[Jaren]

  I heard my phone went off and as I was about to turn over I felt something holding me closer. I looked and see how close John is. I jumped and struggle to get out of his grip. I was free and stood off my bed, I looked and see that he was close to me. I bet he moved his bed.

I went off to the kitchen to get some water. I stretched as I heard steps walking this way and I looked over and saw Octavia "Hey bud, you hungry?" She walked to her bowl and I fed her and gave water too.

I heard John coming this way "Hey Jaren I'm gonna go okay," he said "alright John, see ya later." I watched him go away. I wish he stayed longer. I walked to my room and layed at bed staring at the ceiling.

I woke up in bed and I stood up and looked around. I saw John beside me 'wait didn't he left?' I wonder around the room for a bit and everything seem to be my place but why is John here? I went out the room and went to the kitchen and I didn't see Octavia anywhere. Hmm, seems oddly weird.

I went back to John and woke him up "Yeah what's up?" I looked at him. He shouldn't be here. "I umm... Would you mind if I sleep with you?," I asked "Yeah sure," he said I went to him and layed next to him. I looked at him and I see him already asleep. I looked the other way and I felt arms slowly wrapping behind me. I turn a bit and I see John hugging me from behind.

I turn my body around, facing him. I gently press my lips against his forehead and he seem to move and kissing me. I was surprised at first but didn't care at all. I wanted this anyways. As we kissed it seems to get more heated, well for me because my face is really hot right now. I felt his tongue against mine and he seems to just play with it. Which it feels so good, I felt myself just letting go. I felt his hand sliding under my shirt and I feel myself getting a little of a buddy wanted attention. [Yes his di-]

"Ugh! John... Umm Sto-mmm," I try saying stop but he seems to much into it. I went along with it for a bit and I'm already getting uncomfortable. I felt his hand moving way below my chest "Ummmm... John! John! St-mm" I got hold of his hand and somehow his stronger!? What kind of world is this?

"Jaren you want this I know you do," John whispering in my ear. I can't speak. What is going on!? "Shh, no need to stop Jaren. You want this I know you really do" okay this is enough, it's to fucking weird! I try getting John off of me but I seem to not get a hold of his control "Stop fighting against this Jaren! You know you want it!" I just can't seem to let him go!

"JAREN!" I heard John yelled. I stop and I form tears "JAREN! HEY!" wait...

"JAREN WAKE THE FUCK UP YOU MILKBAG!" I open my eyes and I can't see anything it's too blurry "Jaren you okay!" I saw John really close me and I jumped away from him "Holy fucking shit!" John looked at me with a face of worry "Are you okay Jaren? You seem to be dreaming," John said "sorry I must have falling asleep," I said "It okay, you alright you were mumbling," he said "I'm alright just a bad dream..."

He told if I wanted water and I said no just some little rest "If you need anything, say my name I would be in the living room waiting for you," he said "You can stay here if you want," I said "I know but I want to give you some privacy, so you can get rid of the bad dream you had" he said and just walked away. I looked down and see that I have been already erected, I sighed, now what am I supposed to do with this?

I try thinking of something else to get my mind to an empty thought so I won't have to deal with this.

As I stood up I went to living room with John. I looked over and he was fiddling his thumbs, worrying about me "Hey John," I said "Ah! Jaren! You feeling alright?" He asked "Yeah just needed some fresh air," I said.

[John]

I felt so worry about him. I hope he didn't had a really bad dream. He looked like he did but it wasn't "Yeah just needed some fresh air,"he said.

I told him if he wanted to have small walk around the neighborhood. He agreed and we did so. I couldn't stop thinking about him in bed moving a bit and mumbling words which I wasn't able to catch.

We past many houses and went one lap around the neighborhood and went inside "You feeling alright there buddy?" I asked "Yeah, I feel tired tho," he said "Well do you want to lay in bed and rest a bit?" I asked "Umm, yeah might as well," he said "I will be next to you to wake you," I said "Umm... Sure okay," he sounded weird with that line. I ignored it and we went to his room and I saw him layed in bed "You gonna take a rest?" I asked "Yeah just let me check my phone," he answered "okay, I'll wait for you," I said. He grabbed his phone and looked through it. I looked around and as I look at the door frame I saw Octavia walking in "Hey buddy," I said, she make a little barked at me. She must be slowly not caring about me being here. She went on the bed with Jaren and she curled next to him "Hey there bud," Smitty said "You two look so cute together," I said. He smiled for bit and looked back his phone. Did I said that wrong? I mean, he does look cute and Octavia with him makes him look even more cute "Alright i think I might rest," he said "Alright I'll be here," I said "Umm... Okay," he said in a weirdly manner again.

Time pass and as I was looking through my phone I heard a movement from Smitty. I looked over and he seems to facing away from me. I moved to other side of bed and I can see he's mouth open breathing kinda heavily. I waited for a few seconds to make sure if his dream will go away. It did, I didn't see him make any other expressions. I sat on the floor and lay my head on the bed looking at him.

Time pass again only a few minutes because he started breathing heavily again. I stood up and bit and in the corner of my eye I saw his hand gripping the bed sheets. Fuck I better wake him up. As I was about to shake him "John..." I stop midway "Smitty?" I asked "John... Please," his tone of voice is very different, like a tone you would hear of pleasure or something "John...!" I looked over and his face is bright red. Is he dreaming... About me? I stood their looking at him "Jo...hn..." I felt chills but I feel something else. I got on the bed and slowly move him to face him up "Ple...ase..." I honestly don't want to wake him but I do.

I lean down as I was inches away from him. I felt his heavy breathing. I lean in and kissed him.

I felt his lips moving against mine. I felt hands holding my arms. I kissed him more aggressively "John..." I don't know why but hearing him say my name like that is giving some kind of tingles. I felt him biting my lip but I stopped him from doing that. I bite his bottom lip and he try moving away but hold him down in place, gently I don't want to be to harsh.

I felt his hand moving up to my shoulder then to my hair gripping on it. I grabbed him and lift him up so he was sitting on my lap. I hold him in place "Fuck John..." I waited til he talked again so I can slid in his mouth "hmm," I try to make him talk but it seems he is to much in his mind to be listening to what I'm saying "Joh...!" I slid in at the right time and I hear him moaning a little bit as I twine my tongue against his. We parted for a second to breathe and close the space between us. I was getting tired of hold him so I let go of him putting him on the bed.

He was breathing kinda heavily but got his breathe back to normal "John... Why you stop?" He asked. Wait why he asked me that? I looked at him carefully and I see his eyes in a different kind of mood. Fuck "I was getting tired of holding you and I don't want to go anywhere further," I answered "But John! I want more!" He whined "No Jaren, no more, I'm quite tired," I said "alright..." He closed his eyes and I layed next him holding him in my arms. He position himself to be more in comfortable spot "Get some rest John, I know you been up very late lately," Smitty said "I know I will now that your next to me," I said. I kissed his cheek and we both rest for the day.