The Worst Past

Namjoon's POV

I felt my lips on Jin's lip. Oh my god! Like this is soooo weird. I lost my first kiss! I then realised that Jin was kissing me! I felt so weird. I know I should be pushing him away. But.....I just don't know why I just didn't feel like doing that. I was slowly melting into the kiss. For some reason, I didn't even mind the fact he took my first kiss. Maybe all the weird feelings for him came to a conclusion. But I am still not sure if I actually like him.

I then just returned the kiss. Even I can't believe what I am doing anymore. I never have loved anyone and my plan was not to. Because they say that a wise man learns from mistakes but a wiser man learns from other's mistakes. And I have seen how much people suffer after coming out of a relationship or having a terrifying breakup.

But I do want to have someone who will always be there for me. After all this suffering me and my mother went through. I just want someone I could trust. But I don't know how to. And Jin is the only person that made me feel something human. Even though he was suffering, he just somehow.....helped me.

I wrapped my hands around his neck. He pulled me closer and shoved his tongue into my mouth. I just let him do it. I was just too into it. But do I....really want this?

We parted from the kiss. Jin was staring at me with that slight smile on his handsome face. I was questioning the moment that just happened. "Hyung, you are so pretty. You are so dangerous. You should be really careful because those lustful bastards might do soooooo many sinful things to you." He said while caressing my lips. What did he mean by that? What is he talking about?

"What....d-do you m-mean?" I said looking up to him. "You are just so innocent and pretty that someone might harm you and won't even know about it. It's basically like a drug. Once it enters you, you give up your everything and then it slowly kills you and destroys you.

There will be no way you will be actually able to escape it. Love is basically like a drug. You should be very careful who you love. But don't worry I won't let that happen to you. I will always protect you. You do....trust me right?" He whispered in my ear. Wow, the explanation that he gave was like he was the older one! But yeah he is right.

"Of course! I really trust you and I always will. I will also protect you. You are my only friend." I really meant that. "Awww. I am also sorry for stealing your first kiss. I am really sorry." He said while hugging me tightly like a koala. Well, I suspected my feelings. I think Jin doesn't...like me like that. But whatever I think I have found out my feelings for him. "Haha! Then why did you kiss me, huh?" "Because if I parted away then it would be very awkward and you might not talk to me because of you being embarrassed.(A/n, that was not a good reason Jin. But whatever, Namjoon really loves you so he won't mind it.) Yup, he definitely doesn't like me.

"Anyways, let's just go down and enjoy," Jin said as I nodded and went down with him.

We finally got down, a lot of people were still partying. Everyone was having the time of their lives. Jin was holding me by my waist tightly. I really didn't mind. "Hyung, just stay here, I will get myself another drink" He smiled at me. "No probs" I replied. He then finally disappeared in the crowd.

I looked around me and was just appreciating everything. I was also just thinking about Jin. I felt an unknown hand, I turned my head expecting that it was Jin. But unfortunately, it was....not. It was some random dude inappropriately touching me. "Hey baby, you lookin so hot." "w-what the heck are you doing?! Don't touch it!" "Good boys like you don't complain, princess."

He tried to kiss me but a sudden frightening punch blew into his face. I saw Jin's face. But it was not the normal soft expression that he had. He basically had an expression that was like someone just pissed off a freaking serial killer. But seriously dude, he looked freaking mad. He just looked like he was about to just kill that dude. He punched the dude super hard. He kept punching the dude and kicking him. Blood was basically appearing everywhere. Like holy shit!

"Jin, stop! You are going to kill him." He stopped and looked at me with a 'killer's grin', he wiped off the blood that splashed on his sinful lips. He came closer to me and whispered in my ears. " I told you, I am going to protect you right? No one is going to touch but me" He gave me a shit amount of chills.

The worst present

Namjoon's POV

I woke up due to the sun shining bright on my eyes. It's morning, a new start to a new day. I sat up on the bed and realised that I was still in Jungkook's room. Wait, I don't even have my car and...and... I looked immediately at the time, '9:37 Saturday 14 Dec 2020. (A/N not the actual date, guys) Thank God I don't have a schedule today.

I noticed that there were clothes next to my feet. They were neatly folded. It looked like they were Jungkook's clothes. I picked the blue shirt and then sniffed the scent. It smelled like Jungkook. It smelled really sweet, to be honest. I hugged. the clothes and stayed like that for a while and blushed at the thought of yesterday.

Flashback

The food came in by a maid. Jungkook took the soup in his hands. He grabbed the cutleries in his hand as well. "Wait, are you going to feed me?" "Of course!" "But I am not a baby-" "I am going to feed you until you are not sick!" He slapped my hand, scooped up a little bit of the soup. "Say ahh" "ahh" He fed me up. We both chuckled. He fed me until it was finished.

It was finally time for us to go to sleep. "Hyung, do mind if I sleep with you?" "Of course not, I really don't mind." "Yay, I have someone to cuddle then!" I chuckled. In our residency days, we used to sleep together. We were both sitting on the bed and talking. Jungkook was hugging me. I felt really nice, honestly. "Any way good night, Hyung. Sleep well, ok." He then kissed my forehead. OH. MY. GOD! "O-oh I am sorry! I usually do that to my younger siblings before bed...so...yeah." "It's ...it's fine" I was blushing madly. "Let's just sleep now." He said and closed the light. He hugged me again and went to sleep.

I don't know why but the kiss didn't make me scared of him but maybe just made something in me stronger for him. I don't know what it was, though. Oof, I really should stop reading too many love stories.

Back to reality.

I ran to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth, then washed my face. I took a quick shower. Then, I grabbed a towel, wrapped it around my waist and afterwards, walked out. I wore my clothes, styled my hair and face. I ran down to the living room.

I saw a handsome Jungkook reading some reports with the circular glasses. Glasses always made him look even more handsome than he already is. He was also sipping on his coffee. He looks so cute! "Sup cute nerdy bunny" "Sup cute sleepy koala." He smiled back. "Have some breakfast, afterwards we are going to talk about business. I nodded and started eating.

"Hyung, I know that you were not feeling well just yesterday due to anxiety. But do you mind telling me what you were thinking and what happened?" "I don't mind it to you but...." I looked at the maids. He understood what I was trying to say. "Don't worry, we can talk in my office." We stood up and walked to his office.

He opened the room and I was amazed at how big and luxurious it was. He sat behind the desk on his huge chair. I sat on a chair on the other side of the table. He took off his glasses. Awww, he should have kept them longer. "Are you now comfortable to begin?" He gave me an assuring smile "Yes" "Ok then, tell me from the very beginning of the situation.

"So yesterday was a pretty busy day for me because I had many patients coming in for their check-up. A nurse came running up to me telling me that a patient had a bullet in their heart and it also collapsed."

" I ran immediately to the ER. All the doctors that were meant to be there were there. Another nurse came and told me to get prepared for the operation. Remember that I still didn't know who was the casualty. I got ready for the surgery. I came to the OR and I was still not looking at the operation field. The nurse then finally mentioned his name and I looked up in shock."

"Who was it?" "It was...Kim Seokjin" Jungkook's face was filled with shock. "I know it's pretty weird but by now I was mentally panicking. But since I was about to do the surgery, I had to control my feelings. Also during the operation, I felt really weak and my head was hurting. Do you know why it just happened at that moment?"

" It happens if you are thinking and panicking severely. If it's very strong then your body starts giving the pain physically to you. Just like in severe depression. And the temperature you are in is a 'cherry on top' of the pain."

" Well, I suppose that's what exactly happened. I then finished the operation. I ran to the roof. I was feeling extremely nauseous. I was thinking about Jin. The more I thought about him, the more my headache got worse. And then I came down thinking it will go away but apparently it did not."

"Hyung then it means that Jin is basically back... Back for...you" " I don't even know what's happening anymore. Like, I did not imagine seeing him..like that. I just...just don't understand why."

"Hyung, like did he come from a gunfight or something?" "Yes, he did." "It does not seem like he just was walking by and got shot. I think he was involved in doing something. "But how did he become like that?" "I don't know, Hyung. But now very carefully listen to me. I think there is some shady shit happening. There is already a car following you which I am going to report soon for you. And now you are seeing Jin like this. I know it's too early to put any suspects. But I want you to be extra careful with your surroundings"

He held my hands and looked at me with worry all over his face. "Can you do that for me?" "Yes"

Well, thanks for reading and I hope you liked the story! Bye!