Jaagi jaagi, soi na main sari raat,
Tere liye....
Bheegi bheegi palkain meri udas,
Tere liye....

Akhiyan bichai mene tere liye,
Duniya bhulai mene tere liye!
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Sasha was dumbfounded at his harsh words. He should have slapped her across her face but not uttered these words. He shouldent have betrayed her with these acidic words when she was finally giving in. When she was finally getting closer to him. When she was accepting him.when she was trusting him.

He had broken her apart yet again. Tears were rolling down her eyes.

He had come running behind her, apologising, regretting but the damage was done! He had said what he had said already.
The words were like an axe and were not able to be taken back.
He kept knocking but she didnt budge. His steps faded away and she heard his cars engine roar. SHe told him to leave and he was gone!

Gathering her self up she went and lied on her bed contemplating over her past. It was being shoved on her face again and again. This is exactly why she was not in the favour of marriage. Spending the life lonely was much better then this torture but this treacherous heart had given in and she had agreed and now was regretting it. She was feeling helpless this moment with mingled up feelings.
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What time she had drifted off to sleep, she was unaware.
She was woken up with the knocks on her door at around midnight.
Getting up she rubbed her already swollen eyes. Getting scared she got up and turning on the lamp she saw the clock. It was indicating 2 at night.
Shoving away her quilt she opened the door to see a worried shazia aunty standing outside.

"Sorry to disturb you sasha but its 2 am and zakwan is not back home yet, he is gone since the evening and i am worried now, he is never that late. He also left in haste and seemed very angry." shazia aunty had said and sasha's world started spinning.

Yes he was angry, she knew it plus their fight!. He was an emotional wreck that minute too.

"Did you call him or did he tell something at the gate?" She inquired getting worried about him.

"His phone is coming off and the security doesnt know anything." Shazia aunty said worriedly.

"Hmm, he never does anything like this." She murmured getting really worried rightnow. What if something happens to him. No! She thought and picking up her phone
she started dialing his number hysterically which was coming off increasing in her worry.

This guy was driving her nuts. Her sleep long gone. She quickly dialed the office's security's number and asked about him but he did not even go there today. She called his secretary who picked up after three whole phone rings. Saying hello in a sleepy voice, he became alert after hearing sasha's voice. She asked him about zakwan but he also knew nothing about his where abouts and that now panicked her.

She kept trying on his phone. She alerted all the security and staff. The secretary was also present at the mansion in no time. Some of his close men were out to look for him at some possible places where he might be.
Really wanting to but she did not tell mr waziq, because it was late night and his health wasent in the best of conditions.

An hour and a half had passed to searching for him but he was no where to be seen. Worriedly she was pacing around the lobby while continously tying to call him but his phone which was switched off .

Panic was starting to build inside her. Where had he gone? What could have possibly happened? Why wasent he home yet. What if something had happened, what if he had gotten into an accident or... her thoughts were going wild. Her mind muffled, tears were pouring in.
Why did she let him go? Why did she yell at him? When so many people over the years had already done so much harm to her and said worser words than his and she had forgiven them than why she fought with him? What if he never comes back?
No! No! It had just dawned upon her she couldent live, she couldent breath without him.
She needed him in her life and for that she could forgive him over and over again!

Zakwan was sasha's and ony sasha's! Only hers....
He was her first love. She had admired him, loved him since she knew the definition of love!
She wanted him right away, right now. Tears were falling down her cheeks and she was rubbing them harshly but they warent stopping.

It was nearly 4 am and her mind was going dizzy.

"Dont worry sasha, he might be stuck somewhere or gone out of city" shazia aunty said coming closer to her.
"Does he ever leave without telling?" She asked and shazia aunty nodded a no.
Everyone was terrified now.

"Ziad, yes, ziad, call him please, he might know about him. " ziad had suddenly clicked her mind. Though she knew he was in lahore these days but maybe zakwan had gone over to him in anger or maybe just maybe called him.

"Yes maam, I will call ziad sir rightaway!" Zakwans secretary said immediately dialing ziads number and as the phone was picked he forwarded to sasha.

"Ziad! zakwans not home since the evening, his phone is off and he told none of us anything at all. By any chance did he call you today?" She asked hastily.

"He did at around 5 in the evening asking me to find some information on saeed hashmi. Tell him about his buisness and tradings. I kept asking why but he refused to tell and after that whatever I could fine I had sent it over to him." Ziad had said and sasha felt dizzy all of a sudden.

"Bhabi! After that he did not call again. " he said again feeling her silence.

"Hmm okay thanks." She barely could utter any words.

"Please dont worry, he will be fine and will be back soon. Its just so unlikely of him to disappear like this without informing anyone. Anything I can do?" Ziad had said and muttering a no thanks, she returned the phone to the secretary.

Slumping on the ground, she held her head in her hands.
"Zakwan please be safe!" Looking up she said and prayed for his safety.
Saeed hashmi was a dangerous man. Zakwan should not get involved with him. She did not want him to hurt himself and that too because of her.
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The adhaan for fajar was being heard in the masjids nearby and getting up she dragged herself for wudhu. Praying salah she put her hands up for dua and she prayed for his safety. She prayed for him to return with tears dropping down making her face wet.

It was around 5 in the morning and due to winters it was still dark outside.
Getting up from the prayer mat she folded it and kept it safe.
Pacing around again she picked up her phone to call him again when the horn of his car was heard on the gate and everyone rushed outside in joy.

"Sir is back!" Everyone left to go out but she stayed rooted. Closing her eyes shut she thanked the almighty.

Sighing she proceeded outside. But seeing his car, a muffled scream left her mouth.
The windows were shattered, the car was dented from various places.
"Zakwan! Zakwan!" She yelled his name and ran outside. Her eyes caught hold of him. With bruises around his face , he seemed way better than the cars condition was indicating. Sighing a sigh of relief she rushed towarfs him.

The guards were helping him come out of the car.
"Call an ambulance." The secretary said but zakwan stopped him midway.

"No!" I am good.!" He saw her coming towards him and let go of everyones hand.

Sasha ran to him and embraced him in a hug. Not caring about anyone present there. They all moved back alittle giving them space.

Draping his arms around her he smiled. He could feel her rigged breaths, her uneven heartbeats.

"You! You okay?" She whispered still holding onto him.

"I am but everyone is watching!" He said smiling and she backed away the next instant looking up at his face.
"Where the hell have you been all day? I was dead worried about you? And , and whats all this? " she asked worriedly.
"I am fine, not a scratch on me. Its just i got into an accident but miraculously i am good, the airbags just popped up!. "He said smiling.

"And thanks everyone, sorry for worrying you all. Take a day off tommorow and go to sleep." Looking over at them all he said.

"Sir but I think I shall call a doctor." His secretary said.

"Yeah please, we need him checked." Sasha had replied and zakwan groaned.

"I am good guys. I will be fine. Just go right now. I only need rest. If need be, will visit the doctors tommorow, now Go!" Being stubborn he shooed everyone away and walked inside the house and she had to follow him gesturing to the secretary to call a doctor what so ever.

His family doctor was there in about fifteen minutes and zakwan just glared at everyone.

"He is fine, just few cuts in thr back and these little bruises on the face. Glad nothing is deep. He just needs rest. And Some dressing for the back cuts and painkillers."
Doctor handed her the things and explained her everything.
Thanking him for coming at such an odd hour she escorted him out the door and returned upstairs to her room where zakwan was lying on the bed.

His eyes were shut and he was propped up, head resting on the pile of pillows behind him. Pain was visible on his face.

Sitting beside him she sighed. She never imagined seeing him in this condition and on top of that the whole time when he wasent there was like do or die situation. She had wanted him to be back home.
Tears had started rolling from her eyes yet again while she had thought that the qouta of tears for tonight must have been full.

Slowly she started touching his bruises with her fingers and he abruptly opened his eyes to see her close by and crying, crying for him. He felt bad for worrying her so much but all this was not done intentionally. His phones battery died and one thing just led to another.

"Hey look i am fine and safe, i am here with you now.
Just my baby, my car got a little hurt. Holding her hand he squeezed them to let her know he was fine and safe with her.

"Fuck you and your car ! you couldent bother calling me." Getting angry at his stupid talk she yelled slapping his chest.

"Fuck me! Wow, please do ! but the car hmm... not accepted."
He had said winking at her and it struck her that she had used a bad word and his interpretation was arghhh, he was back at his teasing games. She blushed hard. And he enjoyed the scene.

"Shutup and show me your bruises." Averting her eyes she said and he in seconds started taking off his shirt.

"Put it on you dumb head.!" Covering her eyes she said and he laughed.

"To show you the bruises my dear wife, i have to take it off!" He said laughing and she turned deep red again.
Removing her hands from her eyes she looked at him. His abs, his toned body was popping out.
Coming towards his back she saw the bruises and cuts there. Some were deep.

Breathing in she took out the ointment and applied on the cuts and he winced in pain slightly.

"Sorry!" She whispered and applied the bandage on them.
Helping him put on his shirt back she went downstairs to get him something to eat so she could give him the painkillers.

Cutting an apple for him, she also took a piece of cake with warm milk.
Feeding him an apple was another hurdle. Making different faces he barely ate the apple from her hands.
And gulped down the painkiller with milk making ugly faces.
And afterwards ate the piece of cake happily and she smiled.
"You are such a kiddo zakwan!" She said placing blanket over him.

"I hate it when you call me that!" He again whined like a kid and she smiled.

"Sojao!( sleep!)" She said smiling at him and turned to leave when he held her hand and tapped the place on the bed near him, gesturing her to sit and she silently obliged.

"Sasha I am sorry, extremely sorry! I shouldent have said that. I was just really angry at that moment. I hate it when someone even takes your name. I was jealous. I admit the things I said are not excuseable but trust me I didnt mean it." He said caressing her cheaks.

"I am not concerned about him. Never say that again. He was the worst part of my life. He abused me day and night. I hate him  hate him to the extent of wanting him dead and you said i am concerned about him. I was only fucking concerned about you and thats my fault. I just forget and forgive so easily." She was complaining, sharing with him. Stating her concerns about him. Opening up to him and not being able to take it anymore he pulled her by her arm and slammed his lips on hers. And she stilled. He bit her lower lip abit to get a reaction out of her and she gasped giving him access. He was devouring her. Kissing her pouring in his passion and love.
Leaving all the worries behind, she kissed him back. she tried meeting his pace and leaned in over at him and his back hit the headboard of the bed.

"Ow!" He winced in pain, backing off. Closing his eyes shut he laughed. And she lowered her head blushinh deeply.
"Save some blush mrs zakwan cemil. Let these back wounds heal, then I am not leaving you!" He said tucking her hair strand behind her ear.

"Shutup! And rest!" Shooeing his hands away, she ran away from there even though he kept calling her name.

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So their fight is resolved..zakwans back and  sasha is opening up!!!

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