Another One
-Aaliyah's POV-
I was feeling sick again. The same way I felt when I found out that I was pregnant with Dominick. I hate being sick. Everytime I try to eat something, my stomach doesn't agree with it and I throw it back up. I've also had morning sickness for the past few weeks. These are the same symptons I had a few years ago so I decided to take a pregnancy test.
My relationship with Eric has been chaotic these last few months. I'm always lonely because he's never home with me. We can't hold conversations anymore like we used to and he acts like he's not into me.
Is he over me? Did he fall out of love with me? Is he cheating? Am I starting to get ugly and boring? I ask myself these questions everyday. But he shouldn't try to get bored with me because let's not forget that he was the same guy that literally spent a year trying to get my attention. I was not checking for Eric at first so I dont know why he has the big head now.
I shouldn't have to question our relationship everyday. When it gets to that point, it's time to leave. I have no problem co-parenting with him. That's probably the best decision anyway.
I bought two pregnancy tests like Kidada suggested. My period didn't come this month and the last time me and Eric had sex was in December before the new year. I went to the bathroom and peed on both sticks then I waited for the results. Minutes later, I looked down and saw a positive sign on both tests.
I wasn't shocked like I was the first time. I'm happy to be pregnant with my second child because being a mom is the best feeling in the world. No one is going to love you for you like your children. I dont regret getting pregnant for the second time, but I do regret getting pregnant by a man that's put me through hell and doesn't show me any attention anymore.
Eric has enough kids as is but he's okay with it I guess. This is my second child with him and we've been together almost five years. This is another reason for Tracy and the rest of his jealous female fans to continue to hate me.
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