Bela

I suddenly felt people talking in a hush hush tone around me. Shitttt!! Did someone see me like this on top of him!? But who cares when.....
When!????? My subconscious squealed even before l could complete. I rolled my eyes mentally while l slowly peeked from one of my eyes only for my heart to skip a beat. Mahir was laying on the hospital bed in a sitting position along with me. He was smiling as he talked to someone. I smiled seeing him. How l wish l've met him before only but then l realized what shit of a chao he had done. I didn't even think twice instead left a tight slap exactly on his right cheek. His eyes were wide as saucers while he caressed his cheek with one hand as l sat on his lap.

Bela-What do you think of yourself Haan!!!?
I yelled getting hold of his collar while tears fell from my eyes but he still was in the shock of the slap.

Bela-Do you think it's a daily soap shoot going on that correctly your female protagonist will come save you!!!? Tell me!!
I yelled shaking his collar.

Isabelle-Mam!! It might hurt him!!!
She said, getting hold of me from behind but l wasn't letting it go just like that!! I want my answers today!!

Bela-Let it!! It's nothing than the head ache l am having because of his shit stunt!!
I said, giving her a look and she sighed taking her hands from me while Mahir stared into a blank space. I heard the door open and l knew Isabelle had left.

Bela-I asked you something Mahir!!
I said, deadly shaking his shoulder by one hand while the other still held his collar. In this hospital gown too he looks cute with a mixture of Hotness! I wonder how am l gonna resist this man as l yell at him.
No one is being a lady Romeo here Ok!? My subconscious asked.

Bela-Why Mahir!?
I whispered, getting hold of his cheek and those drown worthy brown orbs looked at me with nothing but love which l don't even know if l have.

Mahir-I confessed everything before l went to suicide!!
He whispered looking down and l sighed while my thumb rubbed his thin stubble which slightly caressed his tired face.

Bela-But why Mahir!?
I asked.

Mahir-It was worth than going through a heartbreak!!
He said with his head low. My mistake!! My damn mistake.

Bela-What if l say Vikram's thing was a long term infatuation!?
I asked him. I saw his eyes widened but he maintained his posture and looked at me with cold eyes.

Mahir-I don't give a damn!! I am not gonna criticize your love for him just coz l loved you!!
He said, roughly and l sighed. It hurts!! It hurts somewhere bad.

Mahir-Get off me Bela!! Go to the Hotel! Get some Rest!! You look tired....
He said, changing the topic completely. But still he cares for me!!

Bela-You don't love me now!?
I asked, looking at him. Truly it hurts me now. But why!??? I am totally over the heart break but that heart ache didn't pain like Mahir's sharp knife like words. Why do l desperately want to be closer to him!?......... Am l attracted to him!? No way! I am not.

Mahir-Out of all what l said! You only heard that clearly!?
He asked, rudely and l bit my lower lip, looking down.

Bela-It was my mistake!! Fine!!! But please don't be rude! It hurts Mahir!! It hurts here.....
I said pointing to my chest where my heart resides.

Mahir-Get off me!!
He sighed while l nodded in No rather stubbornly.

Bela-I won't!!
I sobbed. I don't know how many times have l cried today!?

Mahir-You just grow my hopes high only to break it!! It hurts me as well!! I am a human too not only you have the feeling called hurt Miss.Bela Sharma!!
He yelled, frustrated but it isn't his mistake. I am doing that now. He can yell at me. No wrong!! But the feeling of loosing him again is eating me up. I can't imagine my life without him....
But Whyyyy!????