When trust is broken or damage...

Nothing is ever the same no matter what.

I'm sorry if I ever made you doubt, it never was my intention to do so.

Only God can fix my mess now, only if he wants to.

I have to face the consequences of making you doubt.

It's not easy to live like this pretending that everything is fine when you know that is not.

That the person you love is hurting and still in doubt. Knowing that even if they say that they trust and believe in you they don't.

It's heartbreaking knowing that your family at any minute will be crumbling down.

Feeling that you're only fulfilling a physiological need. Listening to you saying I Love you when you're not even convinced that you do. The indifference between us is killing me.