Silias Pov

The dark pool circulates my vision. The sweet release of death hovers above so close. As I reached forward to be one with my internal damnation  I am plunged down to the world which knows no mercy claiming back as I am not done with this life as of yet.

My eyes open slightly mostly due to the swelling of them. The gleam of light shines through. I could feel a gentle hand rub my hair  and another holding my own. As I managed to open my eyes wider, my vision clears slightly. I see the blurred outline of woman and a man.
My eyes finally adjusted and my vision cleared.

"Silias honey," the voice of my mother charmed in my ears.  I looked at him with blanked expression. "Mother" I horsed out my throat scratchy but it was clear it held no emotion in the tone. "Silias dear, I know that I caused this, I gave you this pain emotionally, I don't deserve  any forgiveness for my actions, as a mother I shouldn't have put you aside and -" I rest a hand on his hand. "Mother, you made your choice and I paid the price,you shouldn't  apologize because if you did you would of realized it norns ago, but it is not  on you, but on me for not being the son you and all the rest of Asgrd wanted and for that I bear the pain."  I remove my hand from my shocked mother.

Third person

Frigga looked stunned at the scene that played before her. She or Loki have noticed how much they have hurt him.  Loki looked down in shame. Loki turned to Frigga with sorrowful look. "I have failed haven't I mother, I could not be a good mother and now my child hates me" Loki got up.

"I Do not hate you mother, I just can't accept your apology " Silias said. "I wanted to die, I WANTED TO DIE! " Silias screamed out. "I wanted to meet my end as I would not be missed, the end of all my sadness and anger " Silias said. "I would only accept your apology if you had let me die but here I am alive and hurt, maybe I should accept it, but apologizes don't make all the hurt go away," Silas said lastly. Loki felt tears stream down his face as all his uncle knowing wrong doings came to light.  "I tried to be a good mother thought I was, but I became distracted and like child tossed out an old toy for a new one, I should of know, I should of been aware of it but I was too blinded and saw too much of myself in you, and I couldn't bare it" Loki collapsed to his knees  and weeped into his hands. "I failed you Silias we all did" Frigga said going down by Loki.

"No none of you have failed, me none of you have"

"I have failed you you all"

A/n quick note to you all Eve and Hayden are 3 years younger than Silias just to know the age difference and also I know that chapter was dark but it was needed for progressing