First January,

Today Mia walked up to me when I was making drinks at the corner. I won't lie but I was actually trying to impress her with my 'cocktail making skills' & I even made her favorite drink. Vodka Martini. When the party went crazy before midnight Mia and I went out at the roof, we kissed, I just knew she liked me back always. God, how terrified I used to be even talking to her straight face. Eeee I'm getting butterflies, is it even real?

January Tenth, 

Mia insisted me take baking classes with her. She says she would open up a restaurant in distant future. God silly girl, I would rather bake her a fairy life instant.....

Forth of April,

It's been a month and half since Mia and I have done.... Ever since that I can't keep myself busy thinking anything else rather than her and me. The way she falls asleep on my arms, its an undeniable feeling.....

May Thirty First,

Francia is unbearable, swear of God! I don't understand why she doesn't like any babysitter at all. I had to miss my date with Mia, due to Franccyy.......

August Twenty Fifth,

I lost Mia, I might even lose Francia too. I didn't want this! GOD I swear I didn't want this, please help me, forgive me for what I have done ever. Just save sister. Ma, Pops; I couldn't keep the promise I made with you guys. Please help me!

December Twenty Five,

Its Christmas today, I asked Francy what did she want for this Christmas, she told me she wants me to remove all these extra people around her. She feels helpless everytime she sees them doing what she should do by herself till now.... I promised her, sooner she is gonna lead a life where everything would work on her voice. I will make......

First Of November,

I almost forgot how I used to write down my feelings down here. The last time I remember I touched my diary was a year back. Francia is in a hospital now, I started to come here in Bahamas again, I went to Mia's semitry with her favorite orkid. Grandma is very excited that I came here to visit. She wanted to come with me in NY but I know she can't see me working all day all night, trying to punish myself through excessive works. I even forget the last time I took seconds for myself, all I see a failure of junks I did. I can't lose my sight, I have to be big, very big. So big that Francia can lead a normal life she had planned before I.....

I almost lost track of time reading Ted's personal diary, I quickly checked clock, its 10 to be Six on the dot. I wrapped my bottom with my shorts, "Where is my tanktop". I bend down to check under the bed and behind it, 

"Crack", I froze like ice. As If I am about to get caught of stealing something. Ugh why does every morning after a... forget it I will just grab one of his. I simply slided in due to the size of his tanktop, its so cozy, like cloud If that makes sense. 

I gently placed my steps on the wooden floor and came out of Ted's bed room. He was sleeping dead, good for me.

"Hey morning Hol", Steven stretched out, walking past me. 

For a second I felt nerve recking hit, "Morning". I said and simply went inside my room.

I looked my door from inside, bend back relaxing. "Pff Close", I said.

"How close", Sam stood up from the bed, lying sidewise.

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"My packings are done, how about you guys", Sam came downstairs with her luggages. "Steven has checked out too, he'll be here with a taxi. We're going to the airport together".

"Umm, here are my bags too... I guess I'm done too", I came said, saving myself with any kinds of eye contacts with both Sam and Ted. 

"Well, my luggages are so handy I have no worry for this organizing back game", he chuckled as If it was a joke, well Sammy laughed.

Steven called just after we came out, the boys helped to put the luggages back and we left for airport. 

"I am gonna miss the days I have spent here", I said, the resort is fading outta sight, fastly, as If the taxi driver is putting all the pressure He could create on the accelerator.

Sammy looked back and smiled at me, we're on the widen road now. The chitchat between the rest of the three, Sam Steve and Ted, went on. I also pretend, responding with 'hum' 'yeah' every now and then. But I couldn't really focus there, I didn't really want to go back. I started loving this slow pace of life. Every turn to reach the airport was hitting my heart so damn that I can't.decide why. I have a settled life there, around my loved ones. Happily...

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Sammy stormed off on the sitting arrangement of our flight, "We applied for it. Why don't you guys just give us One". 

"Sorry Ma'am for the inconvenience, we'll try to manage it meanwhile the flight takes off", the pilot said and left shortly.

I took the ticket of Steve, "Here is mine, you three musketeers". I happily moved myself there and placed my hand bag near my feet. I brought my laptop out and started to hover on my emails and gmails. No important mails? Interesting, so the company can run without its CEO for a few more days. Can't it?

A flight attend came and asked, "Ma'am you want some Veuve Clicqout". She showed off a large bottle of champagne. I drank a couple of glasses already. Plugging in earphones I relaxly leaned my head back, 

"Can I go where you go?-----
Can we always be this close forever and ever?----
And ah, take me out, and take me home-----
You're my, my, my"

"loverss----", I opened and saw Ted sitting beside. He brought down the earphones outta my ears. "Lovers by ts". I hum in respond.

Ted smoothly slide his one hand into mine, gripping the hands strongly. But this ain't hurting, "So, you liked my tanktops much". 

I nervously take my face away, looking... at the bald-I-am-The-Rock version O.3. The version O.2 was the guy I go gym with back in NY. "Terrific physique", I sighed.

"That baldy? His physique", Ted looked at the guy straight, he noticed undoubtedly. I 'hushed' him by slightly punching his shoulder with my other free hand. 

"Okay, now C'mon. Tell me, do you want me to keep your tanktop or you would like to take it back some day", he kept looking in a line, not facing me.

I leaned closer to his ears, "I bet it would be a great sight, you in those tanktops of mine, Mosby". 

He looked surprised at me, I paused for a beat. And we both started to laugh silently, well it would be that we laughed so loudly at first that a flight attend literally came in with narrow eyes. Just imagine, pale pink tanktop. Tighter on the chest area and curving along with his abs. Terrific :3

"Holy", he took my name and smiled eligibly. Tucking my curly bangs behind my ears, he slightly touched my earlobs. I grasp being ticklish. 

"Mosby", I gave him a look of seriousness. Well am I?

"I was just wondering If you still think that...", I know what he was about to say. 

"Come on Mosby, these things happens all the time", I regretted as soon as I said those. "Keep it cool, don't think to much", ugh what am I saying.

"hmm", he looked away. I bend my head over his shoulder. Closing my eyes.

I could feel Ted loosen his gripe over my hand. I pretend to be asleep till now. After spending a few days with this man, and a night about I'm literally not proud of. I can't see a reason to think anything further than this between him and I. He got his goals and I have mine. I am the strict personal life separate from professional life character, Ted on the other hand, I am literally confuseda after reading a few pages of his diary and talking to granny; conclusion unpredictable. The trip is almost over so now I know is the time when the circumstance from his side will speek. Besides, I have a long life planned ahead. 'Holy the new business tycoon' on the cover of business magazines. All over NY. If life has spare times after that, I might think over it.

To Be Continued.......