinding on my now obvious erection. It got stiffer and stiffer until it lined up with Ernesto's.

"Sadiq, if you were embrassed you could have just told me", said Ern has a smirk crossed his face. I frantically got up pushing Ernesto up with me and grabbed a pillow to cover my erection. "God, Ern! You had to say that out loud", Sadiq yelled. Ernesto's playful smirk quickly dissapeared.

"I'm sorry that I upset you. It's just that Cat and I were worried about you. So I volunteered to catch, I mean check up on you." Ernesto said in one breath. You kept screaming and saying something about Rhys and your head , he continued.

Great, that means that Cat could hear this entire conversation and about my 'incident' with Ernesto. By now embarrassed didn't even cut it. I was completly mortified. Apperently Ernesto noticed when he decided to ask about it.

"Look ... whatever's wrong you can tell me about it , Ernesto said now whispering softly, his mouth ever so closely to mine. "I promise I won't tell". His lips were almost pressed against my ear. I could feel my face turning red. Why was I so shy around him? We're not even close really. Are we?

Gay he might be but I still knew he trust him with anything. Or at least I think I could. "Do you think I could kill someone? Like...Rhys maybe" he stammered.
"Sadiq, is that why were screaming so loudly?". "Was I really screaming?" I thought to myself.

He grabbed my hands and put them in his which I let happen for god knows why. "It was just a dream, it'll stop eventually, just stay calm okay?" Ern said while resting his hand on my shoulder.

I just shook his head in approval and then Ernesto got up and shashayed back to wherever he came from.

"Seriously, how has nobody realized it yet?,  I said referring to Ern's sexuality of course. The rain got louder and louder.

But in the back of my head the memory of Ernesto was still lingering. "Why did it have to be Ernesto?" I whispered to myself  before I slowly drifted off into a dream-less sleep.

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