Chapter 5: I Remember It All

NSFW CHAPTER, IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS TYPE OF CONTENT THEN PLEASE SKIP!!

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~(Y/N)~

~Memory/Dream~

I knelt down in front of Levi sitting between his legs. Resting both hands on his thigh, looking up at his face I could see the sadness already fading in. The room was dark only lit by a single candle, with both hands I took his face into my hands forcing him to look at me.

His damp hair stuck to the side of his forehead. His eyes looked back at mine as he frowned gently. Slowly I pull his face down, tilting my head back slightly my lips fell onto his gently. He relaxes into the kiss letting out a long sigh while both his hands wrapped around my wrists.

Levi slowly pulled my hands off his face then took me into his arms to deepen the kiss that was slowly becoming more heated. His grip was tight and his kiss became more rough, his tongue gently raced against my bottom lip asking entrance.

Instead of allowing him in I pull back out of his arms and stand up right in front of him. Grabbing the edge of my shirt I pull it up and over my head and toss it off to the side to reveal a white bra underneath.

Then taking a seat on his lap I lock lips with him again repeatedly kissing his lips with soft pecks. His arms wrapped around my waist causing me to press against his bare chest. After a few minutes of kissing he trailed down starting at my jaw then leading down to my collarbone.

He softly bit down on the sweet spot shortly after finding it. I knew it would lead a little bruise the next morning. I tilt my head back exposing more of my neck as he continues to kiss and suck at the sweet-spot.

Then I felt his hand slowly slip under the strap of my bra, his fingers hooked around it and began pulling the strap off my shoulders. Levi's other hand crept behind my back and unclipped my bra as it came loose Levi fell back a little ways allowing it to fall off my shoulders.

Then with the same hand that unclipped it he yanks the front of it off exposing my chest to him. Instinctively my hands cover my breasts from his eyes, he smirked gently before taking both my hands, he pried them away and his eyes immediately took in the view.

My face was on fire at this point, Levi then flipped us around and stood up off the bed while I sat there. He then knelt down to the ground taking one foot into his hand, he was going to remove my shoes and pants by the looks of it. But he doesn't take them off yet, his eyes instead looked directly at me in a serious expression.

"Are you sure you wanna do this? I don't wanna do anything you'll regret." he says.

I nodded my head right after he asked. "I'm sure." I tell him in a hushed tone.

With that he continued his actions and pulled off one boot, then the next. I unbuckled my belt to save him the trouble, grabbing the bottom of the pants at my ankle he slowly began to pull my pants down.

When they came off he tossed them on the floor. Knowing him right after he'd probably want them picked up. Then this holding my left leg he began kissing up my leg starting just below the knee. He then reached my hip and hooked his fingers around the dainty fabric of my underwear.

I maneuvered myself allowing him to take them off. Then he pulled them off in one swoop leaving me completely exposed, he then stood up and began undressing himself. "Get on the bed right." he orders.

Quickly lifting myself slightly I slide back onto the bed while his pants drop to his ankles. Falling back onto the bed I watch him climb up and tower over me. His lips fell onto mine again much harder this time than before, he wasn't holding back anymore and I didn't care how rough he got.

After a couple minutes he left my lips and kissed his way down to my chest before taking my right bud into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it, I bite my bottom lip hoping to suppress my moans. Levi gently bit down on my erect bud making me gasp and moan.

I could feel him smirk against my skin at his victory. His other hand grasped my left breast gently, his thumb flicked across the bud causing it to harden within seconds stimulating me more.

Then, his right hand then pulled the other side of my nightgown down revealing the other breast for his eyes to devour. His lips left my bud, letting out a loud sigh I watch as he switches treatment. "Levi~" I moan.

Levi's tongue then dragged across the hardened bud making me whimper. I quickly bite my lip knowing that there were people next door and the walls were pretty thin here. This seemed to tick Levi off, once his mouth left my chest I could see him glaring down at me.

His right hand then reached down until his fingers grazed at my nether regions. With his pointer and middle finger into my dripping wet core. His fingers curled against my walls in a come hither motion before thrusting them in, and out roughly so I wouldn't be able to keep quiet. I let out a sharp gasp as I shot up slightly watching his hand, I whimpered and groaned trying to remain quiet. Then his thumb then gentle rub at my clit again giving me slightly more pleasure.

Looking at him I watched a devious smirk tug at his lips. "That's what you get" he mutters. Levi was enjoying torturing me, bucking my hips I tried moving closer to hoping to get more pleasure out of it only he pushed my hips down roughly stopping me from meeting his fingers. Taking hold of the sheets below me, I could feel the knot building up in my stomach wanting to release and fall into a state of euphoria. As his fingers continued to thrust in and out of me at a fast rate I felt my undoing coming fast. "Ah~ Levi!" I moan.

He hummed approvingly as he then slowed down again, I groan in annoyance wanting him to finish me. Levi again took my left bud into his mouth, swirling his tongue ever so slowly around before flicking his wet muscle over the hardened nipple. He continued this while slowly thrusting his two fingers. But before I could finish by his hand he stopped and pulled his fingers out, letting out a sigh I fall limp. I watched as he sat up and took his erect member into his hands. He lined his member with my entrance teasingly rubbing against me.

Subconsciously my hips begin to grind against him, wanting him to enter me, seeming to be teasing him I watched him bite his lip trying to hold himself back a little longer, but I could tell he was at his limits. "Are you sure? Because I'll stop now-

"Don't you dare fucking stop~." I beg.

Taking my approval his member slowly slid into my wet core, a sharp pain struck my stomach and lower area making me whimper. As Levi continued to slowly enter me I let out painful screams trying to adjust to his size.

Quickly I slap my hand over my mouth knowing that I would be screaming a while longer due to the pain. It felt as if my body was being torn apart, the pain was excruciating, but I didn't intend on stopping now.

Once he had fully entered me, he nodded his head, now both of his hands he pinned my wrist above my head, leaning down he gently kissed me as if he were trying to tell me it'll be okay. I let out a sigh at the finding the pain gone, only because Levi wasn't moving.

His lips brushed against mine trying to distract me as he slowly began rolling his hips into me as a slow pace. The pain hadn't yet subsided causing me to let out whimpers in pain with each thrust, so I bit my lip since my hands were being held down.

Kissing me softly again I could feel his hot body press against mine. In the kiss I let out soft whimpers still feeling the pain hit me, Levi did his best to make sure he wasn't losing himself in his own attempts to fulfill his own desires and put me first.

Soon as his thrust moved in a slow pace the pain subsided turning into pleasure. He had released my hands allowing me to cling to him. My nails dug into his back making him groan and hiss in pain, I couldn't help it. "Faster!~" I shriek. I held him close not wanting to be parted from him.

By my command his hips rocked fasting into me. I arched my back wanting hoping for it to stimulate me more, only Levi's hands roughly grabbed my waist pushing my hips down now pounding into me at what seemed to be at an inhuman rate. His grip on my waist grew tighter as he pulled me against his hips roughly. Since now my hands were free they quickly wrapped around his neck.

I was a moaning mess my arms wrapped around his neck feeling the knot building up faster now ready to release. Levi could tell I was getting close and he wanted to prevent it, if anything he wanted to make it last longer. Slowing down he chuckled softly before placing a teasing kiss on my lips. "I-I love you!" I moan against his lips.

Slipping his hands underneath my back he lifted me up, now sitting in his lap with him still buried deep inside me. Thrusting up into me I felt more pleasure than I did before, he was hitting the spot that would send me over the edge sooner than before. I felt my body begin to tighten up at each stroke at the spot again nearing my end. At this point I was far from caring who heard my moans, I was too lost in the feeling.

My arms weakly draped over his shoulders along with my head as I let out pleasured cries. Bouncing up and down with each thrust I could feel the knot building up again for the third time. I tightened my arms around his neck and hid my face in the crook of neck, I left my own marks making sure they were noticeable.

Then, I felt Levi's sharp teeth bite down on my shoulder making me gasp and whimper in slight pain. He was biting quite hard. He must be close as well. "Fuck (Y/N)~" he grunts softly into my ear. His hot breath swept across my bare skin making me shiver slightly as I pressed my chest against his. Grinding my hips down onto his member I hear the soft grunts he lets out with every stroke.

Although Levi wasn't all that loud I could hear his soft pants as he continued to pound into me hard and fast with all he had. "Levi~ I'm going to-" before I could finish my body completely lost itself in a euphoric state, Levi seemed to lengthen my bliss with his continuing thrusts that were growing sloppy by the second.

"S-shit!" he groans, with a few more hard thrusts he shot his load inside me. I felt him shake as he held me close, panting softly we both fell back onto the bed where he laid on top of me for a while.

His head rested on my chest while he tried to catch his breath. With my right hand I ran my fingers through his hair gently. "Damn... that was..."

"Amazing." he sighs.

Nodding my head I watch as he slowly rolls off of me and lies beside me. Turning over onto my side I slide in closer to him while he drapes one arm along my waist. Shutting my eyes I suddenly felt a wave of exhaustion come over me and within a few minutes I was out like a light.

~Memory/Dream Over~

My eyes slowly opened to the sound of my alarm beeping in my ear. Slowly sitting up I slam my hand down on the clock and flip off the alarm then back on again for the next day. With the memory still fresh in my mind, I shake gently and cover my eyes.

I remembered it too clearly... the touching, kissing.. I remembered it all. As I shake my head to attempt pushing the thought back- way back, I quickly get up out of bed and walk over to my closet. I have work... I can't keep reminding myself... otherwise... I can't move on.

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