It had been a week since I left Ema and our baby for tour. I wish I could be there in person for her and go with her to doctor's appointments. I mean don't get me wrong I love Emblems and all, but Ema's my fiance who's pregnant with my child. I should be there for her, but I'm not and it really upsets me. I liked being able to cuddle with her and rub her tummy, causing the baby to calm down with the kicking. Apparently I've been bringing my personal problems to work too, because Wes has been getting on my ass about it. He said I haven't been my normal self around the fans causing them to be upset when they should be happy. Believe me I want my Emblems to be happy, but it's hard not thinking about Ema. I love her so much, and she's always the one to make me feel better. My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by my phone ringing, I recognized the ringtone. It was the one I had set up for Ema. "Hey babe, I miss you so much!" "I miss you too Keats, I have ne-" "How's the baby?!" "KEATS!" "Yeah?!" "That's what I'm trying to tell you!" she giggled. "Oh, what is it?!" "We're having twins!" "What?! How? When?!" "Well you know how, but apparently the doctor didn't see it last time!" "This is amazing!" my happiness almost immediately went away because I wasn't there to see them myself, but it was brought back up once I heard her voice again. "Keats? You there?" "Wha- oh yeah I'm here!" she giggled and I had a half smile. Her giggle was so cute, every time I would hear her laugh or giggle, it'd bring a smile to my face. "Alright Keats, I got to go I'll try and call you tomorrow!" "Okay, bye babe and the twins!" she giggled then hungup. After she hungup I went back to doing what I was doing, which was basically listening to music that reminded me of her. I even had 3000 Miles on the playlist. I just wish I could hold her right now and tell her and our twins that I love them and that I'll always be there for them. I truly do love them more than anything in this world. I always enjoyed being with her even if it was in silence, it was never that awkward silence either. It was more of the silence where we just enjoy each other's presence. That night I fell asleep to 3000 Miles thinking of how I can only imagine how she must feel.