Andrew had jumped right next to us and we had come out of whatever trance we both had entered.

He was wearing his pants now and I think we all knew there was nothing beneath them *SHUDDER*.

He came up after us.

"I Ship it." he exclaimed in a really enthusiastic voice.

"What?" Ash asked him he looked kinda annoyed.

But why should he look annoyed.

'If you ask me he always look annoyed.'

Shut up Dunkers.

Is he annoyed that he couldn't kiss me? No no he just wants to get in my pants. I am really stupid.

'Something we agree on.'

SHUT UP.

"Rash? What the fuck are you talking about white." Ash asked Andrew.

Okay so maybe, just maybe I missed some part of conversation.

"Rose plus Ash equals hashtag Rash." Andrew explained.

"What the fuck!" me and Ash exclaimed simultaneously.

"See peeps couple goals right there." He said dramatically turning his head in everyone's direction.

"Shut the fuck up" we said simultaneously again. Everyone snickered.

"Why are you copying me?" we said simultaneously AGAIN....

"See what I mean," Andrew said.

"Shut up Andrew!" yup we both said that together.

"STOP!" we both said to eachother. 

Everyone just burst out laughing after that as i started swimming away.
I grabbed the yellow shirt which was on the swing I had seen Ash wearing it and went inside to get something to eat and suddenly it was there again. The panic attack. I quickly threw on the shirt and very slowly crept out of the main gate which was gaurded by two guards.

They gave me looks but did not say anything.

I was on the side walk now and was going to walk to my home. I just couldn't stand there and let the whole team see me break down like this and then I had taken about thirty steps when I felt it.

I killed him.

~FLASHBACK~

"Rose stop" My best friend yelled for me to stop running.
He caught me easily and put me down on the grass bellow us.

 "What are you running from Osito?" he asked playfully.

That was Eathan's nick name for me. Ever since he found out that osito means a teddy bear in Spanish he had latched on that name for me.

"Why Ethan. I am running away from you." I said in a fake sweet voice.
He smirked down at me on the ground and suddenly said in a very serious tone.

"Be my girlfriend Rose." I look at him dumbfounded. Processing his words.

"What?"

"Would you Rose Wilder like to be my girlfriend?" he looked into my eyes searching for an answer. But I don't know what to say.
I don't know how I feel about this.

"Say something Osito."

"Yes"

"Yes?"
I see the hope and happiness in his eyes and I love it that I made him happy. His eyes warmed my heart.

"Yes!!" and than Ethan kissed me for the first time in my life. My first kiss and it was with Ethan, I had known him my whole life, something had clicked between us when we first met, he was two years older and lived right next to me. He was in the same school as well just two years above me. I had recently moved in that new house and that new school for first grade. And I already had a friend for the first day of school even if he was older.

But I didn't feel anything when he kissed me. I felt his lips moving against mine but it just felt weird kissing him.

~FLASHBACK ENDS~

I felt cold inside. I have been on this sidewalk in front of someone's villa shivering and feeling like my world would shatter.

I killed him. It was all my fault. Ethan is dead because of me.

And than I started crying hugging yellow shirt that came down to my mid thighs.

And than I heard his voice.

"Rose!" a shirtless Ash exclaimed as I whipped my back to him and again felt that punch in my stomach.

He took hold of my shoulders and turned me around. I was shaking miserably and he hugged me and patted my head, his chest was hard, yet comforting and it seemed it had been just dried with a towel. Then he led me inside the villa we were standing infront off.

Unlike guards in front of D's house these were proper men in black with bulges in there jackets that said they were carrying guns.

He took me in from the side of the house very slowly and closed the glass gate behind us. I was too shook to say anything right now my mind was still reeling with the fact that I was a killer.

He looked me in the eye and said,"Don't make a sound now kitty. Do you understand?" he asked very soothingly and before I could think about replying he took hold of my hand and crossed a very big living room to a set if stair case and started climbing it slowly still holding my hand.

I followed him wordlessly, without thinking and without feeling anything. We were infront of a door and he opened it pulled me inside and clicked the lock in place.

"What happened Rosa?" he asked these two words in such a voice that I almost answered him truthfully.

"Rosa?" I questioned him confused.

He smiled a bit as if something in my questioning tone humored him.

"Yes, Rosa!" he said Rosa pointing his finger at me indicating he meant I was Rosa.

I looked up in those green eyes. They mesmerized me and looking in them I realized that I was not panicking anymore. The attack had left without me realizing it again. What was it about his eyes that made me wanna fly with joy.

I could feel where the tears had dried on my face and my eyes felt puffy.

"Stay here, don't go anywhere. I will be right back."

And that's end if 16th chapter. I have been so busy lately but had my chapters written in advance so I had no problem posting on schedule this time.

What do you think Rose had done to Ethan?

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And if I don't sound enthusiastic enough in this note than blame sleep deprivation I am writing this abd it's 2:36 in the morning. So thats all I have to say right now.

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Next update:5 November 2019