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Chapter Eighteen

"If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him."

― Paulo Coelho

It's been two weeks and the court date is near. Only two days away. And to be honest, I am quite scared. I still haven't told my parents. They never called either. So I know they haven't found out yet. The dean was going to call them but I stopped him. I told him I want to do this alone. So he understood.

I still haven't talked to Damian. I have been trying to avoid him much as possible. But I am quite sure that he hates me now. Because whenever I go into the dorm, he looks away and puts his headphones in. Or he will leave to go hang with Emma. Oh how I hate that bitch.

The dorm door opens, knocking me from my daze. I looked over from the couch and it was Damian. I looked away as soon as I saw who it was.

The couch dipped down beside me and I got up, walking over to my bed.

"Eric." Damian called out. I was eager to turn around and talk to him. But I couldn't. It's too hard. Too hard to love him.

I felt his hands wrap around my wrist, and spun me around. I closed my eyes as the pleasurable electricity shot through my body.

"We need to talk about what happened. I am tired of us ignoring each other and trying to avoid each other. I don't want that." He told me.

I sighed and said, "There is nothing to talk about Damian. It was just a kiss. Just forget about it. We both are in a relationship. Just forget about it. It's for the best."

I pulled away and walked over to my closet, trying to find my sweats to put on to go to bed.

"I can't forget about the kiss." He blurted out. I stopped and my hand slid down from my clothes. I closed my eyes again. I wanted to feel his lips onto mine again. But it's too hard. Too hard for the both of us.

"Why can't you forget about it?" I asked. I started digging through my clothes again.

"Because I am in love with you." He said and I froze.

I turned around and said, "What?" He walked over to me and locked our hands together. He pulled my hand up to his chest, where his heart is. I could feel his heart beating faster and faster.

"Feel that?" He asked.

I nodded.

"I only feel that with you." He told me. My eyes were locked on our hands at his chest. I slowly lifted my gaze up and looked him into the eyes.

His eyes were filled with lust and passion. But also hunger. He licked his lips and I slowly looked away.

I took a gulp and said, "I'm in love with you too.... But I date Austin at first to get over you. Then I fell in love with him also. I can't hurt him like that." I said and turned around to ignore his expression. Tears filled my eyes. All I ever wanted was to be with Damian. But now I can't have him.

"Eric... I always felt something too." He said and I turned around instantly. I gulped and his eyes were still glued on mine.

"Tell me why I should be with you. Tell me why I should believe you when you said you always felt something. Tell me that I am crazy because I am crazy in love with you." I said and tears filled my eyes once again.

He crashed his lips onto mine. The kiss was soft but it also had hunger and lust. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. I wanted this for so long. Now I can have it. He wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling us where there is no space between us.

I moaned as his tongue met mine. He laid me down softly on his bed. His bed is enrolled with is scent. Smells like....

Watermelon.

I chuckled and pulled away. I couldn't stop laughing. He looked at me confusedly.

"Watermelon? Really?" I asked. He rolled his eyes and a frown escaped his lips. He placed his lips back down on mine. His legs were on each side of my waist and he was hovering over me.

My hands glided down his back and up his shirt. I slid off his shirt and tossed it to the floor. He smiled at me and took off mine as well. He looked at my bruises and anger filled his eyes.

My hands cupped his face so he can look at me.

I looked him into the eyes and said, "Don't worry about the bruises, I want you to make love with me." I said. He nodded and placed his lips on mine. This time it was rough and passionate.

His hands glided down my chest, making me shiver to his touch. He started kissing down my jaw line, and started sucking on my weak spot. I hate him for finding that.

I moaned out loudly. He covered my mouth and chuckled. He kissed down my chest and stomach, reaching my waist line.

He started unbuttoning my pants. He slid down my pants and boxers. He struggled with his button. I chuckled and helped him out. His face flushed red.

I slid down his pants and boxers. His hard erection flopped out and I gasped of how big it was. I gulped.

"Still want to make love?" He asked seductively. I stared at his hard erection then looked back up at him. I pulled him down on top of him.

I whispered in his ear, "I want you inside of me now." He smiled and reached inside his nightstand. He pulled out lube.

He poured lube on his finger and slipped one inside of me. I moaned to the pain.

"I am just getting you ready." He told me. I nodded. He leaned down and took my shaft into his mouth. I gasped to the pleasure that it sent me.

He started bobbing his head up and down then stuck in another finger.

I bit my bottom lip, ignoring the pain. I arched my back and came inside of his mouth. He swallowed all of it. I slapped his chest.

"What was that for?!" He shouted at me.

"Why did you swallow it?!" I shouted back.

"Why not? Too sexy for you?" He asked. I giggled softly and he placed his lips onto mine. He took his fingers out and leaned back up.

He lubed up his hard erection and leaned back down. His lips were on mine. I felt him slowly entering me. My eyes shot up and I screamed inside of his mouth.

"It's ok." He told me. I nodded and he went slowly at first. The pain eased and it was nothing but pleasurable pain.

"Harder." I demanded. He started thrusting into me harder. I clawed down his back.

"Oh god Eric!" He moaned to my name. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He went harder and harder, making me scream and moan each time he hit my spot.

"Oh god Damian!" I shouted. He thrust into me so hard I felt like I was broken. I screamed out and he covered my mouth. He went into me harder this time, still with his hand over my mouth.

His abs were harder than usual. That is when I knew he was about to cum.

He lifted his head up and came inside of me. He moaned to my name loudly as he did so.

He pulled out and flopped down beside me.

I cuddled up next to him and he pulled me even closer. I could hear his heart beating harder than ever. I kissed his chest and he slid his fingers through my hair. Twirling around each strand of hair as he went on to the next.

"I love you so much." He whispered. I smiled and wrapped my arm around him.

"I love you more." I told him.

He chuckled and said, "How so?"

"I just do." I laughed and so did he. He kissed my hair and told me goodnight.

"Goodnight." I mumbled and sleep took over me.