Btw if you think this is funny [or not] I wasn't really planning of this I just went whatever my mind tells me to write. I was going to dramatic or something...
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[Jaren]

We went for a walk to take a breather of what happened at my house "You okay John?" I asked him, seeing him just talking to himself "Yeah! Just some thoughts running through my head right..." He said. I heard slight words coming out of his mouth I could only make up some words "Shit... Not gotta like you! Why even try!... Don't make fool out of yourself... Stop he won't... Okay ... Stupid giggle gets me..." The only words I can get out of.

I wonder who he is talking about "John? Who is talking about?" I asked. He jointed in shock, probably because I heard him "Uh... It's just a girl... Uh... I like," he said. Then why did he say he? Maybe because they want it to be called a 'he' or 'them' than 'she' "Oh! What do they look like? Can I see them?" I babbled my mouth with so many questions about his liking to a girl "Uh... One day! Once if she actually wants to date me..." He sounds sad but calm. He said she, know it's like a 'whatever you like to call me' "Oh, so how would know if she like you back?" I asked "for now I don't know if she knows that like her like she's avoiding everything of my feeling and I keep stuff hidden from her," he said, "But what if she was in the same problem as you?" I asked "I doubt it," he said "You may never know! People do have stuff from people! Even if they do avoid your love," I said, "You know to stop a fucking sweetheart!" He said, "I can't I want to help you!" I said "I don't think you can help me.." his voice was low of sadness "Distance relationship?" I asked "Kinda... She's leaving soon to... Somewhere..." He said, sounds like if he was trying to find words to fit in "it's okay bud! At least I can make you happy!" I asked, he looked at me and smiled "thanks..." He said. I smiled back at him as we walked somewhere.

We went back to my home and we both sat on the couch "Ah... Such relaxing," I heard John say "I know right I'm just gonna lay down and take a rest," I said as I lay down on the couch and make myself feel comfy "Alright, I'll be... Hear," he said.

I close my eyes as I feel myself slowly getting to sleep. I slept in a comfortable way.

[Time pass by]

I woke up somehow in someone's lap. I feel my hair being touched. I stood up and see Tyler. He got startled from me waking up "Oh hey Smitty you woke up finally!" He said, "Why was I on your lap?" I asked, "Oh, John saw you fiddling around like you weren't comfortable, so he wanted me to take his place and sometime later you stopped." I looked at him confused "Why are you here?" I asked "Oh, John wanted someone to talk too, and he needed to vape. So he's outside right now," he said, I nodded as I stood up "I'm going to check on him..." Tyler nodded and went through his phone.

I went outside and saw John vaping "Hey John," I said calmly "Oh! Hey," he coughed. I must've scared him, I thought my voice was calm "Sorry, to startle you," I said "No... It's fine," he said, trying to make himself feel okay "I'm going to get water for!" I said as I was walking to the kitchen, but stopped before I got to the door "No it's fine! It doesn't matter to me that much," he said "You sure! You don't sound okay!" I said worried "It's fine! Thanks worrying but I don't want to get this in your mind for now so don't worry!" He said "Oh, okay... Then, I guess I go inside and let you be," I said as I went inside.

I sat down next to Tyler on the couch "So, how did it go?" He said "Hm?" He looked at me "How were you talked with John!" He said, "Oh, good nothing else why?" I asked "ah..." He only nodded and went back to looking through his phone to see what he can watch. I sat there doing nothing but feel myself getting sleep.

I fell a few times but I got myself awake, but it wasn't enough until I rested on Tyler's lap again. I was kinda curled up to the ball but mostly my arms were together like hugging a stuffed toy.

[John]

I thinking many things that are was going through my head. I can't stop thinking about Jaren. I stopped vaping and decided to went inside I put my vape in my pocket and looked up.

I saw Jaren falling down to Tyler's lap and he jumped a bit from Smitty falling on him. Of course, Tyler doesn't seem to care about Smitty laying on him. Which is a good thing! Because I would hurt him if he liked him, and that's not what I want to do.

I walk to them and Tyler looked up to look at me "Wanna have him?" He said. I nodded as we carefully switch places but Jaren woke up at the wrong time "Hm? What are doing?" He asked rubbing his eyes "Nothing I was Tyler to get up and take your head down from his lap you get to close... To... Somewhere.." he looked at me confused but shrugged it off "I'm too tired... I wanna go to bed," he whined as his eyes closing "Come I'll take you to bed," I picked him up bride style and signal Tyler to leave "I'm leaving! Nice talk John!" He said, "Bye, Ty!" Smitty said, "hm never heard that from him..." Tyler left and I said bye to him.

I took Smitty to his room and lay him in bed "Let me change, first!" He said as he stood up and changed.

I sat on the bed waiting for him to come out of the bathroom and he did. He wore a sorta a long shirt and shorts "Alright... I'll be sleeping!" He said and flopped on the bed and move too comfortable "Get some rest..." I said before I left the room.

Now I'm on my own, doing nothing but protect Jaren. I sat down laying my body on the door. I sighed and starting to feel myself getting tired. I must be awake at all costs!

I couldn't handle it, I went out. I was in like a relaxing position that I got tired and slept.

[Time pass by]

I woke up from a noise coming inside the room. I blinked a few times and rubbed my eyes as I open the door "Smitty? Are you okay?" I asked "Yeah I just hit my arm from the nightstand and got a cut," he said "Oh! Are you okay!" I said as I ran to him "Yeah it's nothing really it just a small one..." He said "It's not a small one for me! I care even the slightest of cuts!" I said as I went to grab a bandage and placed it on his cut.

He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back in return. I sat next to him and things get awkward "When did you wake up?" I asked "Uh... I think like a few minutes ago...?" He said "Uuh..." We really don't have that much to talk "Were you sleeping on the couch?" He asked, "Uh...! Yeah!" I said, obviously lying "You wanna sleep on the bed? You must be awfully uncomfortable on that couch," he said talking as if I was a dog. I nodded and laid in bed, he laid next to me and I hugged him "You such a cute thing..." He said "Talking like as if I was a dog..." I said "What? You just went with it," he said, "Aw someone putting out their claws!" I said "OW!" I felt a tug on my hair "fuck you did put out your claws!" I said, "I'll scratch you if you talk about me as a cat!" He said, "I'll bite you if you talk to me like a dog!" I replied back "Huh! Someone wants to fight!" He said sitting up "I rather have a cuddle than a fight..." I mumbled under my breath "Sorry, what did you just say?" He asked "I said I rather let you win than a dog dying," I said "Reasonable.." he said. I still didn't let go of the hug "You know you can let of the hug? It's not like I'm gone forever!" He said, "But we're you're going back to the airport and go home..." I said "I know but we can still talk," he said, "Yeah.. but, I talk in person!" I said "Don't a whiny, will talk in person when you plan to visit me," he said, "Why not live with you?" I asked, "That's too weird..." He said.  I felt a little shattered hearing that.

I stayed silent and let him go, he was confused. I could see it "What's wrong? Was it something I said? I'm sorry..." He said "No it wasn't, you... It's just I feel weird..." I said. I started getting dizzy, hearing the words over and over again.

I can't I feel myself, I feel like someone took my breath away "John! You okay!" I heard Smitty say "I'm fine... it's nothing.." I said, "John you don't fin-" "I said I'm fine!" I cut his words and yelled at him.

I stood up and left. Leave him there in his room "Fuck!" I said literally just hit myself "I hate myself of liking him!" I said as I just went home and went to my room and just took out my vape if my pocket and made myself pass out.

[Time pass by]

I woke up and looked around "How I'm I in my room?" I asked myself "You fled out of my house," I heard someone and saw Jaren on the doorway leaning against it "Really I don't remember anything," I said "Cause you just made yourself pass out," he said "Heh..." I chuckled "John! You just yelled at me!" He said, "Dude, I don't remember anything.." I said "Ugh! Why are you like this!" He said walked to me "I don't know! I just came into the world," I said laughing at my joke "John.. no jokes! We must talk," He said "Okay," I said.

I stood up and sat on the edge of the bed "So, what do you want?" I asked, "Why are you angry?" He asked "I don't know, maybe I don't want you here," I said "John... I'm sorry if I said something!" He said, "It wasn't you!" I said completely lying "It sure looked like it was! You acted weird when I said something and yelled at me," he said "It was timing that it happened! So it wasn't you," I said, "Look I wouldn't tell at you if you said something if I'm going through something I would..." I said running my hands through his hair and patted him "Okay... I trust you.." he said "Let's go get something to eat? Yeah," I said "Yeah! Let's go!" He said happily "You going out with just?" He was wearing shorts a sorta an oversized sweater "I mean It's kinda hot in here.." he said "Oh it is!? Heh.." I said "But if you say so," I said.

We both stood up and I let him through first and went somewhere to eat.

After all that, we just decided to play games and record it, cause you know! I have to grow that channel but I have a wait! Hah! YouTube! I least I can date them for there released but I wait a week for it.

Well, after all of that recording. I started edited! Yay.. so much fun! But hey at least I'm bored of doing anything, right? I got a message from someone, so I stopped from what I was doing and I picked up my phone

[Weldkat]
Yo come over a bit

[Kryoz]
Why?

[Weldkat]
Just come over!

[Kryoz]
Alright...

I don't know what going on, but it better to be worth my time. Ugh... I got up from my chair and left my office. I got my things and head out.