❝Have always been lonely,
Use to imagine friends,
That never exists,
But comfort it felt.❞

❝Need was love and care,
Got it nowhere, but only in imagination,
Scared for death, when to live without them.❞

❝Feeling of not being loved is worst,
So use to it , imagine them with real friends,
Knowing, will feel no emotion if quit it.❞

❝But now enough, wanna live in reality,
Believe some day, will get love and care,
The only ideal life imagined will be true some day.❞

❝Waiting for the one who will make it true,
Till then loneliness with imagination,
A never ending gulit pleasure.❞

~ wanna live in c̶r̶u̶e̶l̶ reality