The thought engulfs my heart in flames
You not being here is a shame
However I can't take this anymore
I need you here, my heart is sore.

My mind says no, my heart yearns a yes
My hesitant soul, I feel possessed.
I crave your touch, your smell, your skin
I can't believe I'm doing this, yet again.

You hurt me once, but a drug's like hell
One small taste and I am under your spell
I miss your hugs and your kissing
But I don't know if that's what I'm missing.

The scars you left tell me no
But my lonely heart wants you so
I have no choice but to fall once again
Your personality a three, your features a ten.

You hurt me once, but I don't care
I'm lonely, I'm lost, my mind everywhere
My brain says no, but my heart yearns a yes
I can't decide if it's really loneliness.

I miss your hugs and your kissing
But that isn't really what I'm missing.
I don't miss you or your abuse
I miss how I felt between each excuse.

I felt wanted, and needed
Now I feel worthless and defeated.
I don't want you, I want love
I don't need you, I need a shove.

My brain says no, my heart yearns a yes
It is love I need within my loneliness.