So I was going to do a rant about something fun and light hearted, but I don't think that this book is really destened for that. Do you know those parents that say that they only expect you best, but they really expect your best to be perfect? Those are my parents. I would not mind as much if they just told you that they expect perfection, but by not telling me it feels as if I am always disappointing them. I have found myself trying to sleep with dark thoughts in my head for years. Sometimes I end up crying myself to sleep. I know that there are people who are worse off than me, but it is impossible to sleep with the feeling of guilt that they shove on me or the dissapointment that not only they have for me, but the dissapointment that I have for myself. I am truly sorry for ruining any good mood you might have had. I just need to get this off of my shoulders as to possibly drown out the argument happening downstairs and sleep.
-H.M.Bird out