That night I couldn't sleep and woke up restless, angry and still upset about yesterday's events. So, when I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen it didn't surprise my parents that I wasn't really talking to them. I didn't even have the energy to talk to my siblings or not even siblings, what do you call them after that. Now that I know I'm adopted it's hard like really hard to take all this in and not see that they aren't my parents. It's hard to not be mad at them for lying all these years, and still keeping things from me as well. What do I even tell Jermey and Elena, do I even tell them anything at all, don't get me wrong they are still my siblings.

But, that doesn't make telling them easy for me, hell what if they freak out and want to be away from me. Then again I've always been the "freak" in the family, the loner and the weirdo. I didn't usually mind, but now lately it's hard to put that idea out of my head. I needed an escape after school and I knew just the thing to help me, running in wolf form like Hayley taught me. She told me that for her when she's stressed and overly angry she runs in her wolf form. So, after school that's just the thing I'm going to do and talk to Jax now that I have his number.

Surprised I didn't have it before, but now that he's trying to train me more he said it was a good idea. That and Adam's number was also put into my phone for emergencies of course. I wanted to brush up on more of my history or the things about my people. I also needed to find a way to prove I was a Herondale and not a Gilbert, but I was going to talk to Jax about that. For now I was going to my classes and focusing on that before leaving and hopefully not get angry at anyone in the process of all that. And then afterwards I might dig deeper with the help of Jax and Annabelle.

When I walked into school I could tell it was going to be a strictly keep away day. I knew I had to try and get away from anyone who mouthed off or pissed me off. Suddenly I felt someone grab my wrist causing me to make a swift move and flip them around kicking them to their knees.

"Okay okay" they said

That's when I realized it was Jax and I scoffed before helping him back up.

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"I came to check on you I got word you have some information about your abilities" he said

"You mean you've been spying" I said crossing my arms

"Maybe but what news do you got?" He asked

"You know the story of the lost line of Herondale right?" I asked

"Yeah Tobias had a son who was raised mundane and so on why?" He asked

"Because that lost line has a female line that has only in the female given abilities of the faerie side" I said

"So you think somewhere down the line your related to Herondale family?" He asked

"I'm adopted I don't know who my real parents are yet" I said

"Wait your not a Gilbert then" he said shocked

"No my parents were lying to me the entire time" I said

"Watch it freak" someone said and bumped into me

I growled and shoved them hard causing them to fall over their own feet.

"Bitch" he said

"Say that a little louder and see what happens" I snapped

"I called you a freak and a bitch what are you going to do about it huh?" He laughed

He laughed until I punched him in the nose and knocked him down to which I straddled him and kept on hitting. That was until Jax had pulled me off and rushed me outside where I phased into my work beyond pissed off. He stood in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest looking at me while shaking his head.

"You need to learn to control that side of yourself you know" he said to which I huffed

"You have to so that you can succeed in training and more" he said

How was I supposed to do that, how was I supposed to do anything lately. Eventually I calmed down and phased back to my human form then threw on a shirt and shorts I left in my bag for after school.

"I can't the anger is so hard to control sometimes" I said and looked at my feet

"Hey you have me and Annabelle to try and help you" he said

"How do you know Annabelle" I asked

"Oh umm we got caught up" he said

"Oh my god you like Annabelle and oh holy shit why didn't you tell me" I squealed

"Because of that reason and reaction right there" he scoffed

I grabbed his hand and pulled him back towards the school but he stopped me.

"Where are we going?" He asked

"You have to talk to Anna oh this is good" I said

"But she won't see me right away" he said

"De glamour yourself and I'll make it seem like your a distant cousin who's shadowing me" I said

"Your really going with this aren't you" he said

"And I won't take no for an answer either" I said

"Fine" he said

I watched as he de glamoured himself and we walked into the school side by side.

"Miss Gilbert who's this?" The teacher asked as we walked into class

"This is Jax he's a distant cousin of mine and is shadowing me" I said

"Okay well then sit wherever and welcome to mystic falls high school" he said

I looked over to see Annabelle with wide eyes but an all knowing smile on her face. I knew that was a good thing better be because if they were going to try and have a relationship I must know.