The next morning, I did my morning activities like normal. I took a shower, brushed my teeth, and made me some breakfast. I was still pissed at Tracy's crazy ass. She really pissed me off last night and what made it worse was that it was in front of everyone at the club.

She really loves attention and hates when things doesn't go her way. She showed her true colors and I don't know if I want to continue this relationship with her. I got a lot to think about. I mean, we aint been together that long and I'm still trying to get to know her. My phone started to ring.

       "Hello?" I answered. It was my ex and baby mama Cudda. 

"Hey do you want to see the kids? If so do you want to come over here or do you want me to drop them off at your place?" she asked. 

"Bring them here," I responded. 

I didn't mention this earlier, but yes I am a father. A proud father. I have two kids, a boy and a girl named Eric Jr. and Erica. My kids are my world and they motivate me. They are the best thing that has happened in my life.
I do regret getting Cudda pregnant at an early age but I don't regret my kids.

Cudda and I aint together anymore obviously.

After we broke up, we both decided to coparent and honestly I'm glad we're coparenting because like I said before, relationships just aren't for me but I'm
trying to make things work out with Tracy.

An hour later I heard a knock on my door.
It was Cudda with Eric & Erica. I was so happy to see them. They're still babies so they dont know what's going on but they will when they get older. Cudda told me that she will come back to pick them up at 10:00 tonight which means that I have all day with them.

I wish I can have more time with them though. I missed my kids, I missed my life.
I missed out on a lot because of this drug dealing shit.

I don't want my kids to grow up and know that their father was a drug dealer by the name of "Casual".

I looked over at Eric Jr. He's my first born and looks just like me. Erica does too but I think she looks more like her mom. I never knew what love was until I met my children.
I wouldn't trade this for nothing in the world.