his fingers stringing the busted veins of my heart.

his smile was beautiful yet had a dangerous edge in the corners.

his eyes dark, unable to see what was hidden inside, left me guessing what more was he?

his shadow was deceiving, no way to decipher the truth and the lie.

the feeling of uncertainty, not knowing whether to stay or to leave like the ocean waves rising upon the shore.

before I could think what to do I heard the sound of my heart tearing apart, shredding to pieces.

it sounded like glass yet sounded so beastly, so frightening.

i could no longer breathe and the light vanished from my eyes.

i was now dull, lifeless, dead. He had took that away from me.

i looked at him with one last glance and his hands were covered in red.

the rose he once gave me, the one he said described our never ending love was now ruined and nothing but broken petals flying away in the wind.

everything was destroyed, and I felt helpless.

there wasn't nothing more I could do but wait.

he may have destroyed me but I couldn't help but still love him

and wish I could fall into his arms and hear the three words that I wish were true but only a lie.

if only he would lie to me over and over again till it became the truth.

if only he could mend my heart that was torn and tattered on the floor.

but you can not be fixed by the one who broke you, can you?

if only I meant to him as much as he meant to me.

if only I could be meant with him.

but no we were opposite like,

dawn and dusk,

day and night,

rain and sunshine,

dreams and nightmares,

and we'd never belong.

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a/n: This poem was previously on my other poetry type book but I unpublished it because I see no point in two poetry books. Plus I haven't updated that book in several months. Hope you liked it!!