Yall guys are sooo lucky.... I never wanted to come back here... anyway. enjoy!

Alex's POV:

Fvck me sideways... on Tuesday...

Edward stood there completely drenched, his clothes sticking so deliciously to his body... "Like, damn boy...." I murmured while I eye-raped his gorgeous body... His muscles, so bulky... pouty lips... six pack... damn...

Focus Alex!!!

When I snapped back Edward was right in front of me, about to touch me...

I jumped back quickly, tripping on a piece of a tree root on the ground, and hitting the ground brutally, wincing because I was sure that I was gonna bruise... I have sensitive skin! I sat up quickly when i felt something pierce my skin painfully, but I held in my yelp of pain and ignored the swelling feeling.

I heard a chuckle above me and I quickly turned to glare at the voice that I knew all too well. Edward stood above me, slightly bending over with his hand stretched out and because I was in so much pain I couldn't help but to accept that hand.

When I fully stood up and checked my beautiful skin for bruises, I noted that there were a few places that were turning red already and thought to put some slave on my wounds when I get back...

After doing a thorough inspection of my body, I deemed that I was okay, except for the small cut that was slowly oozing out blood. I figured that it would heal soon enough and looked up at Edward, thanked him as quietly as I could and tried to escape as quickly as I could...

Key word Tried 

Sometimes I hate not having upper body strength... It really sucks in situations like these.

Edward suddenly grabbed a hold of my arm and pulled me into his very hard and... chiseled chest...

Focus Alex!!! 

By the time I looked up into his face, ready with an argument, and wiggling in his arms, what I saw in his eyes killed all my movement and made all the words in my throat choke me. As I stared at the storm in his eyes I saw... Regret, pain, remorse, anger and most of all sorrow. When I was about to ask what happened, i remembered all  the harsh and painful words he has said and tears began to flow steadily out of my eyes... Maybe I should've drowned after all...

Edward saw me crying and immediately sought to comfort me. He opened his mouth and started talking, whispering in a sorrowful voice,

"Alex, my angel, my darling, my life, I am so sorry. I fiercely and profusely apologize for what I had said to you, I swear on my life that I did not mean it. I did not mean a single word that came out of my mouth. I love you. God knows I love you, I love you so much that it hurts. I am so sorry for hurting you. I promised you that I would not hurt you and I did just that. Please forgive me my love, my life. Please forgive me..." He began to blubber through his throat, his eyes blinking rapidly to keep the tears in.

I began to laugh, albeit difficult with my tears... I think I'm running mad.

I laughed so hard that more tears began to pour out of my eyes, I bent forward a bit. Edward's sad gaze turned to worry and he immediately asked me what was funny...

"You can not love me. You... No one can love me. I am a broken toy and no one wants a broken toy." I began another wave of pathetic laughter, further diminishing my self esteem. As I looked back up at Edward, he looked at me very sadly and worryingly.

"Why is it so hard for you to believe that I have truly fallen for you? I told you before that when I first saw you, I was already smitten with you and every little thing you did. I craved your constant attention and was jealous of everything else that had you attention other than me. I wanted to find out who you really were beneath all that fear, sarcasm and rudeness. I loved you ever since you stepped into the room with that dealer fool and called me an assh^le. I loved you then and I love you now, I'm sorry for saying those hurtful words to you, I have anger problems and I hope that you will stay with me to resolve them with me..." He paused and took another breath.

"You are the beauty to my beast, the light to my darkness, my main reason for living, the only reason I wake up in the morning. I love you. I love the way that your nose slightly raises and squeezes together in distaste of something, I love the way that you greet everyone in the castle as if they were your friend, I love the way that you smile and your laugh can make me happy for a whole lifetimes. I love the way you walk, the way you talk and everything you do so humbly. I love you, the real you, the broken you, the one that has been used countless of times and still has the strength to smile everyday and laugh.

I love you. I love everything about you and I do not care about your past." I winced slightly, the memories already beginning to resurface. "No, do not think about it right now. I want to love you, to make you feel what true love is. I want you to feel how wonderful it is to make love to the one that you love, to sleep and wake up with the same person everyday and wonder how lucky you were to have them. I want to love you, to give you that whole damn zoo in your stomach everyday. I want to heal you from the inside out." he looked at me lovingly before finally finishing,

"I want to make you think about our future, a bright and happy future, a love filled one. I want to help you forget all your pain, all your past transgressions, I want to help build you up, my love. I want to make you happy, I want to love you... Will you allow me to love you ?" He asked earnestly.

My heart beat wildly in my chest. Was I ready for this? Was I really ready to let go and move on with Edward?

My answer???

Yes!!!

The End 

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Well guys, here's the end of this book, you might ask why I'm ending it so abruptly here. Its because I actually wanna give all my books, (even the ones that I've lost interest in) a nice ending, even with my bad updating times... this was a story that was sort of dedicated to me and my ex's relationship so I just wanted to end it as well as we did ours... With love.

Love heals all wounds with time... I have proven it and will continue to do such in others...

Enjoy guys

Ami <3