I spent a lot of time with Mark.We went for a walk in the park and we ate ice-cream.I chose peanuts favour and he chose vanilla favour.We went to the playground and i sat on the swing.He pushed me and i was going more and more high.I felt like someone was plunking me and that made me fall from the swing from a great high.Mark ran to my part as i was sobbing from the pain.I had a scar on my knee from the fall.''Are you ok??'' he asked me worried.He is so worried for me.Why..I can't understand him..Ι was always saying no to him.He seems not to care for me sometimes and that makes my angry and sad.Why?!I am jealous when he talks to other girls and he doesn't give me some attention.What is wrong with me?!He is now in love with me or he thinks that we are best friends and he must help me like friends do?I am so confused right now!''Yeah i am ok..i think..it's just a scar..''i said and i bite my tongue from the pain.''I don't give a fuck if it is a scar are you ok?!''he asked and kneeled on my side with a worried face.''Calm down i am not dead or something!''i said with a smile,i laughed a little.My words freaked him out.Oops...!''Hey i must go home''i said and i tried to stand up.There was a little blood on my hands and on my shorts.''Ouch..''i said and i gritted my teeth.''Hey let me help you...''he said and he wrapped my arm around his neck.As the sun was going down,noone could see a injured little girl and a hero walking down the empty road.At least we managed to get on my house.He opened the door for me and there was standing my mom.''Zoe what happened to you?!Are you ok?!'' she asked worried with a pale face.''Yeah mom i am ok..''i said clearly bored.''What happened?!''she asked again.I didn't want to respond to this question but Mark answered.Oh Lord..''Swing happened.The first moment she just was doing swing and the other moment she was one with the cement...''he said and looked me in my eyes with a sorry look.I smiled to him and he smiled back.''I must go can you take care of her,i mean you are her mother you clearly can but if i could be here i would care her more'' he said and he left coldly.That broke my heart.''Hey Zoe..that boy Mark really cares for you..why you are't a couple yet?!'' she said with a sweet smirk if it is possible.''Oh just shut up mom''i said and went slowly to my bedroom.Am i falling in love with my best friend?Is that possible?But a boy and a girl can also be only best friends.Right?Right..Am i talking with my self right now?!I am so crazy...I putted my headphones on my ears and clicked on youtube the first song that came in my broken mind

Hello from the other side

At least i can say that i've tried

To tell you i'm sorry for breaking your heart

But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore..

Anymore..

Anymore..

So hello from the other side

I must have called a thousand time

To tell you i'm sorry for everything that

I've done

But when i call you never seem to be home..

...

Hello from the other side

At least i can say that i've tried

To tell you i'm sorry for breaking your heart

But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore..

Anymore..

Anymore..