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WARNING: PREPARE YOUR FEELINGS!

Hi to all my dearest readers. Sorry for the super duper late update! I'm not gonna talk too much. So, here it goes.

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Santana's POV:

It has been six days since I have seen Brittany. Well, let's just say that I purposely been trying to avoid her for a reason. I've been trying to figure out how to confront her regarding the information I found in her room. Of course, it did hurt me. I felt betrayed and stupid telling her all my problems I didn't know that she already knew. But then I was torn about my feelings and my concern for Brittany. I don't want to risk my girlfriend's condition at the same time I want to know the truth behind the reason why she lied to me.

"Are you afraid?" I ask Rachel as we both laid down on the couch.

"Of death?" She asks and shook her head. "I guess my answer won't matter," she hugs me tight and smiled. "I don't have a choice but to accept it."

"Why would you think like that?" I asked and frowned. "You'll survive."

"Santana, my body stopped responding to chemo two months ago. The last thing I need to do is deal with it. Death is like the last stop for everyone. It's just that I'm dying earlier than I thought. Thinking about not being with you, that, scares me a lot."

I cried as I was holding her tight. "It scares me too."

"It's gonna be okay," she uttered.

"How can it be okay?" I ask painfully.

"I just know. I'm not ready but I have to be, you need to do the same thing." She says like it was the easiest thing to say. "If I'm gone, I promise that I will look after you from heaven or if out of luck that I would be in the underworld, I would still do the same," she says letting out a laugh.

"I don't think they'll accept you in the underworld. I mean, you're loud, you'll scare demons before they can scare you," I say teasing her. She gasps and hit my arms. "Ouch!"

"Well that wasn't nice at all though it'll be a good reason for the underworld not to take me!" She says and huffed.

"Aww," I cooed. I looked at her eyes and tucked the stray hair behind her ears. "I'm afraid, Rachel. Knowing that one day I would never get to see your smile, your eyes, hear you sing, hear you laugh. I don't know what I would be without you."

She looks at me heartbroken but smiled. "Santana don't say that. Promise me you'll move on, date and maybe get married. You're young, you're beautiful, I know there's someone for you who can stay and grow old with you."

"But there's no one I can love the same way I love you."

"Santana" She mumbled and let out a sigh "Please don't get too hard on yourself. Don't close your door. Let someone love you the way I do or more than I can do. You can't just stop your world because of me."

"I don't know."

"Promise me you'll at least try."

"I can't."

"Yes you can. Please, promise me",

"Okay, okay... I promise," I said before I kissed her passionately. "I love you Rachel Barbra Berry. Please stay with me."

"I'll always be with you and I love you too," she says.

I was staring blankly up the ceiling reminiscing that night with Rachel as I lie down in my bed. My eyes blink and suddenly felt my pillow damped with tears that made me realized I had been crying. I wiped it away and sniffled. I turned to my right, hugged a pillow and closed my eyes almost falling asleep when I heard a clinking sound coming from the window. I ignored it, but then the clinking sound keeps on going and going so I looked at my side and saw pebbles were thrown at my window. My phone suddenly rings which forced me to get up.

"Hello?" I answered without looking on the caller ID.

"Hey, Babe. Are you still awake?" It was Brittany and I chuckled with her obvious question.

"I'm actually dreaming that my girlfriend is calling my phone right now," I say half asleep but smiling.

She whined. "San" and yes I could imagine her pouting. "So, I know it's late but are you still up for something?" She asked which made me think and frowned.

"What something?" I asked as I look back at my window checking if the throwing has stopped.

"Just look outside your window." She demands.

I got up and looked out the window. "What should I see?"

"I mean, go outside your room through the window and stand at your balcony," she elaborated.

I opened my window up and hopped out to the balcony though I do really have a door but I'm too lazy to find its key.

I looked down and was surprised seeing her standing outside holding a picnic basket. She held it up and grinned at me. "Pizza delivery!" She exclaimed and I put up my finger on my mouth and mouthed to keep her voice down. "Cheesy lovers' pizza, just the way you like it!" She whispered that only we could hear before she let out cute giggles.

I arched my eyebrows. "Now I see who's been throwing pebbles on my window."

She shrugged. "Forgive me?" she asks biting her lower lip.

"Double the cheese?" I ask referring to the pizza.

"Double the cheese!" She confirmed.

"...With stuffed crust?"

"Check!" She says and winks. "I also got a bottle of coke!"

"...Diet?" I ask.

She poked out her tongue and giggles. "I'll just take note of that and make it up to you next visit?" She says scratching the back of her neck.

I smirked. "Come up here, humor!" I say inviting her. She brought the basket up using a thick string she put around the trunk of the tree near my balcony which she also uses to get up in my room secretly.

She reaches for me so I helped her up by gripping her left arm pulling her body weight towards mine. I almost tripped when she got on the platform but she got me by my waist quickly like a superhero. "Clumsy," she mumbles and smiles.

I grinned and I let her kiss me. Her lips trail down my neck giving intense sensation to my body. She starts walking forward that made me automatically move backwards; both our body and lips are still in contact.

"Let's go inside" I say and she nodded

The back of my knees hit the edge of my bed that made my legs weaken and cause me to fall on my queen sized bed. Brittany continued on kissing my neck down to my chest. I gasp and moaned when I felt the kind of electricity tickles everywhere. She instantly removes my shirt which made me gasp for more. My breathing starts to hitch when her lips landed on my stomach. It feels so crazy that I moan and curses through my every breath. "Shiiit" both our eyes locked to each other as she went up again. I was ready for more when she showed up a smirk, got up and reached for my hand.

"Let's eat! I'm hungry!" She says biting her lips.

Of course I was pissed off. "What the hell?" I groaned. "Oh my god, really Britt? Why do you have to do this to me!? What the fuck?" I whispered harshly. I hate being left aroused. It hurts so bad that I need a cold shower.

"Where are you going?" She asks laughing.

"Well, I'm going to have a cold shower! That wasn't funny at all Britt!" I say feeling so frustrated that I want to rip off her clothes. "Urgh, shit!" I groaned and got inside the bathroom and took a really quick cold shower.

I heard knocks outside my bathroom door. "San, get out there or I'm gonna eat this whole pizza alone!" she shouted.

"Don't you dare, Britt!" I warned.

"Hmmm..." she moaned. "YUMMY!"

"Take only two slices!" I yelled laughing at her. After fifteen minutes of ranting inside the shower because of still being pissed. I noticed she became silent. "Britt, did you hear everything I said?" I called and waited for her to answer.

I became a little worried so I put on the towel around my body and came out of the bathroom. My face suddenly softens. I chuckled and smiled seeing a sleeping and already snoring blonde on my bed. I quickly put a shirt on and short shorts, I then took the pizza box out of her grip and ran downstairs to put it in the fridge. I decided to heat and eat it in the morning instead. I got back to my room, silently got inside and lie down next to Brittany.

I still feel so lucky to have her in my life.

I caressed her face as I was watching her sleep with a smile on her face.

"How could I be mad at you? When you're so kind and sweet," I whispered. "Why do you have to lie to me? What are you so afraid of?" Then suddenly her face makes a frown and there was tear drop in her eyes. I wiped it away, kissed the corner of her eye and I gently hugged Brittany tight.

Is she afraid that I would leave her if she tells me? How long she'd been keeping that information from me? I'm so disappointed, hurt and mad at her but I love her so much to ruin what we have. I wanted to confront her but I feel so scared. I don't want to say something stupid that will end up hurting her feelings. If I start to show my feelings about this, I don't think I can control myself not to burst in anger... I can't even control my own anxiety. I hate confronting people. I hate this feeling.

I think it's better to leave my past behind. We don't have to talk about it, right? Brittany and I have been talking about our future and we both decided to go to New York after graduation, get married and continue to get a degree.

"I love you so much," I whispered before I drifted off to sleep.

The next day, I was woken up by her when she started to shook me out of my sleep. "Santana, wake up."

"Britt, I'm still sleepy," I uttered through my pillow.

"Babe, I'm sorry. I must've fallen asleep last night. It's four-thirty in the morning and I need to go home to fix my things for school. Have you eaten all the pizza?" She asks.

I chuckled. "Nope, I don't have monster tummy to eat the whole pizza. I put the box inside the fridge. Do you wanna have breakfast first?" I ask as I open one eye. I saw her grin at me and shook her head.

"No, I'm good. But you gotta eat the pizza for breakfast because I bought it only for you."

"But you ate almost half of it," I mumbled.

She looks at me with guilt before she let out a giggle and shrugged. "I just took three slices to make sure I ordered the right flavor," she told me and I rolled my eyes and laughed.

"Yeah, right" I mumbled.

"Cool! So, I gotta go and I'll see you at school, okay?" She says and kissed my lips. "I love you"

"I love you back," I mumbled drifting back to sleep.

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I was doing my assignments inside the head cheerleaders' office at my own table when Quinn enters and sits at her own table too, just in front of me. I didn't bother to look and continued on what I was doing. I heard some shuffling sound and loud groan when I thought she hit something.

"What is up with you?" I heard her said. I frown and looked up at her. She was glaring at me with her hands on both sides of her hips.

"What?" I asked.

"You are not talking and I never heard you say at least one insult the whole day! That means only one thing and it means there's something wrong you won't share!" she rants arching her eyebrows.

I sigh and gets back on scribbling down my notes. "I just have lots of things to finish. You are paranoid, Quinn."

"And you seem so distracted. You didn't participate in Glee club. Mr. Schuester asks you two questions about Amy Winehouse which you were supposed to know the answer, hell she was your idol. You're physically with us but your mind seems to be elsewhere."

"It's nothing for you to be bothered, Quinn. I'm fine, really." I said looking at her straight in the eye to help myself hide the truth. I then gathered my things and put them in my bag. "I'm going now. I'm meeting Britt outside school and we're going out on a date. I'll see you tomorrow," I say and half smiled.

I was about to exit the door when Quinn grabbed my hand stopping me from my track. "Text or call me if you need a friend, okay?"

I sigh. "Quinn-"

"I know there's something bothering you. I'm just letting you know that I'm here."

I nodded and said, "Thank you. I'll see you tomorrow."

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I was walking alone in an empty hallway of our school. All classes are still ongoing and the only sound that could be heard is the audible laughter from each room, the angry teachers and some girls sneaking out of their rooms to do some of their make-up and re-touch. I was about to enter a restroom when I heard Brittany's voice talking with someone which I immediately confirmed was Reagan.

"Come on, Britt. Just consider coming with us. It's gonna be a fun night!" Reagan pleads.

"I don't know Rae. I'll have to tell Santana about it" was Brittany's response.

"Why do you always have to ask for her approval?"

"Because she's my girlfriend and no, I don't have to get an approval from her but as a girlfriend it's my responsibility to tell her where I'm going so that she won't worry about me and I don't think there's something wrong with that."

A smile instantly forms in my face when I heard Brittany said that but then easily disappeared when Reagan tried again to oppose.

"Then you're just gonna miss the real fun! If you tell your girlfriend you're going to party, I'm sure she'll come with you."

"Then that's great! Santana is cool and fun to be with. You just don't know her."

"Then how can you hook up with someone if she's always around you? Give yourself a break! Where's the real Brittany I know?"

I interrupted before Brittany could answer. "Hook up with someone else or you mean hook up with you? Get over it Reagan, Brittany's with me, and you were never her type!"

Reagan crosses her arms below her chest as she clenches her jaw and arched an eyebrow. "Oh great, I didn't know your mother has been eavesdropping on us."

"Santana, you heard everything?" Brittany asks.

"And didn't miss any," I say still having a battle of death glare with the evil bitch. "I know I don't have a say about my girlfriend's friends and best friends but you're already out of the line. I can't and don't tolerate people like you. Brittany is not coming to that party. Not when you are around!" I say with a bit of snarky before I looked at Britt and instantly my mood softens. "Let's go Britt, we still have a date. Leave your car here, we're using my car and I'll drive."

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Brittany's POV:

It was complete silence inside the car as Santana drive us to the restaurant she'd reserve for our date. There's no special occasion, it's just we miss to have a special date like this so we decided to go since its Friday anyway.

The silence kills me so I decided to talk first. "How's your day?" I ask.

"Just good... What about yours?" She asks.

I stared outside the window looking at the trees as our car passed by. It looks refreshing which helped me calm a bit. It's just Santana makes me nervous when she's snappy. "I watched soccer. It was fun. Though, it made me upset because I miss playing with my friends," then there was another long silence.

The traffic makes Santana grumpier that she keeps honking everytime she had to stop at red traffic light. I sigh and took Santana's hand closer to mine. "Relax. We'll get there" I say softly.

She half smiled and stopped being pissed.

It took us another five minutes before we finally made it to the restaurant.

Santana starts talking to me and surprisingly she didn't open up about what happened in school with Reagan but I was watching her. There's something in her face that tells me something is bothering her.

Someone told me, just because you're not talking about the problem doesn't mean it has been fixed.

Santana waved at the waitress and asked for our receipt just right after we finished our food.

"It's my treat," she says and reached for her bag to take her wallet. I capped her other hand that's on the table to get her attention. She looks at me with a questioning look.

"I'm sorry about earlier," I say sincerely.

"Britt, if it's about your friend then you don't have to be sorry for her. I'm not upset about it but honestly, I don't like her."

I sigh. "Okay but if it's not Reagan then what are you upset about? Santana it shows that you are bothered about something. Did I tell something you don't like? If you were thinking I'm going to that party then no, I'm not. You are shutting me down and I hate it when you don't talk to me and when we don't try to talk about our problem."

Santana cracked into a smile and chuckles. "You look adorable when you do that."

"Do what?"

"When you're piss of me," she says and goofily smiled.

"Santana, please stop trying to change the topic," I say with stern in my voice. "I'm not pissed. I'm worried and concerned about you," I told her.

"Why? I'm fine."

"No, you are not. You're not telling me what you truly feel. You like me guessing and figuring out what's wrong, and I don't want that. What if I'm not aware you are hurting because of me?"

"I'm okay. I promise. Nothing for you to worry about. I don't want you to go to that party but if you insist, just tell me and I'll come with you."

"But are you jealous of Reagan?" I ask.

She scoffed. "I'm not the jealous type," she says frowning at me.

I then arched my eye brows and smirked. "Really?"

"I don't trust her that's why I can't be at ease thinking about you being alone with her."

"I'm never going to cheat on you. You know that, right?"

"I know." Her face then softens but with sadness in her voice she says, "I just want to know everything. I don't want you to lie to me or keep something from me. If there's anything you wanna share with me, tell me. I'm always ready to listen."

It strikes me inside, making me remember that I've been keeping something from her for a long time now. I was about to say something when the waitress came back and handed Santana our receipt. She paid for our food and did not ask for a change. Then we leave to go back to school so I can get my car and drive it home.

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Saturday night...

Reagan has been calling and texting me nonstop to come with them in this party they were talking about though I told her I can't and made an alibi that I have important things to do.

Santana just sent me a good night text with a smiley and heart emoji. So, time for me to sleep too but then the thought of Rachel keeps bugging my head again. I grabbed my phone and took a deep breath, I closed my eyes and have decided to call Santana and tell her to meet me so I could tell her everything. My conscience was eating me alive and it's better if I tell her now.

Before I could start dialing I heard someone knocked on my door.

"Brittany your friends are downstairs!" Hannah audibly says.

God damn it! I uttered inside my head.

I run downstairs then I was met with half of my former soccer teammates. They were all in the living room and some of them are having chat with my stepmom, Holly.

"Guys what are you doing here?" I ask not showing how irritated I was.

Holly walks towards me and says in a whisper "You never told me you have to attend a party. Your friends called me and ask for my permission. I told them you're free tonight"

"Mom, I'm going to sleep and I got a lot of projects to finish soon!" I whispered harshly at her

"Brittany, come on! This is the only night that we can be completed as a team" Emily says pleading

"I'm not part of the team anymore and Santana knows that I'm not going" I whispered to Emily.

"I think she won't get mad if I stay by your side the whole night. You can just send her a text message or you give her phone number to me so I could text her myself to let her know you are safe with me. She trusted me more than Reagan" she says and shrugged

I thought about it for a moment but then decided to go with them anyway.

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At the party...

It was already one in the morning and I plopped down on the couch to relax my feet after dancing for like an hour. I only got two shots of flameados con vodka but I already felt dizzy.

I took my phone out of my pocket to try to call Santana's phone again.

"Hey, stop calling your girlfriend and just enjoy the night. The real party hasn't started yet" Reagan says as she snatched my phone and plops down on the couch next to me.

I sigh "I wanna go home. I felt dizzy and these people are starting to suffocate me. Give me my phone back" I say a little slurry.

I turned my head looking for Emily and gladly she immediately saw me with Reagan so she automatically walked towards us to prevent Reagan from flirting with me "Girlfriend, how many shots you got?" she asks as she studied me

"Two shots" I say

"And you're already drunk?" Emily asks and shook her head "Come on, I'll take you home" she then grabbed my hand helping me up

But then Reagan stopped Emily "Whoa, she's not going home this early. I'll take her home later but for now..." She then looks at me "You'll stay here for another two hours. Come on, let's take more shots!"

"Reagan, I think she already had enough" Emily says to Rae with a bit of snarky.

"You're such a party pooper! Go away!" She hissed pushing Emily aside as she dragged me towards the kitchen for more drinks. When we got into the kitchen she took something out of her pocket and handed a small tablet to me "Take this, it'll help you relax and ease the dizziness"

I had a bad feeling about the tablet she handed to me so I handed it back to her "Reagan, I'm sorry but I don't do drugs"

She chuckled "Obviously" she says "It's not illegal drug silly. Just take it, it's a medicine"

"...And I can't take any medicine and I don't want to drink more booze. I don't really feel good right now and I just wanna go home"

She sighs "Fine, I'll take you home but drink this first. It's just water to wet your dry throat"

I nodded lousy "Yes, please"

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The ray of sunlight woke me up when it hits my eyes. I groaned trying to get up but I feel so weak. There's dryness in my throat and my eyes are kind of blurry "Damn alcohol" I muttered to myself. Then I thought about how did I get home?

I slowly pushed my body up from bed and as my eyes gets clearer, I realized I was in a room that isn't mine "Shit, shit, shit" I muttered a little nervous.

Then suddenly I fell back in bed when someone grabbed my shoulder and pulled me down "Where are you going, silly"

I was jolted by surprised seeing it was Reagan. She was naked, I looked at my own body and was shocked that I was too "What did you do to me?" I asked still stunned at what I'm seeing "What the hell did you do to me?" I yelled at her finally finding my voice. I pulled out of her, getting off of her arms and out of the bed covering myself with the white blanket.

She smiled at me and snorted "You mean what we both did last night?"

"This isn't funny Rae! You know I have a girlfriend! If this is some sort of stupid prank, stop it!" I yelled out of rage. I pray that this is some joke they setup because I can't forgive myself if I did really have sex with Reagan.

I took my clothes that are scattered on the floor and wore immediately "Where's my phone!?" I ask with stern.

She took it from the night stand drawer and threw it at me. I checked on my phone and saw seven missed calls from Santana.

"Your girlfriend has been calling at you. It rang three times last night and four times this morning. Your phone rings again for the eighth time so I answered it for you" she says with a smirk and shrugged on me.

I looked at her in wide eyes "Why the fuck did you do that!? What did you tell to my girlfriend!?"

"I told her you're safe with me. I said I'll be waiting and will open the door for her if she wants to get you here. I was really about to wake you up so you could have time to dress and fix yourself because I know your girlfriend would freak out if she finds you sleeping next to me but then my mind suddenly changed. I mean, it would be fun seeing your girlfriend out of rage and pissed off because I finally got her girlfriend. I'm so excited to tell her how much you liked it with me" She says with full of malice.

I can't believe we really had sex!? God, no! It didn't happen! Nothing happened!

I ran my fingers through my hair controlling myself not to punch her "What the fuck is wrong with you? What do you want from me? Why are you trying to break us up?"

She got up showing her naked body. She clenched her jaw as she moves closer to me and held both of my arms before her eyes set on mine "I just want you to love me back. Is it so hard to love me back? We got it on last night and it was fun! You kissed me first so I kissed you back. You can ask Emily if you won't believe me"

"Stop it Reagan! You're just hurting yourself and it's not cool to play this fake sex thing because I couldn't recall anything happened last night and I'm sure nothing happened between us. I love Santana and I would never cheat on her" I say with stern.

She laughed "But you already did!"

"Fuck you!" I gathered all my things and run downstairs.

"Brittany, don't go! Stay with me! You love me and I know you're just not aware of your true feelings for me!"

"Go fuck yourself Reagan!" I yelled at her "Stop following me! I can't be your best friend anymore!"

"Guys, what's happening?" Emily asks sleepy as she got up from the couch.

"Is this a prank!? Do you know about what Reagan did to me?" I ask Emily as I was so frustrated to know the truth.

"What are you talking about?" She asks me and looks at Reagan who have blanket covered around her body "Why are you naked?"

Then all of us were startled when the front door flew open seeing Santana.

"Santana" I gulped looking at her in wide eyes.

Santana was shocked seeing Reagan only covered with white blanket. She looks at me with disappointment. Her lips quiver as she clenches her jaw and ball her knuckles tight.

"Santana I can explain" I told her. She sobs and runs away.

"Santana!" I yelled and run after her "Santana, stop! I can explain! Please just hear me!"

She stopped, catching her breath. I was so nervous and wasn't sure if I should touch her but I did anyways and hugged her from behind "Santana, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I lied to you but I swear I didn't do anything with her. All I remember I was drinking last night. I felt dizzy and I told her I wanna go home, she offered me to drink water and the next thing I know I woke up naked next to her" I said regretting saying the last part.

Santana gripped my hands and pulls me off of her.

"Stop lying! I already caught you!"

"Caught me what? Caught me doing it with her!?" I said regretting again for raising my voice. I shook my head and let out a shaky breath "Santana, I swear I didn't do anything. I'm not lying"

She sarcastically laughs at me as tears fall from her eyes "I don't know, Britt. How many times you lied to me, really?"

"Santana I never lied to you!"

"Bullshit! Really? The fact that you kept about Rachel being your heart donor and this!? Why you had to lie to me!? Are you just playing with me, for me to look stupid on your friends!?"

"Santana-"

"Santana what, huh?... Santana what?... I lied to you because what!?" She yells at me and starts to break down emotionally "I accidentally found the letter last Friday in your room. I didn't know how to confront you because I was so afraid that it might trigger your emotions and I care for you. God, I fucking love you!" she screams at me "I just want you to tell me everything. I want it to come from you, that you would bring that up and we'll move on. I was so blind caring about your feelings! Now, guess what? I didn't know I was already killing myself saving you from heartbreak and from your own mistake!"

I cried heartbreakingly holding her hands closer to my chest "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to keep that from you. I swear it was never my intention to hurt you"

"Stop lying to my face! Get off me, I don't wanna see you!" She hissed and her anger makes me flinched

I shook my head not believing what I just heard from her and sobbed as I was pulling her closer "Santana, please. I'm so sorry. I was afraid, I'm still afraid that your feelings for Rachel would get back or that if you stay you would only love me because I have her heart. I know that sound so stupid but that's what makes me scared"

"Brittany, we've been together for almost half a year now and you still doubt my feelings for you? You think I'm not trying my best to give everything I can in this relationship? You think I would just leave you because of that?"

"I didn't mean to think that way. I was really planning to tell you when I first found out about it, but something good always come. I was falling in love to you so hard that it makes me scared more to confess to you everything because I don't want you to hate me. Please, forgive me" I say crying.

"Did you realize how you made me feel right now? You made me feel stupid, me telling you all my problems about Leroy and Hiram keeping a secret from me when all along you knew what it was? Do you realized it pains me thinking how could you look at me straight in the eyes like you're so true to me and never stabbed me in the back? Of all people, I wasn't expecting you're gonna be a part of it. You have no right to keep it a secret from me, you have no right to lie to me, and you have no right to cheat on me because I was true to you!"

I tried to hug her but she motioned for me not to do it "Don't" she uttered.

"Santana, I'm sorry. Please... just please forgive me. I made a big mistake. Please don't leave me. Don't push me away, please let's fix this" I begged as I was holding back a sob.

"Don't push you away? Britt you're the one pushing me away! You lied to me about Rachel and you lied about not going to this party and now you make me wanna believe you didn't have sex with Reagan!?"

"You know I would never cheat on you!"

"No, I don't! I was right from the start. I knew you couldn't be trusted. I knew you're just playing this game" she says looking at me with disappointment before she walks away.

"That's not true!" I say raising my voice as I start following her on her track "You know how much I love you, Santana!"

"If you love me you would never hurt me like that! If you love me, you would never cheat on me! Go back to your best friend because this game is over!" She said pointing at me as she walks away but I didn't stop following her.

"God damn it, Santana! Stop walking away from me! Believe me, I'm telling the truth this time!" I begged and just as she reached her car, she saw pictures pinned between her windshield and wiper blades that made her stop dead track and sobs uncontrollable. I moved pass her to look what it is and my eyes went wide seeing pictures of me and Reagan on the same bed, kissing, naked and some looks like we're really having sex. I took all the pictures and ripped it all "Santana this is a setup! Someone is playing a game on me. I could never do these to you, and you know that! I don't know about these pictures. I don't remember any of these happened!" I say desperately and wanting her so much to believe in me.

"You woke up naked in that girl's room!" She screamed pointing back at the house "That words came out from you and now you want me to believe everything that you say!? You have done enough!" she screams and pushed me away before she opened her car door and gets in.

"Santana let me in!" I say trying to open the passenger's door but she was adamant and drives away faster "Santana!"

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Santana's POV:

I want to believe her so bad but I just couldn't because she lied to me many times and I can't trust her anymore after she slept with her best friend. I can't believe she could do such things to me. I would never let someone breaks me again.

It started to rain which I hated the most. It makes me upset and reminds how Brittany loves it. So I started driving faster wanting to go home as soon as I can. My eyes get blurry because of these damn tears that keep falling from my eyes. All I could feel was hurt in my chest. I was gripping harder on the wheel and starts screaming without any word. Just screams, sobs, screams, sobs... I wiped away my tears when I couldn't see the road clearer, but it was too late when something hit my car that it flips me over and made me hit my head on the wheel and on my car window. The car stopped from flipping and I was still conscious. I heard my phone rings so I reached for it to get help. My own blood was blinding me as it run from my head. I felt for it and something stung that I hissed with pain. I cried because it started to hurt so bad that my vision started to swirl and darkness was starting to consume me. Still, I managed to answer the call and heard Brittany's voice "Santana, I love you! Please don't leave me. Come back to me"

Before I could say something, everything just went black.

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