(35) "...PRIDE..." [Formerly August 2020 - 2021] (35)
P R I D E
"Oh no, it's time for the gays and the queers to come out and celebrate, you better not do that,"
Said mother
I looked at her
She looked at me
"If your gay, I won't come to the wedding Jamaria,"
Mother said
I looked away
This is my coming out story
Saturday, playing with my younger cousin in my room next door
"Jamaria!" Mother yells coming in the room
I look at my cousin and she motions that she'll leave
"I'll be back" She said
I nod and look at my mother
My sisters were there
She sat me down and looked at me
A look of disappointment ok her face and it was shared by one of my sisters
I looked at the sister I told and glared she looked away
"You're talking to a girl, saying that you love her, she's brainwashing you Jamaria, you're going to go to hell"
Mother said
I teared up
She showed me the Bible, the story, everything
I looked at them
"I just want you to love me for me," I said in tears
They said that they will but they won't be at my wedding
I nodded back then and they left
When my cousin came back in, who knew I was gay
She hugged me tightly and let me cry into her shoulder
Present day
"18, that's when you can make your decision,"
Both mother and father agreed
I nodded my head
So at the age of 18 I get to be gay
I get to be the person I knew in the mirror since eighth grade
I get to be me
I came out to my girlfriend first
Then my friends
I made a support group before telling my family
Before telling the sister I trusted
Or thought I could
No matter your sexuality
I love you
People love you
Find people that love you
No matter what
I know this is more story style but to me a poem
Is a story just with less words. Happy pride month to everyone and please stay safe, and be you.
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