Castiel raced out a hyperventilating Gabriel out of the room as he called for staff.

"Cas, it hurts. What's happening to Sam?! Is he okay?! Oh god. This is all my fault. He should've come over. I could've-"

"Gabe. He's going to be fine, he's just had a stitch burst which has led to more bleeding. Easy fix" Castiel cut the panicking boy off. Gabriel looked up at his brother with big eyes.

"I'm sorry Cas... I-I just can't loose him." Gabriel burst out crying. Castiel wrapped his arms around a shaking Gabriel and pulled him into his chest.

"He's going to be fine. Quick surgery and poof. They can come home and eat pizza with us" Gabriel smiled into Cas'(s?) trench coat.

"I'd like that" a lady in white stepped out from the room Dean and Sam were in.

"You can come in now" Gabriel let go of Castiel and shuffled towards the hospital room. Sam wasn't in there, it was just Dean in the room.

"Hey Angel, hey Gabe. Sam's just gone into surgery again. He'll be okay" Castiel rushed to Dean's side and littered his face in kisses.

"Are you okay? What happened?" He asked in between every peck.

"I'm okay Cas, but..." Dean bit his lip and Castiel tilted his head in confusion "...it was my dad who did this Baby. My own father" Dean shrunk into the bed. Castiel looked at his brother with wide eyes before hugging his soulmate.

"Oh Dean..." Cas mumbled into his ear as his hand rubbed mint circles into his back. He was quiet as he listened to the sobs of his boyfriend.

Gabriel stood over in the corner and observed them. There was so much love and admiration for each other that Gabriel wish he could give Sam. He closed his eyes and his feet began to carry him out of the hospital.

His footsteps echoed along the empty street, he just kept walking. His mind fuzzy and confused. Gabriel just needed time to clear everything up. All he knew is that he loved Sam and his family. He just needed to figure out if what he was doing was the right thing. He hated his little insecurities, sooner or later they came to him. Sam just kept them away.

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Castiel was certainly confused when his brother left but he probably would've if he was in Gabriel's position. Dean was asleep on the bed and Castiel was softly humming into his ear, snuggled next to him. (A/N: I was legit so tempted to put the lyrics to can't help falling in love)

"Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better" He softly whispered, tapping his fingers against his leg as a beat.
"Hey, Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain,
Hey, Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool
Who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

Nah, nah nah, nah nah, nah nah, nah nah..." he didn't sing it all, as much as he would've liked to, but unfortunately, he fell asleep next to Dean before he could.