As i walk down the long street,no cars are driving,strange because it is three in the afternoon.Everything was again pale,no colours showed their existence.It was strange a little but i deeply liked it.People's life is full of colours,my life is grey.The sky was pale full of grey clouds,the road was pale,the trees were pale,i myself was pale.In an edge of the road was some water and i looked at the water my reflection.I was pale like a vampire and my eyes were all black.I felt so cold,alone,emotionless.That moment i felt a pair of hands grabbing both of my shoulders.I looked frightened the water but it was just my reflection.I slowly turned around with my eyes closed.I was ready to open them when dizziness took me over and made me fall to my knees,gripping my head from the dizziness.A pain started to take all over my body.My brain was ready to explode and my body was trembling from all this pain.''What is wrong with me..''i said with all the little energy i had in my weak body.

''Everything''

a deep evil voice answered slowly to my question.I lifted my half-opened eyes to see a tall man in front me looking down at me.He had pale skin and black hair.A cloth dampened in blood was covering his eyes.He was wearing a white shirt with a black necktie and a black pair of dark trousers accompanied by some dirty brown low boots.His white shirt had blemishes of blood and an evil smirk was decorating his face.His teeth were so edgy,i could feel like they were piercing my skin without even touch it.He was quite cute..but why..i found him quite attractive even if he was scary and evil.He had a well toned body,i could feel it under his shirt.''Who are you..''i said.Every second i was feeling weaker and weaker,i didn't even know who i was that time.Terror had flushed all my body,accompanied with the perfect amount of pain and dizziness.What a great experience.''My name is Dark he said,quite proud of his name and of himself.''And what do you want from me..'' i said.I knew it.It was my time to die.I would die from a demon or what the hell he is.But in the sky i could find peace,be away from my problems and everything that makes me sad or depressed.

''Are you ready to die,Zoe?''

he asked me.

''I am''

i answered feeling more dizzy and suddenly i could feel like everything went in slow motion.My body hitted the wet road slowly,painful.And it started to rain as the sky was becoming more and more dark and grey clouds were taking it over.My eyes were closing slowly and my breath was becoming more and more heavy.I couldn't breath right.Is this death?This was a question i never managed to answer.What is life without death?This was also a question i never managed to answer.But the question i was always scared to find the answer was:

''How do you fell when you die?''

Now i see how it is to die.

I feel pain and everything.I could here some voices but i couldn't understand what they were saying.I opened a little my eyes.My vision was quite a lot dull.''Please help me..''i managed to say through many little breaths and the two people turned to look me.''She is alove..''the one said.I heard it clear.''You must be grateful that she is alive'' the other said.Suddenly i fell cold again and a wind was blowing my hair.My pulse was slowly dying.I left a single last short breath

and i closed my eyes..

My eyes opened sharply and i started to give a glare to the room i was.It was only my room.Everything was just a dream.But i feel so empty.Where is everyone?Where are my parents and my brother?I turned my head and looked at my desk.It was full of homework and books of different variety.Chemistry,Maths,Geography and some others.I snorted when i understood that i must do all that homework and study good all these books because my grades were rigging from them.I letted out a snore.Everything in my life was bad.The only thing that was keeping me alive was my family,especially my brother.He was such a little badass but i was loving him.I may be nine years older than him but that doesn't matter.That moment my mind was full of bad thoughts.I stood up on my foot and i went to the Kitchen.I opened slowly a drawer and i picked up a small pocket knife.It was black and a little blade was decorating its edge.I took it and i went back to my room.I started to leave some scars on my left arm.They were looking painful but they actually weren't.I couldn't feel pain,only happiness and some tears on my eyes.

I took my decision

I pointed the knife to my heart,ready to call suicide and go away from tnis depreseed world.Then i remembered that i promished something to Mark,to watch a video.Kay why not.I typed to youtube Markiplier and i clicked the first video.It was a Five Nights At Freddy's 1 gameplay."Hello everybody,my name is Markiplier and welcome to Five Nights At Freddy's,a new indie game!"he said happy with a bright smile.Kay time to do it.I was pointing the knife to my heart,i was ready to do it..

3...2...1...

"AHHH"someone screamed.I turned my head and stared at the screen of my phone.Mark was sweaty and scaried.What the..Probably Bonnie jumpscared him but his face was princiles.I smiled and giggled a little.It was the first and the last time in my life i really smiled.I stood up and put the pocket knife back to the kitchen's drawer.I was happy,excited with no reason just because i saw that video with that Markiplier dude.I look myself on the bathroom's mirror.My hair was messy and my eyes were red and wet from the tears.I looked my scars,they will faint soon or later.I looked back at the mirror

"There's still hope on this world,Zoe..You are not ready to die today.."

I said to myself and i exited the bathroom with a smile.I could feel strange like someone was following me.A dark voice whispered to my ear..

"We will see,Zoe..we will see.."

But that moment i wasn't giving a fuck for everyone expect myself.