i hate myself.
i hate my feelings.
i hate how naive i am.
i hate how i let people play with my emotions.
i hate myself to the point that i want to cry.
i want to cry but my pride won't let me.
i want to cry but my eyes won't let me.
i want to feel the pain but my body won't let me.
i'm tired.
i'm tired of everything.
i don't know where the fvck i am now.
i'm so lost.

- where am i