Pain- Ashi's POV
Siddharth is seated in the back as I ride my horse at my own pace. By telling him the truth, I was able to relieve half of my stress. I have a feeling that Siddharth is a good man, so I feel comfortable telling him about my past before I met Marinette or him. However, there was only one specific issue that I wanted to discuss with him, and that was my relationship with Parth. Even though I knew it would be better to inform him than to keep it a secret, I was still a little terrified or concerned that Parth would return. In addition, he will ask it eventually, so why not now? When we got back to the cottage, I lit the fireplace and filled it with coals to keep it warm. Given that it was quite cold tonight, I warm my hands. I am sitting next to Siddharth while he sits on the armchair. Before I even had a chance to start a conversation with him, "Siddharth-" I become disturbed. " Ashi I am aware of your fear that he might come back. Can you please explain what's going on between you and him before we continue?" "That is exactly what I was going to say, Siddharth. It's a lengthy and complicated tale.
( Flashback- 3 years ago, London England)
I preferred attending school to remaining at the castle and honing my waiting skills. I believed that waiting was foolish because it suggested that life was simply passing you by. I was supposed to be a damsel in distress who must wait for help until her prince comes to rescue her one day. However, I believed that this was absurd because I preferred to make my own decisions. My parents were sad that I would never be suited for a Queen and believed that it is because I am a Leo, who is typically highly stubborn, courageous, and intelligent. The Charming Academy, a place brimming with excitement and fun, was the one place where I felt free to be myself. I used to spend most of my time being a nerd, reading books, and practicing mathematics, but I didn't care what people thought of me since I was who I was. However, seeing my pals Sunaina and Esha, who were my best friends in the entire world, was my favorite part of the day. We were frequently referred to as the nerdiest people or dorks since only they could understand me both on the inside and the exterior. However, Parth had a very different life and personality than myself. He was the star of the campus and he was the most popular prince in the entire academy. Girls swooned over him and boys were very often jealous of his power and spirit. At first, I remember that I ignored him and thought was too bossy. But one day he was the only one there to help me. It was cold and raining so I was standing there hopeless of how to get home. He held out his umbrella to me and we walked to his car where he dropped me off. From that moment onwards I felt very weird around him and stuck to my group while he passed by me. He was often there for me though during every time I needed help and soon we became close friends. My mother did not approve of this since she said every time a girl and boy friendship ends in love. She thinks I was too young and said to not trust him. But against her will, I continued our friendship. One day he said he was in love with me and could not live a life without me. I also replied and said I was in deep love with him too. Without my mother's knowledge, I did all kinds of bad things and learned many bad ways from him such as lying and cheating. I did not think it was funny but sadly agreed to everything. One day he got very angry with me and harmed me badly and with a knife, he drew a scar on my ankle saying She's Mine. But that was not all that he had done. Since he and I had a relationship with each other I got pregnant even though I was a virgin. But when I came to know the truth that he was not a good person he broke my heart. I just stood there furious as he departed and followed another girl. My parents were unaware of this for several months, and they assumed everything was great until they discovered I was pregnant. They expelled me from the castle grounds because they were furious with me. My mother advised me to remain in a convent until the problem was solved. A few days later, I gave my firstborn kid to the nursery so that someone else could adopt her, and I didn't see my daughter again after that. Despite the fact that her father was a traitor, she was still my kid, and I still remember her. With my parents' forgiveness, I still carry this anguish from the past inside of me. Every night when I stare at the moon, I continue to wonder if my daughter will come back to me.
(Present, Marigoton town, Marinette's cottage)
As soon as I was done, Siddharth gave me a worried-looking, half-angry face. He hugged me and encouraged me to cry as I started to sob. "This is unbelievable! Your entire life was destroyed by that monster, who also nearly took your life. I won't put up with this any longer! The girl I love cannot be going through this. We need to adopt your daughter as soon as we can and find her. She will undoubtedly miss her mother just as much as you do." He wipes away my tears as I give him a hug. "This won't last long, I promise! I make a promise, and then we'll always be a single family." I don't know what would I have ever done if Siddharth was not there for me. " I love you so much, Sid." " I love you my Ashi."
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