Course to retake
Of course it's math
Of course it's the one thing
The one thing that I'm terrible at

My parents want a tutor
It's too late for that
Much much too late
I needed it in the beginning

I'm scared
I'm in tears
As I've always been
When it comes to this subject

Math is the worst for me
It's always been
I've never been good at it
I've never been good at anything but failing it seems

Yes I'm upset
Yes I'm crying as I'm typing this poem
I hate myself right now
Because I'm letting down so many people

I'm letting down my mother
Who's never supported me until now
Who's only wanted me to be the best
But I'm not cause it's not an option

I'm letting down my father
Who's good at the subject
But does nothing to help
until it's too late

I'm letting down my teachers
Who thought I was the smartest
Who thought I was the strongest
going to be the next teacher
But I'm weak and dumb as hell
not even cut out to be a teacher if I can't do simple prob and stats